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Post by truelight on Mar 6, 2018 17:50:09 GMT
This is an empathic friend's blog post Serena likes them shared
Warning It has a few negative examples
Hello ....
Just wanted to say some things about this "dark night of the Soul" and the process of Awakening to the darkness around you, can often feel like the same thing, but they are not.
*note: darkness in this post is referring to negativity. Though "darkness" in itself is not evil or negative, for example like the beautiful nighttime which is a contrast to the daytime.
If you look into the dark night of the soul, it is a very dark place where it seems that no sense of light or wisdom can come through. It can be catalyzed by various things in one life, from events, to traumas, to learning of some of the realities here on Earth like pedophilia and rape, and it feels like it will never end. It can and often goes on for many months and years. It is a difficult phase for many, nay, it is a terribly hard phase, lets be real. It feels like there is no consolation or relief for all the deep feelings you are having. It can feel like the big "nothing" or "void" from which there is no return.
It is true that once you go through this dark night that you will be different, you will emerge with deeper senses and awareness. You can become more conservative, or quiet, or reclusive, or more loving....but you will be different. Some go into a depression because they believe that dark place was their state and there is no hope, no purpose to it, and they go into the mind where that darkness is, into desolation, isolation and may turn to meds and cynicism. The mind holds no Light. Only the Heart and the Soul/Spirit.
But if you search deep into your heart and soul, spirit and mind you will discover that you, are not the darkness, it is a place you fell into. Within the dark night you must ever keep searching within, to your inner universe, which is inverted in this 3D plane. Seek out your own Light in the right places within.
The dark night is part of the ''falling'' of ensouled beings on Earth. This place you fell into is a space where you learn of all the things you are not. It is not you. You must know this and have deep faith in this. It is this faith and conviction in this knowing that will build a bridge to your exit. And it is a conviction of claiming your own divine spark that will bring forthe vitalizing energies back into your spirit, energies of love, joy, vision, optimism and simple lightness of being.
Knowing your Self grows the Light. Nurturing this Light brings Vitality. Vitality brings strength.
Awakening to the darkness around you can feel like you are back into the dark night, but it is not, and you should realize that you are a light inside the darkness of what is around you and that the dark is not you. Find a way to hold onto your Light whilst seeing around you, Find your heart and take refuge there. Find those joys that you had and nurture them. Find your heart and all your innocent childhood dreams and reclaim them. Give renaissance to them, for that is who you are. Those are your truths. You must live this in spite of what is all around you. You must give credence to who and what you are as a spark of the divine. Though you stand alone, you must use your own heart as your lighthouse, your guiding light and look no where else.
Often I feel I am falling back into the dark night, or a depression, when I am simply feeling empathically all of what is around me. How the negativity looms and grows, how much is fake, how much is corrupted, hijacked, evil.
Though it is true that awakening to the darkness around you can catapult you into a dark night phase, it is not true that a dark night phase is the same as realizing how dark things are around you. When you are in the realization, everything feels dark, heavy, non consolable, but when you turn inwards you still have the feeling inside of you that you are a spark, though dimmed by the densities surrounding you. In a dark night, you don't even feel your light, you wonder where it went.
Just be careful, not to self impose a dark night upon yourself, when you are, as long as you breathe on this Earth, in ever awakening stages of what is surrounding you. Keep strong in your own light.
YOU ARE THE LIGHT.
And yes it is true that not everyone is, (10 long {shocking} years of intense investigation, research, reading, testing and probing, gnosis, and simple observation) I am writing this for those who are. The Light suffers the most and most deeply. I am writing this for those who easily slip down the slippery slope of WTF, and wind up in ''dark phases". You cannot come to realizations of the darkness (negativity) around you without feeling it, if you are a real human that is. So be careful. You can prevent the darkness from consuming you. It will try. But dont let it.
Originally Posted by Serena Lady of the Woods
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Post by ML on Mar 7, 2018 0:36:53 GMT
just minutes after i read this my fb feed yields:
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Post by ML on Mar 7, 2018 0:43:24 GMT
I learned something here.
That beyond the atoms or beyond the quantum..still a construct being controlled by our physical captors.
But not as strong as our cage here in the 3d.
who knows how many layers...but the good news is..... if we can discern here... then so much more the upper dimensions.
we will go home for sure.
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Post by IW on Mar 7, 2018 4:52:57 GMT
Sometimes my daughter will cry deep heaving sobs when she hears about someone being raped or hurt, she is so empathetic and "heartfelt". She feels the pain of animals and wants to help them all. I worry about her, that the world is too much darkness, but I'm not sure what to do except love and support her as much as I can. She holds to her own truth though, when having conversations with her dad. This makes me extremely proud
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Post by ML on Mar 7, 2018 6:30:20 GMT
you are an awesome mom wome
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Post by Henrik on Mar 7, 2018 13:00:05 GMT
Thanks, truelight. That post warms me. Every now and then I feel like I'm slipping back into that dark night. It's hard to keep focused on the important stuff and staying positive.
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Post by truelight on Mar 10, 2018 18:46:59 GMT
Glad you found it helpful, I was a bit astounded at it being so perfect to post here
Serena had stopped posting as frequently and I had not read any for a while
This one literally appeared between emails from Hans and Miron so was actually confirming the synchronistic flow. Our higher selves are arranging this.
Serena's next post is also helpful so I also posted it
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Post by truelight on Mar 10, 2018 20:05:13 GMT
I almost posted a response that related to Gnosis as it transcended your concerns over how high the controllers have access to ~ Miron.
Also as is probably what stops me slipping back as far ~ Henrik although my life can be extremely challenging.
Yet I could never write it out as clearly as it needs be*, back there Part the suppressing current on the other forum part intuitional protection, as it was public (and many unfriendly eyes there that we used to be warned about)
*Gnosis is not something one owns, nor something new If I write it out clearly enough, it is more like a higher self remembering it can help trigger others higher self rememberings As it naturally protects us by dispelling darkness encroaching on us I would think any volunteer souls will have had a similar experience somewhere on their long journey That they can pull forward those memories when needed when more so than now Some younger souls may simply remember Source like babies do Listen to the Pure Joy in a baby's laughter.
Henrik in the early days, we had a short discussion involving something like how an Energy Signature could not be contrictary to the intension Your response was brilliant W really liked it Would really love to see it here as part of a thread on descernment at some point.
Sadly I can not even get on as a veiwing guest presently, so can not search myself.
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Post by truelight on Mar 10, 2018 21:57:23 GMT
Sometimes my daughter will cry deep heaving sobs when she hears about someone being raped or hurt, she is so empathetic and "heartfelt". She feels the pain of animals and wants to help them all. I worry about her, that the world is too much darkness, but I'm not sure what to do except love and support her as much as I can. She holds to her own truth though, when having conversations with her dad. This makes me extremely proud It is difficult being so empathic, especially when young. Your Love and Spiritually will be very helpful I just saw watercolour flowers a hobby like that with natural bright colours can help uplift. Intuitionly She is a so Refined a soul that this is her way of tuning in to the trauma of these days and earthing into this lifetime without having to go through the trauma in her own life.
When Young I used to feel as though the tragedies around the world, were happening to a part of me. Later I understood that from a more spiritual perspective It was some of my first glimpses of spiritual Awakening. We are closer Source and our connectedness when we are children. When the Aberfan tragedy happened (infant school buried by coal slurry hilll It was on the news announcement and my siblings were running around noisily To quiet them I spoke with an authority I had not experienced before Like you sometimes hear when someone is speaking direct from higher self Not harsh but a firmness and confidence that is often lacking in our lower selves Remarkably even the infants responded and settled down.
When I left a corrupt guru, I got into the relative safety of TM I was just standing in a shop entrance and I became aware that the folk around were like me, just getting into doing different things. Not little LS me, but the part that is like all the other droplets from the spiritual ocean..
(Has she a strong neptune in her chart, maybe in 1st house) It is difficult but once spiritual and or a healing path is found, it will be a helpful gift.
Maybe Bach's Rescue Remedy would help
Maybe tactful if you take it, when something emotional happens to both of you. Then you can explain what is helps with and she may recognise that in herself and try some. It protects from dark clouds Should be plenty online about it
Nature's beauty evocative spiritual poetry William Blake 'to see the world in a grain of sand' Shelley Life is but a multicoloured dome of glass that stains the brilliance of eternity
you keeping strong dispite the troubles you've had to endure is good example.
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Post by IW on Mar 11, 2018 3:02:32 GMT
Thanks for the amazing advice truelight,
I will definitely get some of that as she has many anxieties and stress headaches. About 3-4 months ago she decided to become vegetarian, synchronicities....I was reading Miron_Lang's the voice thread (Avalon Sol) and he said something about how certain people /children incarnate here to raise/keep frequency stable/high.
Her dad blurts out the latest tragedy headlines and she immediately cuts him off saying to stop and to focus on something good in the now (not exactly her words but same effect). Just amazing to me.
It reminds me that age is not a predictor of wisdom.
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Post by ML on Mar 12, 2018 1:07:41 GMT
we are the light. if you suddenly find yourself in a place with pure darkness then that wont be for long because you are already there. Thanks
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Post by Henrik on Mar 12, 2018 15:48:45 GMT
... Henrik in the early days, we had a short discussion involving something like how an Energy Signature could not be contrictary to the intension Your response was brilliant W really liked it Would really love to see it here as part of a thread on descernment at some point.
Sadly I can not even get on as a veiwing guest presently, so can not search myself. Could it be this post? Truelight said: "One was called the prince of power, a deceptive mimic, that may at first appear to be the other the Prince of Peace who at first does not appear to be as obviously powerful, as not presenting that as the most forward vibration. Yet the vibration/qualities, energy signatures, are all encompassing, all the positive virtues including compassion and peace That there is actually more power within the later, is more subtle, yet it is not over anything but illusion and darkness Unless they serve the dark, humans only experience this as empowering, not as giving power away to. Neither worship nor belief in anything including religion is requested. If one experiences that one, then one is much less likely to be deceived by the mimic, because the difference is then very obvious." Exactly, you can feel the discord of the mimic. You may feel the disharmony of what is portrayed against what is actually emanating. That is the very nature of the mimic or deceiver. It must necessarily emanate discord otherwise what is portrayed and what is intended would be the same and there would be no deception. Thank you for the long and informative post. Read more: wespenrepapers.proboards.com/thread/316/david-icke-another-en-projection#ixzz59Y4sRvxx
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Post by truelight on Mar 12, 2018 16:15:06 GMT
... Henrik in the early days, we had a short discussion involving something like how an Energy Signature could not be contrictary to the intension Your response was brilliant W really liked it Would really love to see it here as part of a thread on descernment at some point.
Sadly I can not even get on as a veiwing guest presently, so can not search myself. Could it be this post? Truelight said: "One was called the prince of power, a deceptive mimic, that may at first appear to be the other the Prince of Peace who at first does not appear to be as obviously powerful, as not presenting that as the most forward vibration. Yet the vibration/qualities, energy signatures, are all encompassing, all the positive virtues including compassion and peace That there is actually more power within the later, is more subtle, yet it is not over anything but illusion and darkness Unless they serve the dark, humans only experience this as empowering, not as giving power away to. Neither worship nor belief in anything including religion is requested. If one experiences that one, then one is much less likely to be deceived by the mimic, because the difference is then very obvious." Exactly, you can feel the discord of the mimic. You may feel the disharmony of what is portrayed against what is actually emanating. That is the very nature of the mimic or deceiver. It must necessarily emanate discord otherwise what is portrayed and what is intended would be the same and there would be no deception. Thank you for the long and informative post. Read more: wespenrepapers.proboards.com/thread/316/david-icke-another-en-projection#ixzz59Y4sRvxx Yes thank you so very much, I hope it was not too difficult to find. It was about 2 Spirit portraits I was shown, somehow in Spirit, although I was in my room in day consciousness . Out of the blue, I was a white occultist who had not practiced Christianity for over a decade, although I was cautious I did not stray from central message in my new practices whether with gurus or occultists. xxx
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Post by ML on Mar 13, 2018 0:44:44 GMT
The latter part of that thread tackles Marduk in the old testament. That was a GIGANTIC Gem in my under-inner-over- standing..
Thanks
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Post by IW on Mar 13, 2018 1:44:15 GMT
30 Empath Traits By Diane Kathrine:
1. Knowing: Empaths just know stuff, without being told. It’s a knowing that goes way beyond intuition or gut feelings, even though that is how many would describe the knowing. The more attuned they are the stronger this gift becomes.
2. Being in public places can be overwhelming: Places like shopping malls, supermarkets or stadiums where there are lots of people around can fill the empath with turbulently vexed emotions that are coming from others.
3. Feeling others emotions and taking them on as your own: This is a huge one for empaths. To some they will feel emotions off those near by and with others they will feel emotions from those a vast distance away, or both. The more adept empath will know if someone is having bad thoughts about them, even from great distance.
4. Watching violence, cruelty or tragedy on the TV is unbearable: The more attuned an empath becomes the worse it is and may make it so they eventually have to stop watching TV and reading newspapers altogether.
5. You know when someone is not being honest: If a friend or a loved one is telling you lies you know it (although many empaths try not to focus on this because knowing a loved one is lying can be painful). Or if someone is saying one thing but feeling/thinking another, you know.
6. Picking up physical symptoms off another: An empath will almost always develop the ailments off another (colds, eye infections, body aches and pains) especially those they’re closest to, somewhat like sympathy pains.
7. Digestive disorders and lower back problems: The solar plexus chakra is based in the centre of the abdomen and it’s known as the seat of emotions. This is where empaths feel the incoming emotion of another, which can weaken the area and eventually lead to anything from stomach ulcers to IBS (too many other conditions to list here). Lower back problems can develop from being ungrounded (amongst other things) and one, who has no knowledge of them being an empath, will almost always be ungrounded.
8. Always looking out for the underdog: Anyone whose suffering, in emotional pain or being bullied draws an empath’s attention and compassion.
9. Others will want to offload their problems on you, even strangers: An empath can become a dumping ground for everyone else’s issues and problems, which, if they’re not careful can end up as their own.
10. Constant fatigue: Empaths often get drained of energy, either from energy vampires or just taking on too much from others, which even sleep will not cure. Many get diagnosed with ME.
11. Addictive personality: Alcohol, drugs, sex, are to name but a few addictions that empaths turn to, to block out the emotions of others. It is a form of self protection in order to hide from someone or something.
12. Drawn to healing, holistic therapies and all things metaphysical: Although many empaths would love to heal others they can end up turning away from being healers (even though they have a natural ability for it), after they’ve studied and qualified, because they take on too much from the one they are trying to heal. Especially if they are unaware of their empathy. Anything of a supernatural nature is of interest to empaths and they don’t surprise or get shocked easily.
13. Creative: From singing, dancing, acting, drawing or writing an empath will have a strong creative streak and a vivid imagination.
14. Love of nature and animals: Being outdoors in nature is a must for empaths and pets are an essential part of their life.
15. Need for solitude: An empath will go stir-crazy if they don’t get quiet time. This is even obvious in empathic children.
16. Gets bored or distracted easily if not stimulated: Work, school and home life has to be kept interesting for an empath or they switch off from it and end up daydreaming or doodling.
17. Finds it impossible to do things they don’t enjoy: As above. Feels like they are living a lie by doing so. To force an empath to do something they dislike through guilt or labelling them as idle will only serve in making them unhappy. It’s for this reason many empaths get labelled as being lazy.
18. Strives for the truth: This becomes more prevalent when an empath discovers his/her gifts and birthright. Anything untruthful feels plain wrong.
19. Always looking for the answers and knowledge: To have unanswered questions can be frustrating for an empath and they will endeavour to find an explanation. If they have a knowing about something they will look for confirmation. The downside to this is an information overload.
20. Likes adventure, freedom and travel: Empaths are free spirits.
21. Abhors clutter: It makes an empath feel weighed down and blocks the flow of energy.
22. Loves to daydream: An empath can stare into space for hours, in a world of their own and blissfully happy.
23. Finds routine, rules or control, imprisoning: Anything that takes away their freedom is debilitating to an empath even poisoning.
24. Prone to carry weight without necessarily overeating: The excess weight is a form of protection to stop the negative incoming energies having as much impact.
25. Excellent listener: An empath won’t talk about themselves much unless it’s to someone they really trust. They love to learn and know about others and genuinely care.
26. Intolerance to narcissism: Although kind and often very tolerant of others, empaths do not like to be around overly egotistical people, who put themselves first and refuse to consider another’s feelings or points of view other than their own.
27. The ability to feel the days of the week: An empath will get the ‘Friday Feeling’ if they work Fridays or not. They pick up on how the collective are feeling. The first couple of days of a long, bank holiday weekend (Easter for example) can feel, to them, like the world is smiling, calm and relaxed. Sunday evenings, Mondays and Tuesdays, of a working week, have a very heavy feeling.
28. Will not choose to buy antiques, vintage or second-hand: Anything that’s been pre-owned carries the energy of the previous owner. An empath will even prefer to have a brand new car or house (if they are in the financial situation to do so) with no residual energy.
29. Sense the energy of food: Many empaths don’t like to eat meat or poultry because they can feel the vibrations of the animal (especially if the animal suffered), even if they like the taste.
30. Can appear moody, shy, aloof, disconnected: Depending on how an empath is feeling will depend on what face they show to the world. They can be prone to mood swings and if they’ve taken on too much negative will appear quiet and unsociable, even miserable. An empath detests having to pretend to be happy when they’re sad, this only adds to their load (makes working in the service industry, when it’s service with a smile, very challenging) and can make them feel like scuttling under a stone.
If you are new to discovering you are an Empath be sure to check out: Grounding Techniques for Empaths and Sensitives There are many tried and tested techniques on this page that will help you better deal with your gift.
I feel that most of us have heard it, before and I feel a strong conncetion via Empaths and the Namlu's (us). Yet, many have already lost this ability of feeling deeply others emotions, feelings and physical pain. It reminds me like the Namlu's before the hijack or even after had this ability to help others out in a emotional disstress or in a physical pain to heal them not even these did asking them to help out, the Namlulu's already knew if something was wrong with them. Which also is a big problem with narc's peoples using this technqiue to get the trust of empaths into their grip. I believe that was the last and mean one done by the AIF to take down the remaining truly Namlu's souls (most of us are here and around the globe).
naturalfamilytoday.com/health/6-effective-grounding-techniques-for-empaths/
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Post by IW on Mar 13, 2018 1:47:51 GMT
List of types of Empaths from Rose Rosetree: 1. Physical Intuition - awareness of what is happening in another's body. 2. Physical Oneness - Feel the other's experience in your body. 3. Intellectual Empath - Moving into the other person's intellectual wavelength. 4. Emotional Intuition 5. Emotional Oneness 6. Spiritual Empath - Understand how someone else connects to "God" 7. Animal Empath 8. Environmental Empath 9. Plant Empath 10. Crystal Empath
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Post by ML on Apr 11, 2018 1:09:01 GMT
Though it is true that awakening to the darkness around you can catapult you into a dark night phase, it is not true that a dark night phase is the same as realizing how dark things are around you. When you are in the realization, everything feels dark, heavy, non consolable, but when you turn inwards you still have the feeling inside of you that you are a spark, though dimmed by the densities surrounding you. In a dark night, you don't even feel your light, you wonder where it went. Just be careful, not to self impose a dark night upon yourself, when you are, as long as you breathe on this Earth, in ever awakening stages of what is surrounding you. Keep strong in your own light. YOU ARE THE LIGHT. We are truly the LIGHT... our prime consciousness/awareness creates true LIGHT. so there is no way we can end in total darkness for as long as we don't allow it imagine how truly marvelous and powerful we are when not bonded by an organic shell and even at current state we are able to create sparks of lights that affect many others in our lives
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Post by IW on Apr 13, 2018 4:53:46 GMT
I have been feeling some heaviness of soul lately. It starts to feel like sludge, immobilizing and stagnating.
The winter has been too long from October until now, with more snow expected. I was turning my hoody wearing days inward, started wondering if I was in hiding, not wanting to face who knows what.
But then I chose to let go of expectations, of self-judgment. To accept that it's fine to not feel fine all the time. To let the cycle be a cycle.
I can find inner balance even in a dry period, the dark days must mean the earth is slow to get out of hibernation. The earth can have its own cycle too.
It's all ok, I can be at peace with that.
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Post by IW on May 16, 2018 10:19:15 GMT
I found this by Aug Tellez at his site which reminded me of the things truelight had posted in this thread:
When one finds the truth they must first look through the dark in order to find the substance.
To be able to see through the dark, one must keep the heart aspect balanced in intentions of mind and being.
The heart remains true to the original cause, throughout the experience of the dark, by simply feeling.
By remaining in that sense of feeling, we are guided by intuition, rather than the external projects of sense which are useless in the dark.
The heart connects to meaning, through feeling and intuition, and so when we do not have the appropriate physically measurable coordinates we can look within and this guides us towards the destination.
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Post by Deleted on May 17, 2018 2:29:19 GMT
I found this by Aug Tellez at his site which reminded me of the things truelight had posted in this thread:
When one finds the truth they must first look through the dark in order to find the substance.
To be able to see through the dark, one must keep the heart aspect balanced in intentions of mind and being.
The heart remains true to the original cause, throughout the experience of the dark, by simply feeling.
By remaining in that sense of feeling, we are guided by intuition, rather than the external projects of sense which are useless in the dark.
The heart connects to meaning, through feeling and intuition, and so when we do not have the appropriate physically measurable coordinates we can look within and this guides us towards the destination.
Heart driven passion/caring/understanding is what makes real humans human. As I undergo some recent and continued testing I am more convinced every "human" we see walking is not really qualified for that title. Many folks we see are operating on installed programs. I really believe this.
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Post by ML on May 17, 2018 9:15:43 GMT
I found this by Aug Tellez at his site which reminded me of the things truelight had posted in this thread:
When one finds the truth they must first look through the dark in order to find the substance.
To be able to see through the dark, one must keep the heart aspect balanced in intentions of mind and being.
The heart remains true to the original cause, throughout the experience of the dark, by simply feeling.
By remaining in that sense of feeling, we are guided by intuition, rather than the external projects of sense which are useless in the dark.
The heart connects to meaning, through feeling and intuition, and so when we do not have the appropriate physically measurable coordinates we can look within and this guides us towards the destination.
Heart driven passion/caring/understanding is what makes real humans human. As I undergo some recent and continued testing I am more convinced every "human" we see walking is not really qualified for that title. Many folks we see are operating on installed programs. I really believe this. I completely AGREE. I would say most of the 'humans' are the common people. There might be a percentage coming from the Elite or the Royals.
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Post by girlscout on May 17, 2018 17:16:02 GMT
I was numb most of my life - probably MANY lives. I wouldn't have qualified as "human" either.
Luckily I was assigned an Illustrator that was able (eventually) to break through.
Sting's RE-HUMANIZE YOURSELF applied to ME!!
George Chryz's Magnificent Soul got me started in continuing the process of decalcifying my pineal gland - to improve the love flow.
I am SO VERY grateful that change is possible. <3
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Post by ML on May 28, 2018 4:54:42 GMT
Becoming the light
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