Post by IW on Jul 4, 2018 7:36:27 GMT
I have no idea how I came upon this, just following some random links, but I think it has some good clues/
information. I personally have not taken hallucinogenic drugs, so I found this enlightening. This was some sort of magic mushroom tripping blog...
Tripping on Salvia
(by nic321)
The Trip!
As I sat back on the sofa and held it in... Nothing at first... Then after about 5 seconds I could feel it taking over quite quickly! The junk I was starring at infront of me (Old boxes and stuff as we was in a Garage), textures on them started warping and wiggling and just going all weird! I felt pressure around my brain! Not a hurting pressure but a feeling where I remember saying in my head (Oh, this is definitely the Salvia kicking in!)
It felt as if I was flying away!! Backwards and a diagnol upwards! Imagine a film shot where the helicopter is flying backwards and the camera is looking at the thing you are flying away from! I felt like the camera! It felt as if I was flying away looking at what I was flying away from....
And then thats it??? I dont remember ANYTHING!!!!
No speaking to Gods? No seeing 3D enviroments? No paper airplanes flying in and out of the entire world... No nothing... Nothing I have ever EVER read about a Salvia trip was true :S
It is like everybody has been lieing to me! I now realise everybody's explanation of Salvia is completely inaccurate...
I have read that in a Salvia trip there is no concept of left and right... Well no shit! Thats only because you dont THINK about left and right!!
Its like a dream!! In a dream you dont go, oh look a nice path to my left, a nice path to my right... You don't THINK about left and right! That is why left and right dont exist... Because in salvia trip you do NOT control what you do! I NOW understand this!
I thought id be going somewhere, where I could walk around and freely make decisions... Boy was I wrong!!
Any way back to the trip!
Ok so As I said I remember flying away (At this point I knew why I was feeling like that... Because of the Salvia right...)
Well out of ?&%%$ing knowhere... Going from that, pretty much instantly without warning... All my knowledge of EVERYTHING had gone...
I couldnt remember ANYTHING!!!! I didnt think about where I lived, where I grew up, who my mum and dad are... I didnt know anything... All I knew was it felt I was going to feel like this FOREVER!!
I will tell you what "this" was in a second... But it felt like I was going to be there FOREVER! And I wasnt sure why... I just sort of accepted that... But at the same time I was like, Oh ?&%%$ no! I cant stay like this forever! Get me off, get me out! make this stop! this feels extremely weird!!!
All I remember seeing was like... Reality hitting me :S If that makes sense!! Like not punching me... But like...
Please understand this is VERY hard for me to explain as I dont remember anything! That is my question! Why do I read all these reports of people remembering they spoke to gods and ran around in green grass meadows and stuff like that!!
All I remember was like... I was spinning round on ?&%%$ knows what... But instead of ME spinning round like I would be sat on a roller coaster... reality was spinning round :S Well...
I definitely was no longer in the garage! As I remember everything being really colorful... I dont remember ever seeing stuff, more like motion blur! Where your trying to explain a dream the next day that you have forgotten! You cant picture the enviroment in your head! But you sort of can!! Its like that!!
I think I remember seeing a face! Or a red figure?? I even think I recall us being the simpsons!! I really cant remember
But yeah... I didnt know what was going on, reality just kept coppying itself!!!
I remember being in the trip! And feeling as if I was being copied! Like imagine 1 second of your life passing... And then rewing 1 second, and then going 1 second, and then rewind 1 second! I think it felt like that!!
because while in my trip after I felt it the first time, I remember going... Oh ive been here before!! But I could have been because I wasnt anywhere!!!! Stuff was just happening really really quickly!!
Imagine getting an A4 peice of paper, and putting your vision on that! So what ever You can see threw your eyes, was on this peice of paper! It felt like this!! When I say paper its also because it felt as if everything was flat!! My whole world was just 2D view of my eyes... like a peice of paper (objects still had depth to them... but my VISION was flat 2D) if that makes sense... It felt as if a screen was being put infront of my eyes!
And being put over my eyes over and over and over again!! Like I said it is really hard for me to explain!
At one point I THINK I remember realising what was happening because my mate who wasnt tripping said Your tripping on salvia! And I heared that and i was like OH YEAH SHIT!!! In my head! Because like I said I had forgotten what was happening! I just knew it was happening... And when I remember realising, I tried relaxing and closing my eyes!
It felt as if my top half of my body stayed the same! And my legs stretched out infinitely as my legs were still being copied!! Please dont think im insane! Im trying my best to explain my trip!
One thing i DO remember definitely though was, seeing the couch we was all sat on from behind!! It didnt have any detail! It was just sort of the shape of the couch and just green (no detail, just the colour green) as reality was hitting me, i was sort of (picture this!)
You are sat on the couch! And your spirit keeps trying to enter your body by running up behind and jumping into your back! But everytime it failed, so time rewound itself and my spirit would try again!!
Can anybody relate to me??? And How come I dont remember my trip!!! I only remember leaving and entering reality!!
Oh, and the most scariest part of the entire experience... Was DEFINITELY!! When i was no longer tripping... I was in reality... But everything felt fake... It felt as If I had made up my whole life and my whole life was a lie and nothing mattered... I wanted to kill myself! I genuinely was scared I was stuck in a trip (in reality) forever and this felt horrible! I thought all my friends we're fake and they was just sort of my imagination! I couldnt decide the fate of reality with my mind... But it felt as if my subconsciousness was making up all my friends and life as we know it!
It felt like a screen was infront of my eyes and nothing was real or mattered!
I like how he was trying to describe the 2D experience...