Post by jerseyamma on Sept 16, 2020 18:22:47 GMT
The Mystery of Faith and belief
Be extremely subtle even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of the opponent's fate.
-Sun Tzu
Today’s flashlight is more going to be on the depth of our soul rather than highlighting key events. Today is going to be truth serum time. It will open the doors, reveal the unknown, enter the world of danger and shine the light and reveal the inner most depth of our existence.
There are times, we do not always follow the line, we tend to obfuscate and connive whereas we are not always being honest with ourselves. And this is common for everyone. No one can say this is not true for them.
I have revealed some intricate aspects of faith, but now it is time that I delve deeper because nothing is as simple as it may appear. There are situations from all various corners of learning where not everything is bundled in a box and ready to sell.
So often we tend to compromise our true feelings more to create an appearance that things are one way when the truth is far different.
Today I will begin by asking everyone, are you fair weather friend or a true friend? Are you a week-end warrior, or an ultimate warrior? In battle can your friends around you trust you to have their back, or are you going to flee when the war rages?
There is a reason I ask these questions and I really do not ask them to find out how you treat others per say, although it is important. I ask these questions to discover one key aspect about who you really are internally.
And that is, can the Father and Mother completely trust you? Strange question is it not? When it comes to going to a specific church following some belief system, were you a week-end warrior or a full-time warrior? So often humans put on airs, they tend to be on their best behavior at certain times and then when they depart they go back to being who they really are.
Like in church, everyone puts on their best suit or dress. Everyone is civil, with all smiles, acting as if they are pious and spiritual. Then they leave church and go home and beat the wife, cuss at the neighbor, lie and steal at work, and then like magic they morph into someone else on the week-end, and put on the act once again.
We tend to all be like this in one form or the other. However, if this portrayal of how we do things in life is basically how we treat the Father and Mother, then we are going to have problems.
There is a special sincerity about faith because it represents the depth of the soul. If you are not always being honest with how you react on a daily level, then your path is going to be rocky.
The reason I am saying this, is when we honor and trust the Father and Mother, are we doing so as a week-end warrior, a fair-weather friend, or is it who we really are?
When we place our will into the Father and Mother’s control and power, we must surrender all. This means we must place our life in their hands. Once we do this then we are no longer in control.
In my life I have met many people that their most difficult aspect in this journey was letting go of their control and power and trusting in an invisible power which they could not see, hear or touch.
People want control, even if it is the appearance of control.
Very few can let go and surrender fully over to anything else. We live in a world where it is not wise to surrender your control or power over to others because it is grounds for the blind to lead the blind. So, it is difficult to let go. We want to remain in control because it is our security blanket. And this is the most difficult part of our spiritual walk. We must let go! The greatest embedded fear that we have is built within the avatar machine we are using and that is the fear of death. We fight to survive, we will often do anything it takes to save our life.
This is because we have been programmed with survival of the fittest. And that is why it is so difficult to let go when it comes to the Father and Mother. I can’t express this in any other way other than to say, true absolute perfected faith is when we can let go and fully trust the Father and Mother, no matter what.
Let us try to walk down this road together to understand fully what it is I am trying to reveal. One of the greatest ignominies is that even in religion none of them as far as I can tell will ever tell you to fully let go and surrender your life unto the Father and Mother or a god.
They may tell you to surrender to the church, to their will, but they can’t even let go to allow you to surrender your will over to the Father and Mother, because that means they lose control.
And this is what most cults try to achieve, they want you to surrender your will over to them. And what is ironic is a person is more willing to let go when it comes to cults than they are when it comes to the Father and Mother. And you know why?
Cause you can’t see or touch them. And this is the problem with personality cults, because this is what they all are. They want your obedience, they want you to follow them. They want you to adhere to their plans and goals.
Now some may believe that sure cults are for crazy people, and they would say, they are happy they are not in one. I have bad news for anyone that thinks like this. Anything you give your life over to in this world is a cult. Whether religion, political party, government. Whatever it may be...
Any time someone else has an agenda and they have followers, then it is a cult. And do you know who the largest most damning cult in the world is? I wonder if anyone could answer this right now. Most would never think this was a cult. And yet it is more damning, more controlling than all the other cults combined in this world and 99% of the people on this planet are willing subjects of this cult.
And what is so deviously ironic, is that 99.9% of most every religion, government or political party is more controlled by this particular cult than even their own affiliation with their own groups. In fact, there is no comparison.
I will let you think about this while I continue. My friend, cult worship is anything that has power over your life and mind. Cult worship is anything that you would surrender everything, because you believe it has the power over your life.
Cult worship is the indoctrination that forces one to adhere to the policy that not even God has the power over your life like this does. Cult worship is anything that you may surrender your life over to even in blindness and not being fully aware of what it is that you are doing.
In fact, this cult will tell you that you must not surrender your life over to the Father and Mother, because they know better than them. It is the most controlling cult, the most damnable power in most everyone’s lives, and yet few realize it.
Your religions will tell you that it is smarter to surrender your life over to this cult than even the Father and Mother. Are you figuring it out yet? This cult is so powerful that it can entice you to even turn your children over to them and allow them to do unspeakable things to them, and still have no clue what they have done, but you have been told to fully trust them and for some reason most do.
It is the most insidious trap on this planet. And yet most have no clue to how insidious it truly is. And let me take this one more step, it is the most powerful religion on earth bar none.
And to add to even that, this group and or function and belief system, is the one true god on this planet and most everyone here has willingly accepted this god as the true god. Now we know Satan is the god of this world and Lucifer is the reigning god from the heavens. However, with all gods they need tools, they need something that will give them power.
We also know that Satan is god of munitions, AH! This makes me think that this cult must be war. War is the seeming diabolical one thing that many will surrender their lives over to.
Sorry, wrong answer, not even close. In fact, most wars combined do not destroy, maim or kill as many people as this one cult does.
There is a cult that is so powerful if you speak against it, you will be hated, attacked, hunted and even thrown in prison or killed. This one cult has achieved a power, so wide and vast people will swear by it, be governed by it. Will turn their entire lives over to it.
Many will sacrifice everything they have to be assured this cult remains in their life. This cult would make the Jim Jones disaster of taking Kool-aid look like a children’s comic-book. Only kooks would take something so dangerous that it would kill them, right? Hmm, you’ve got to wonder.
When I began this article, I asked are you’re a fair-weather friend, are you only a week-end warrior. I asked if you would be willing to place your entire life in the hands of the Father and Mother? Some would no doubt have a hard time trying to accept this. It is just not normal to release that kind of power over to anyone else including a deity.
And yet this power that this cult has over people they are doing exactly that, they are turning over their entire will and life unto this cult, and yet they would never admit it in a million years that this is what they are doing, because they would never believe this was a cult.
Some definitions:
1. Great devotion to a person, idea, object, movement, or work.
2. Object of great devotion.
3. An instance of great veneration for a person, ideal, or thing, especially as manifested by a body of admirers:
4. A system for the cure of disease based on dogma set forth by its promulgator.
The Bible speaks of this very thing by asking, who is your Master, it cannot be the Father and Mammon, which is representative of Satan. Mammon was always noted as money, and people often worship money therefore they are worshipping Satan. Money is how he controls so many people.
However, the word Mammon comes from the Chaldean language representing that which you place your total trust in. Christ said, we cannot place our trust in the Father and something else. You cannot have two masters.
Yet there is a cult on this planet that most of humanity will trust in by far before they ever trusted in the Father and Mother and or some external god. It is almost as if it is programmed into them to trust this foreign entity or cult.
And my friends, that is exactly the truth, and it is hardest truth known to humanity, because most will reject it. I said earlier our bodies are programmed under the survival of the fittest program. We are programmed not to let go when it comes to our life.
It is deeply embedded into this computer system known as the avatar. And this cult relies on that programming to take full advantage of our lives.
My friends there is only one thing greater than our life and that is our awakening. And not even death should worry us, if we are awakened. Have you figured out what this cult is yet?
It is Medical Science!
Doctors gain greater respect and awe that even our Father and Mother and it is not even close. Doctors are more god than even god is. In fact, if you speak against medical science and or doctors you become a pariah upon this planet and are considered dangerous. There is a verse in the Bible that states, Having the form or appearance of godliness, but deny the power thereof, of such turn away. One of my first break throughs as a child was learning about this cult, and it never made sense to me.
Because I always believed the Father and Mother were our healers, they were our personal doctors. And yet even as a child growing up in my church I was shown, that yes, we believe in Godliness, but we do not use that power when it comes to our human life, we use the power of medical science. I was even told God expects us to use this other power.
As a child I knew there was something very wrong with this. The Father and Mother do not play second fiddle. When we turn our lives over to them, they expect us to allow for them to control what happens.
Doctors in our world have their purpose, and they are experienced with things that most are not. But when we place our total trust in this world of illusion we then pull that trust away from the Father and Mother, there can be no compromise.
It is impossible to have faith if we don’t truly believe what we are believing in. I am not here to dictate how you should believe. I am here to reveal major truths and it is up to you how you will inculcate them into your life or not.
From my personal experiences, ultimate faith is when we surrender our entire life over to the Father and Mother and nothing can come short of that. Nothing can get in the way of this. Nothing should be able to lure one away from the grand power.
Now getting back to the power of this cult where there is nothing that even comes close, including the Catholic Church. My friends when the Body bags began coming home from the Viet Nam War this country began to awaken. Especially when 50,000 appeared before the eyes of the public.
Can you imagine the shock, the feeling of betrayal and the utter horror Americans went through when their children were dying all around them? But this is nothing compared to this cult. It is estimated up to 440,000 people a year die, due to hospital mistakes. We are talking mistakes. We are not even talking about the millions who go to hospitals and never come home. These were mistakes. But does anything happen to this cult. God Forbid, these are the gods of the people, and it would destroy an entire industry of mammon if they were ever held accountable.
Can you imagine 440,000 body bags a year. And to be honest my feeling is this is not even close to the actual number due to insurance cover ups. We are talking about a murdering machine that is so powerful that you are forced to come to the proverbial gas chamber.
I was reading a sad article online about a husband and wife who believe in faith healing. Their ten-month-old child died. They were taken to court and sentenced to life without ever the chance for parole. Let that sink in... Even first- degree murderers do not get sentences like this. Why would a young couple having a baby, who died on their watch because they believed in faith healing, get destroyed.
Was this truly murder? Well many on both sides of the isle say it was. Conservative and Liberal both. You want to bring the two political parties together, it is easy, they both worship the same cult as if it was greater than any god.
And yet, if these parents took their child into the hospital and their child died there, nothing would happen. You wouldn’t see any of the doctors or nurses get life imprisonment without parole. In fact, even if they were caught purposefully murdering the child they would probably get seven years with probation and time served with 3 years eligibility for parole.
So, explain to me why this young couple’s life was destroyed with no mercy. They didn’t want their baby to die, they believed in god that the baby would be healed. But wait a minute, why did God allow their baby to die, and then they would have to suffer punishment worse than death?
Some say they deserved this because what they did was worse than murder. Was it? Was it really? Is having faith in a divine power worse than having to be obedient and have blind faith in a cult worship that sends a half-million people home every year in body bags because of a mistake they made?
Here is the problem, this couple especially the husband was flaunting their beliefs to everyone around them. They were telling everyone they knew, what their beliefs were, and this angered people. Like any good ole religion, you don’t spit at someone’s else’s belief system especially one that is driven by a cult mind.
The problem is, most do not see what they are believing in is a cult mind. Even though the odds of dying by mistake are substantial when someone adhere to it. And yet no one cares about how many people are dying every year due to this belief system. And if it is not a belief system then tell me what you would call it?
My own Mother died in a hospital after going in for minor surgery because they goofed up and made a tiny little mistake, they over medicated her. Oops, sorry, we didn’t mean it. But there was no life sentence, there was no outcry. They were covered. We are gods we can’t make mistakes, sorry for your loss. My mom was only 50-years old.
Who would willfully sacrifice their life under the pretense of saving it. Most everyone I know would not do this, and yet they do it all the time. Does Jim Jones come to mind? Those people all were driven to believe that taking Kool-Aid laced with poison was a means to enter heaven. Who would do this? A mind that has been taken over by a faulty belief system. That is who would do this.
Hardly anyone would say what Jim Jones and his followers did was right. Most would say, this was definitely a cult, and they would be correct. But when it comes the vilest contemptuous cult anywhere on planet earth, known as Medical Science, hardly anyone would say this is a cult. Because this is their God!
All over the earth people take medication, they have no clue what is in them, but ‘Jim Jones’ said it is Okay. Don’t worry, we got your back. These pharmaceuticals are made from chemicals and all sorts of organic compounds mostly from dead things. These chemicals are known to change the brain chemistry, mess with the body organs, screw up the liver and heart, and yet, its all good, because the gods said it was.
What is a person to do when forced worship of a cult is demanded? And why can people’s lives be destroyed because they did not worship the cult but had their own worship.
And even if others feel faith healing is a cult, is it any worse than what we are being forced to adhere to? I would say there is no comparison. One is personal beliefs wrought by whatever has directed them in their life, the other is forced belief.
Why have I decided to bring this up, because I am trying to reveal a secret, in that your faith should never be publicly broadcasted. One should never force their faith or beliefs on to others.
The reason this couple were destroyed, is because they were pushing their doctrine which apposed the god of this world. This God is Mammon. You do not mess with their money-making gimmick.
Medical Science is a business that brings in trillions of dollars repeatedly. It is a bonanza for politicians, government, media, science, you name it. More people have been made wealthy by this cult than any others means.
I have witnessed many people thrown in prison and their lives ruined not because of faith healing, not even because they killed someone. It was because they dared to reveal natural supplements for someone’s healing.
Can you imagine the gall of these people to want something natural and safe for someone else to take? When they could be taking something that is known to kill a hundred-thousand people a year in this country alone. And yet it happens all the time, people are thrown in prison because they dared give medical advice by helping others on to natural products for their healing. What is wrong with this picture? My friends this is not our world, this is not our country. We live here but we are not really here. This world is foreign to the true children, and everything in it is foreign. But we live here and therefore we must choose our fights wisely.
You do not counter the world’s beliefs with another belief in the open. I have said time and time again, be wise as a serpent, harmless as a dove. However, what are we supposed to do?
What about this couple who the judge without mercy destroyed their lives because their baby was not healed as they had hoped and prayed? Why did this happen? And why didn’t God heal their child to also save them?
Please understand, faith is a personal issue between you and the invisible, you do not and should not flaunt it. And never ever should your faith be a weapon against others. One of the greatest reasons religions faltered and many were turned off, is because too many people were using the Bible as a weapon against others, instead of truly helping one another.
Faith also should never be a weapon. Secondly, some people believe if they have faith then they are not required to do anything. Obviously, we have two arms, two legs and a brain, and we were given this to make choices.
In this couple’s case, it appeared that they were doing nothing for the child, as the child starved to death and wasted away. Some have what is called, Blind faith, meaning faith without works is dead. They do nothing like the man on the house while the flood come and took his life. They say when help is offered, no thanks, I trust in god.
There are things one can do all the time, whether it be natural or some sort of corrective need. Personally, I do not believe in Doctors, I say that without reservation, I do not believe in them, never have, never will, it is no different than me saying I do not believe in certain religions or certain political parties, I have that right. However, I never force my belief on others nor do I try to get them to follow me or my beliefs. My non-belief in Doctors doesn’t mean I think they don’t exist, I know they exist I also know they all have a purpose. In the past Doctors were more typically used for broken bones, deep cuts, or serious illnesses. They were never used for every little thing you can possibly imagine. Even today they have a purpose, and they can help people.
But as for me, it is not my purpose. Someone could be in the Mormon Church, and that is fine, I have no problem with that. For them that is what is needed for them. But I am not a follower, nor do I share in their beliefs and ideas.
However, I do not go out and fight them and push my beliefs contrary to theirs. That is stupid. All it will do is anger them and their followers. This couple played a dangerous game of flaunting. And they played it against the wrong people. And they were ignorant how they played this game.
What I am about to say is a fact, and yet few understand this. When we have children, born from a human mother and father. It has always been assumed that these children are property of the Parents who gave them life in the first place. It is time many begin to awaken. In this world, the children belong to the state.
When a child is born and given a number and certificate, this means they belong to the state. The parents are not known as Mother and Father but benefactors. They are caretakers of the state’s child. If you do not do what the state likes, they can take your children away from you.
As scary as that sounds it is a fact. We are not sovereign. We do not have sovereign power. We are slaves to the state. And our children are the state’s children by law. We are given licenses, rights, and obligations under the state, but we are not sovereign, as many would like to believe. Granted this was the case under the Constitution, if we were following that. However, laws were eventually passed to remove our sovereign right, to give the state all power.
Sovereign right is the natural right under God, but that was all removed to make the state all powerful. As difficult as this may be, what is a person supposed to do? What was this young couple supposed to do? Is it fair they couldn’t practice their own religious beliefs which were guaranteed by the Constitution, because it was not in harmony to the state? Does one have to sacrifice their beliefs to come in harmony with the state?
My friends what we are talking about is a fine line, a walk with such precision, we dare not make any mistakes. Just like you do not go to foreign countries and challenge their beliefs, or you will pay utterly.
I spent my entire life treating myself when I was ill. I studied, I researched, and I learned. It was my own personal faith. I didn’t broadcast it. I was not walking the streets with vocal condemnation of others because they chose to do things differently. Nor did I look down upon them because they believed one way, and I believed another.
I have been to doctors twice in my entire 60 years. Once at 5 years of age, when my leg was broken, and another when I was 50 when I was viciously attacked by a dog and my arm was nearly ripped off.
I have had broken bones, sprains and deep cuts, illnesses of all sort and yet I treated myself when it came to each of these issues. However, I never walked around pushing my point of view. In fact, my telling you this now, is only to reveal a point. Never believe you must follow me or anyone else. Because unless you have the faith it is suicide.
I would never tell you what you should or should not, because it is not up to me. Each soul must make their own decisions based on their understanding. Faith is personal. It is not meant to be a group think. Although it aids and helps others when the miracles faith are brought forth, it is only as an aid and not a law of duty.
If this couple had understood that their child was not truly their own in state law terms, because the state by law owns our children, then one would have to make decision by walking a very tight rope. You must be smart, be vigilant and never lay the goose egg.
Learn the mystery of being wise as a serpent harmless as a dove.
Be extremely subtle even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of your opponent's fate.
-Sun Tzu
When I said, one should not use faith as a weapon nor should faith be forced upon anyone else. This means you never force your belief of faith on to anyone. Even if it is your friend, spouse or child.
Each one must choose. And since your child cannot choose for themselves, one must walk a very fine line based on faith. There are certain laws that we must adhere to, and that means, taking your child to the doctor for lawful sake is expedient and the right thing to do. It doesn’t mean you have to do what the doctors tells you. But you can listen, shake your head in the affirmative. And try to let the state be pleased.
Just like we now must have auto insurance, it may seem unfair to be obligated to pay all these policies, but when we get into an accident we are covered. If we are not covered then all hell breaks loose.
So, it is prudent to be wise and use the coconut we have been given so as not to stir the magma or else it could explode and burn you. Therefore, once you have taken your child to the doctors and then leave, you are now covered. And mot matter what happens to the child after this, you are covered. But to do nothing based only on faith alone is not being wise or prudent when the individual is not you.
I felt sick when I saw what was handed down to this couple. I do not believe in my heart they want their child to die. They were not murderers, but people from the left and right were desiring they be crucified. This shows the mentality of people that have sold their souls to the wrong god.
However, on the other hand, they were spiritually naïve and stupid to their own worst detriment. They didn’t use wisdom. Christ even said, when you are in the way with your enemy, agree quickly, or else you will pay the uttermost fathering. This means they could throw the book at you and there is nothing to save you, it means they have the right to kill you. However, let’s go back to asking the question, since this was life or death and it also meant the parents would be destroyed for life without any possibility for parole. Why did God allow this?
Many have faith, many have a belief system, but it doesn’t mean it is right. Nor does it mean the god they are worshipping is the true Father and Mother. I don’t know why this happened? It is just another ugly reality about this demonically inspired sick world.
I have stated these things many times, the Father and Mother are not of this world. Just because a person shows a modicum of faith, doesn’t mean they are tapping into the invisible power of the Father and Mother.
However, on the other hand the truth about all things is, good things happen to bad people, as well as bad things happen to good people. Meaning, just because we have faith, doesn’t mean the outcome will be positive at least not at present.
If these people are truly of the Father, I would think their sentence will be changed. However, if they are the true children but were deceived, it is a hard thing to fathom why some people must suffer like this.
Just because I have lived my life in faith doesn’t mean I always had positive outcomes in my beliefs. Some were not very good at all. However, let me tell you why. Most of the time when I had bad things happen to me, it was because I was not living properly. My life was a mess. Certain things were wrong.
And yet I will not look back and complain why the Father and Mother allowed these things. I thanked them, because if it wasn’t for those difficult periods, I would not have changed my life.
As an example, 10-years ago my wife and I were trying to find a place to live in our many travels, it happened to be Clovis, New Mexico. We made some wrong decisions and we ended up in a place where we did not belong, nor did we like it.
But we felt trapped. We looked to the physical and said, we are out of money, there is nothing we can do. This trip was in faith, but what we didn’t realize at the time was the trip was not over. We shouldn’t have been looking for money to bail us out. This is where real faith comes into play, and sometimes I failed when it came to my stronger belief.
So, we set up to live in this town, which we didn’t like, got a job, rented a place. And we were miserable. The next month was nothing but misery in so many areas. My wife became very ill due to a menopause issue, she nearly bled to death.
I did everything in my power to help her, as she also believes in natural means, and it worked, but it was a miserable time. And then one day I took our dog out for a walk and some Shar Pei attacked my dog and bit her on the back for no reason. My dog was a beautiful Blue Heeler and very timid. She didn’t even resist. Fortunately, her wounds were little to nothing.
I then grabbed the attacking dog off her and she turned on me and bit solidly into my arm, ripping the flesh away, and I bled profusely.
I was then rushed to the hospital, where my wounds were stitched. They were very bad wounds, all the way to the bone on both sides of the arm where all the dog’s large teeth did their damage.
This was a horrible time for both my wife and I. However, it was finally the tip of the iceberg where I said, enough is enough. We do not want to live here, and so far, nothing has gone right for either of us. So, we both agreed to take off and go elsewhere on faith. We had very little money. We didn’t even know exactly where we were to go.
Yet we both felt the spirit of peace. This happens so often when we make a change in our life based on faith, and we do what we know deep down we are to do. It was like we were on cloud nine, we both knew this was the correct decision.
After we left this area, we moved on, my wife never again had an issue with her illness. We are thankful it is now all past her now. I feel so sorry for the women who must go through this, it is not fun most of the time. Now I must explain. Why would the Father cause this to happen just to get us to move somewhere else? Understand, the Father and Mother never cause discomfort, negative issues, or pain of any kind. They simply pull back their power, so we can learn by wrong decisions we have made and allow our situation to move forward without help or aid for other areas in our life until we awaken.
Some might say, wow what a horrible thing for you both to go through this. And when you think about it, it surrounded the nature of blood for both of us. It is sort of odd that we both loss great amounts of blood. And yet it was to teach us, always trust in the Father and Mother. If something doesn’t feel right. If what you are doing is not correct or maybe where you are living is not right. Then learn what it is and seek for guidance and then change.
What happened to us both made us realize we are happier trusting in the Father and Mother than trusting in ourselves. We have no power, we have no strength, but our divine parents have everything.
That is why we were both so happy when we made this decision. Oh, and by the way, this is how it always works. Any time we responded to faith and did something that took a great amount of faith, it filled our hearts with joy and peace. We knew we were doing what was right.
It reminds me of one of the Indian Jones movies, where they had to step on a platform that you could not see while it was dangling over a cliff 200-feet high. When faith is present, there is a thrill knowing what is right and the correct thing to do. When it is not, there is only dep lingering fear.
If you have experienced this then you know. There is no greater feeling. Now some may wonder what a tough thing to have your arm nearly ripped off. That is a tough lesson, boy the Father is mean.
Do you want to know something, and I speak the absolute truth? I never once ever felt any pain. Not when the attack occurred, after I went to the Hospital nor after the healing began. There was never any pain. The doctor gave me pain killer pills saying you are going to feel horrible pain for weeks. So, you better take these pills. I told him I was not feeling any pain, he said, it was due to shock. I never took those pills in fact I threw them away when I got him.
The pain never occurred. Today I have some small scars, but that is it, however the life lesson and where my wife and I ended up we have been more blessed than ever before. And I do not mean money, we have never had money. I mean blessed with a peace of mind and serenity.
So yes, it was a hard lesson, but it was most valuable. And even though we made the wrong choices the Father and Mother were still merciful to remove my pain. All I suffered was the appearance of a mangled arm.
Real faith has its ups and downs. But the Father and Mother never let go. They just use our ignorance to teach us greater lessons, so that we can learn and understand even greater mysteries.
My brothers and sisters, faith is not a weapon to be used upon others, it is our personal store of wonder and glory to come closer to our Father and Mother. It is our hidden invisible world of trust, and strength.
It is not my job or anyone else’s to dictate to you what you should do, or not. Or how you should use faith. All these things will be shown to you in time.
However, always be wise as a serpent, and harmless as a dove.
Be extremely subtle even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of the opponent's fate.
-Sun Tzu
Today’s flashlight is more going to be on the depth of our soul rather than highlighting key events. Today is going to be truth serum time. It will open the doors, reveal the unknown, enter the world of danger and shine the light and reveal the inner most depth of our existence.
There are times, we do not always follow the line, we tend to obfuscate and connive whereas we are not always being honest with ourselves. And this is common for everyone. No one can say this is not true for them.
I have revealed some intricate aspects of faith, but now it is time that I delve deeper because nothing is as simple as it may appear. There are situations from all various corners of learning where not everything is bundled in a box and ready to sell.
So often we tend to compromise our true feelings more to create an appearance that things are one way when the truth is far different.
Today I will begin by asking everyone, are you fair weather friend or a true friend? Are you a week-end warrior, or an ultimate warrior? In battle can your friends around you trust you to have their back, or are you going to flee when the war rages?
There is a reason I ask these questions and I really do not ask them to find out how you treat others per say, although it is important. I ask these questions to discover one key aspect about who you really are internally.
And that is, can the Father and Mother completely trust you? Strange question is it not? When it comes to going to a specific church following some belief system, were you a week-end warrior or a full-time warrior? So often humans put on airs, they tend to be on their best behavior at certain times and then when they depart they go back to being who they really are.
Like in church, everyone puts on their best suit or dress. Everyone is civil, with all smiles, acting as if they are pious and spiritual. Then they leave church and go home and beat the wife, cuss at the neighbor, lie and steal at work, and then like magic they morph into someone else on the week-end, and put on the act once again.
We tend to all be like this in one form or the other. However, if this portrayal of how we do things in life is basically how we treat the Father and Mother, then we are going to have problems.
There is a special sincerity about faith because it represents the depth of the soul. If you are not always being honest with how you react on a daily level, then your path is going to be rocky.
The reason I am saying this, is when we honor and trust the Father and Mother, are we doing so as a week-end warrior, a fair-weather friend, or is it who we really are?
When we place our will into the Father and Mother’s control and power, we must surrender all. This means we must place our life in their hands. Once we do this then we are no longer in control.
In my life I have met many people that their most difficult aspect in this journey was letting go of their control and power and trusting in an invisible power which they could not see, hear or touch.
People want control, even if it is the appearance of control.
Very few can let go and surrender fully over to anything else. We live in a world where it is not wise to surrender your control or power over to others because it is grounds for the blind to lead the blind. So, it is difficult to let go. We want to remain in control because it is our security blanket. And this is the most difficult part of our spiritual walk. We must let go! The greatest embedded fear that we have is built within the avatar machine we are using and that is the fear of death. We fight to survive, we will often do anything it takes to save our life.
This is because we have been programmed with survival of the fittest. And that is why it is so difficult to let go when it comes to the Father and Mother. I can’t express this in any other way other than to say, true absolute perfected faith is when we can let go and fully trust the Father and Mother, no matter what.
Let us try to walk down this road together to understand fully what it is I am trying to reveal. One of the greatest ignominies is that even in religion none of them as far as I can tell will ever tell you to fully let go and surrender your life unto the Father and Mother or a god.
They may tell you to surrender to the church, to their will, but they can’t even let go to allow you to surrender your will over to the Father and Mother, because that means they lose control.
And this is what most cults try to achieve, they want you to surrender your will over to them. And what is ironic is a person is more willing to let go when it comes to cults than they are when it comes to the Father and Mother. And you know why?
Cause you can’t see or touch them. And this is the problem with personality cults, because this is what they all are. They want your obedience, they want you to follow them. They want you to adhere to their plans and goals.
Now some may believe that sure cults are for crazy people, and they would say, they are happy they are not in one. I have bad news for anyone that thinks like this. Anything you give your life over to in this world is a cult. Whether religion, political party, government. Whatever it may be...
Any time someone else has an agenda and they have followers, then it is a cult. And do you know who the largest most damning cult in the world is? I wonder if anyone could answer this right now. Most would never think this was a cult. And yet it is more damning, more controlling than all the other cults combined in this world and 99% of the people on this planet are willing subjects of this cult.
And what is so deviously ironic, is that 99.9% of most every religion, government or political party is more controlled by this particular cult than even their own affiliation with their own groups. In fact, there is no comparison.
I will let you think about this while I continue. My friend, cult worship is anything that has power over your life and mind. Cult worship is anything that you would surrender everything, because you believe it has the power over your life.
Cult worship is the indoctrination that forces one to adhere to the policy that not even God has the power over your life like this does. Cult worship is anything that you may surrender your life over to even in blindness and not being fully aware of what it is that you are doing.
In fact, this cult will tell you that you must not surrender your life over to the Father and Mother, because they know better than them. It is the most controlling cult, the most damnable power in most everyone’s lives, and yet few realize it.
Your religions will tell you that it is smarter to surrender your life over to this cult than even the Father and Mother. Are you figuring it out yet? This cult is so powerful that it can entice you to even turn your children over to them and allow them to do unspeakable things to them, and still have no clue what they have done, but you have been told to fully trust them and for some reason most do.
It is the most insidious trap on this planet. And yet most have no clue to how insidious it truly is. And let me take this one more step, it is the most powerful religion on earth bar none.
And to add to even that, this group and or function and belief system, is the one true god on this planet and most everyone here has willingly accepted this god as the true god. Now we know Satan is the god of this world and Lucifer is the reigning god from the heavens. However, with all gods they need tools, they need something that will give them power.
We also know that Satan is god of munitions, AH! This makes me think that this cult must be war. War is the seeming diabolical one thing that many will surrender their lives over to.
Sorry, wrong answer, not even close. In fact, most wars combined do not destroy, maim or kill as many people as this one cult does.
There is a cult that is so powerful if you speak against it, you will be hated, attacked, hunted and even thrown in prison or killed. This one cult has achieved a power, so wide and vast people will swear by it, be governed by it. Will turn their entire lives over to it.
Many will sacrifice everything they have to be assured this cult remains in their life. This cult would make the Jim Jones disaster of taking Kool-aid look like a children’s comic-book. Only kooks would take something so dangerous that it would kill them, right? Hmm, you’ve got to wonder.
When I began this article, I asked are you’re a fair-weather friend, are you only a week-end warrior. I asked if you would be willing to place your entire life in the hands of the Father and Mother? Some would no doubt have a hard time trying to accept this. It is just not normal to release that kind of power over to anyone else including a deity.
And yet this power that this cult has over people they are doing exactly that, they are turning over their entire will and life unto this cult, and yet they would never admit it in a million years that this is what they are doing, because they would never believe this was a cult.
Some definitions:
1. Great devotion to a person, idea, object, movement, or work.
2. Object of great devotion.
3. An instance of great veneration for a person, ideal, or thing, especially as manifested by a body of admirers:
4. A system for the cure of disease based on dogma set forth by its promulgator.
The Bible speaks of this very thing by asking, who is your Master, it cannot be the Father and Mammon, which is representative of Satan. Mammon was always noted as money, and people often worship money therefore they are worshipping Satan. Money is how he controls so many people.
However, the word Mammon comes from the Chaldean language representing that which you place your total trust in. Christ said, we cannot place our trust in the Father and something else. You cannot have two masters.
Yet there is a cult on this planet that most of humanity will trust in by far before they ever trusted in the Father and Mother and or some external god. It is almost as if it is programmed into them to trust this foreign entity or cult.
And my friends, that is exactly the truth, and it is hardest truth known to humanity, because most will reject it. I said earlier our bodies are programmed under the survival of the fittest program. We are programmed not to let go when it comes to our life.
It is deeply embedded into this computer system known as the avatar. And this cult relies on that programming to take full advantage of our lives.
My friends there is only one thing greater than our life and that is our awakening. And not even death should worry us, if we are awakened. Have you figured out what this cult is yet?
It is Medical Science!
Doctors gain greater respect and awe that even our Father and Mother and it is not even close. Doctors are more god than even god is. In fact, if you speak against medical science and or doctors you become a pariah upon this planet and are considered dangerous. There is a verse in the Bible that states, Having the form or appearance of godliness, but deny the power thereof, of such turn away. One of my first break throughs as a child was learning about this cult, and it never made sense to me.
Because I always believed the Father and Mother were our healers, they were our personal doctors. And yet even as a child growing up in my church I was shown, that yes, we believe in Godliness, but we do not use that power when it comes to our human life, we use the power of medical science. I was even told God expects us to use this other power.
As a child I knew there was something very wrong with this. The Father and Mother do not play second fiddle. When we turn our lives over to them, they expect us to allow for them to control what happens.
Doctors in our world have their purpose, and they are experienced with things that most are not. But when we place our total trust in this world of illusion we then pull that trust away from the Father and Mother, there can be no compromise.
It is impossible to have faith if we don’t truly believe what we are believing in. I am not here to dictate how you should believe. I am here to reveal major truths and it is up to you how you will inculcate them into your life or not.
From my personal experiences, ultimate faith is when we surrender our entire life over to the Father and Mother and nothing can come short of that. Nothing can get in the way of this. Nothing should be able to lure one away from the grand power.
Now getting back to the power of this cult where there is nothing that even comes close, including the Catholic Church. My friends when the Body bags began coming home from the Viet Nam War this country began to awaken. Especially when 50,000 appeared before the eyes of the public.
Can you imagine the shock, the feeling of betrayal and the utter horror Americans went through when their children were dying all around them? But this is nothing compared to this cult. It is estimated up to 440,000 people a year die, due to hospital mistakes. We are talking mistakes. We are not even talking about the millions who go to hospitals and never come home. These were mistakes. But does anything happen to this cult. God Forbid, these are the gods of the people, and it would destroy an entire industry of mammon if they were ever held accountable.
Can you imagine 440,000 body bags a year. And to be honest my feeling is this is not even close to the actual number due to insurance cover ups. We are talking about a murdering machine that is so powerful that you are forced to come to the proverbial gas chamber.
I was reading a sad article online about a husband and wife who believe in faith healing. Their ten-month-old child died. They were taken to court and sentenced to life without ever the chance for parole. Let that sink in... Even first- degree murderers do not get sentences like this. Why would a young couple having a baby, who died on their watch because they believed in faith healing, get destroyed.
Was this truly murder? Well many on both sides of the isle say it was. Conservative and Liberal both. You want to bring the two political parties together, it is easy, they both worship the same cult as if it was greater than any god.
And yet, if these parents took their child into the hospital and their child died there, nothing would happen. You wouldn’t see any of the doctors or nurses get life imprisonment without parole. In fact, even if they were caught purposefully murdering the child they would probably get seven years with probation and time served with 3 years eligibility for parole.
So, explain to me why this young couple’s life was destroyed with no mercy. They didn’t want their baby to die, they believed in god that the baby would be healed. But wait a minute, why did God allow their baby to die, and then they would have to suffer punishment worse than death?
Some say they deserved this because what they did was worse than murder. Was it? Was it really? Is having faith in a divine power worse than having to be obedient and have blind faith in a cult worship that sends a half-million people home every year in body bags because of a mistake they made?
Here is the problem, this couple especially the husband was flaunting their beliefs to everyone around them. They were telling everyone they knew, what their beliefs were, and this angered people. Like any good ole religion, you don’t spit at someone’s else’s belief system especially one that is driven by a cult mind.
The problem is, most do not see what they are believing in is a cult mind. Even though the odds of dying by mistake are substantial when someone adhere to it. And yet no one cares about how many people are dying every year due to this belief system. And if it is not a belief system then tell me what you would call it?
My own Mother died in a hospital after going in for minor surgery because they goofed up and made a tiny little mistake, they over medicated her. Oops, sorry, we didn’t mean it. But there was no life sentence, there was no outcry. They were covered. We are gods we can’t make mistakes, sorry for your loss. My mom was only 50-years old.
Who would willfully sacrifice their life under the pretense of saving it. Most everyone I know would not do this, and yet they do it all the time. Does Jim Jones come to mind? Those people all were driven to believe that taking Kool-Aid laced with poison was a means to enter heaven. Who would do this? A mind that has been taken over by a faulty belief system. That is who would do this.
Hardly anyone would say what Jim Jones and his followers did was right. Most would say, this was definitely a cult, and they would be correct. But when it comes the vilest contemptuous cult anywhere on planet earth, known as Medical Science, hardly anyone would say this is a cult. Because this is their God!
All over the earth people take medication, they have no clue what is in them, but ‘Jim Jones’ said it is Okay. Don’t worry, we got your back. These pharmaceuticals are made from chemicals and all sorts of organic compounds mostly from dead things. These chemicals are known to change the brain chemistry, mess with the body organs, screw up the liver and heart, and yet, its all good, because the gods said it was.
What is a person to do when forced worship of a cult is demanded? And why can people’s lives be destroyed because they did not worship the cult but had their own worship.
And even if others feel faith healing is a cult, is it any worse than what we are being forced to adhere to? I would say there is no comparison. One is personal beliefs wrought by whatever has directed them in their life, the other is forced belief.
Why have I decided to bring this up, because I am trying to reveal a secret, in that your faith should never be publicly broadcasted. One should never force their faith or beliefs on to others.
The reason this couple were destroyed, is because they were pushing their doctrine which apposed the god of this world. This God is Mammon. You do not mess with their money-making gimmick.
Medical Science is a business that brings in trillions of dollars repeatedly. It is a bonanza for politicians, government, media, science, you name it. More people have been made wealthy by this cult than any others means.
I have witnessed many people thrown in prison and their lives ruined not because of faith healing, not even because they killed someone. It was because they dared to reveal natural supplements for someone’s healing.
Can you imagine the gall of these people to want something natural and safe for someone else to take? When they could be taking something that is known to kill a hundred-thousand people a year in this country alone. And yet it happens all the time, people are thrown in prison because they dared give medical advice by helping others on to natural products for their healing. What is wrong with this picture? My friends this is not our world, this is not our country. We live here but we are not really here. This world is foreign to the true children, and everything in it is foreign. But we live here and therefore we must choose our fights wisely.
You do not counter the world’s beliefs with another belief in the open. I have said time and time again, be wise as a serpent, harmless as a dove. However, what are we supposed to do?
What about this couple who the judge without mercy destroyed their lives because their baby was not healed as they had hoped and prayed? Why did this happen? And why didn’t God heal their child to also save them?
Please understand, faith is a personal issue between you and the invisible, you do not and should not flaunt it. And never ever should your faith be a weapon against others. One of the greatest reasons religions faltered and many were turned off, is because too many people were using the Bible as a weapon against others, instead of truly helping one another.
Faith also should never be a weapon. Secondly, some people believe if they have faith then they are not required to do anything. Obviously, we have two arms, two legs and a brain, and we were given this to make choices.
In this couple’s case, it appeared that they were doing nothing for the child, as the child starved to death and wasted away. Some have what is called, Blind faith, meaning faith without works is dead. They do nothing like the man on the house while the flood come and took his life. They say when help is offered, no thanks, I trust in god.
There are things one can do all the time, whether it be natural or some sort of corrective need. Personally, I do not believe in Doctors, I say that without reservation, I do not believe in them, never have, never will, it is no different than me saying I do not believe in certain religions or certain political parties, I have that right. However, I never force my belief on others nor do I try to get them to follow me or my beliefs. My non-belief in Doctors doesn’t mean I think they don’t exist, I know they exist I also know they all have a purpose. In the past Doctors were more typically used for broken bones, deep cuts, or serious illnesses. They were never used for every little thing you can possibly imagine. Even today they have a purpose, and they can help people.
But as for me, it is not my purpose. Someone could be in the Mormon Church, and that is fine, I have no problem with that. For them that is what is needed for them. But I am not a follower, nor do I share in their beliefs and ideas.
However, I do not go out and fight them and push my beliefs contrary to theirs. That is stupid. All it will do is anger them and their followers. This couple played a dangerous game of flaunting. And they played it against the wrong people. And they were ignorant how they played this game.
What I am about to say is a fact, and yet few understand this. When we have children, born from a human mother and father. It has always been assumed that these children are property of the Parents who gave them life in the first place. It is time many begin to awaken. In this world, the children belong to the state.
When a child is born and given a number and certificate, this means they belong to the state. The parents are not known as Mother and Father but benefactors. They are caretakers of the state’s child. If you do not do what the state likes, they can take your children away from you.
As scary as that sounds it is a fact. We are not sovereign. We do not have sovereign power. We are slaves to the state. And our children are the state’s children by law. We are given licenses, rights, and obligations under the state, but we are not sovereign, as many would like to believe. Granted this was the case under the Constitution, if we were following that. However, laws were eventually passed to remove our sovereign right, to give the state all power.
Sovereign right is the natural right under God, but that was all removed to make the state all powerful. As difficult as this may be, what is a person supposed to do? What was this young couple supposed to do? Is it fair they couldn’t practice their own religious beliefs which were guaranteed by the Constitution, because it was not in harmony to the state? Does one have to sacrifice their beliefs to come in harmony with the state?
My friends what we are talking about is a fine line, a walk with such precision, we dare not make any mistakes. Just like you do not go to foreign countries and challenge their beliefs, or you will pay utterly.
I spent my entire life treating myself when I was ill. I studied, I researched, and I learned. It was my own personal faith. I didn’t broadcast it. I was not walking the streets with vocal condemnation of others because they chose to do things differently. Nor did I look down upon them because they believed one way, and I believed another.
I have been to doctors twice in my entire 60 years. Once at 5 years of age, when my leg was broken, and another when I was 50 when I was viciously attacked by a dog and my arm was nearly ripped off.
I have had broken bones, sprains and deep cuts, illnesses of all sort and yet I treated myself when it came to each of these issues. However, I never walked around pushing my point of view. In fact, my telling you this now, is only to reveal a point. Never believe you must follow me or anyone else. Because unless you have the faith it is suicide.
I would never tell you what you should or should not, because it is not up to me. Each soul must make their own decisions based on their understanding. Faith is personal. It is not meant to be a group think. Although it aids and helps others when the miracles faith are brought forth, it is only as an aid and not a law of duty.
If this couple had understood that their child was not truly their own in state law terms, because the state by law owns our children, then one would have to make decision by walking a very tight rope. You must be smart, be vigilant and never lay the goose egg.
Learn the mystery of being wise as a serpent harmless as a dove.
Be extremely subtle even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of your opponent's fate.
-Sun Tzu
When I said, one should not use faith as a weapon nor should faith be forced upon anyone else. This means you never force your belief of faith on to anyone. Even if it is your friend, spouse or child.
Each one must choose. And since your child cannot choose for themselves, one must walk a very fine line based on faith. There are certain laws that we must adhere to, and that means, taking your child to the doctor for lawful sake is expedient and the right thing to do. It doesn’t mean you have to do what the doctors tells you. But you can listen, shake your head in the affirmative. And try to let the state be pleased.
Just like we now must have auto insurance, it may seem unfair to be obligated to pay all these policies, but when we get into an accident we are covered. If we are not covered then all hell breaks loose.
So, it is prudent to be wise and use the coconut we have been given so as not to stir the magma or else it could explode and burn you. Therefore, once you have taken your child to the doctors and then leave, you are now covered. And mot matter what happens to the child after this, you are covered. But to do nothing based only on faith alone is not being wise or prudent when the individual is not you.
I felt sick when I saw what was handed down to this couple. I do not believe in my heart they want their child to die. They were not murderers, but people from the left and right were desiring they be crucified. This shows the mentality of people that have sold their souls to the wrong god.
However, on the other hand, they were spiritually naïve and stupid to their own worst detriment. They didn’t use wisdom. Christ even said, when you are in the way with your enemy, agree quickly, or else you will pay the uttermost fathering. This means they could throw the book at you and there is nothing to save you, it means they have the right to kill you. However, let’s go back to asking the question, since this was life or death and it also meant the parents would be destroyed for life without any possibility for parole. Why did God allow this?
Many have faith, many have a belief system, but it doesn’t mean it is right. Nor does it mean the god they are worshipping is the true Father and Mother. I don’t know why this happened? It is just another ugly reality about this demonically inspired sick world.
I have stated these things many times, the Father and Mother are not of this world. Just because a person shows a modicum of faith, doesn’t mean they are tapping into the invisible power of the Father and Mother.
However, on the other hand the truth about all things is, good things happen to bad people, as well as bad things happen to good people. Meaning, just because we have faith, doesn’t mean the outcome will be positive at least not at present.
If these people are truly of the Father, I would think their sentence will be changed. However, if they are the true children but were deceived, it is a hard thing to fathom why some people must suffer like this.
Just because I have lived my life in faith doesn’t mean I always had positive outcomes in my beliefs. Some were not very good at all. However, let me tell you why. Most of the time when I had bad things happen to me, it was because I was not living properly. My life was a mess. Certain things were wrong.
And yet I will not look back and complain why the Father and Mother allowed these things. I thanked them, because if it wasn’t for those difficult periods, I would not have changed my life.
As an example, 10-years ago my wife and I were trying to find a place to live in our many travels, it happened to be Clovis, New Mexico. We made some wrong decisions and we ended up in a place where we did not belong, nor did we like it.
But we felt trapped. We looked to the physical and said, we are out of money, there is nothing we can do. This trip was in faith, but what we didn’t realize at the time was the trip was not over. We shouldn’t have been looking for money to bail us out. This is where real faith comes into play, and sometimes I failed when it came to my stronger belief.
So, we set up to live in this town, which we didn’t like, got a job, rented a place. And we were miserable. The next month was nothing but misery in so many areas. My wife became very ill due to a menopause issue, she nearly bled to death.
I did everything in my power to help her, as she also believes in natural means, and it worked, but it was a miserable time. And then one day I took our dog out for a walk and some Shar Pei attacked my dog and bit her on the back for no reason. My dog was a beautiful Blue Heeler and very timid. She didn’t even resist. Fortunately, her wounds were little to nothing.
I then grabbed the attacking dog off her and she turned on me and bit solidly into my arm, ripping the flesh away, and I bled profusely.
I was then rushed to the hospital, where my wounds were stitched. They were very bad wounds, all the way to the bone on both sides of the arm where all the dog’s large teeth did their damage.
This was a horrible time for both my wife and I. However, it was finally the tip of the iceberg where I said, enough is enough. We do not want to live here, and so far, nothing has gone right for either of us. So, we both agreed to take off and go elsewhere on faith. We had very little money. We didn’t even know exactly where we were to go.
Yet we both felt the spirit of peace. This happens so often when we make a change in our life based on faith, and we do what we know deep down we are to do. It was like we were on cloud nine, we both knew this was the correct decision.
After we left this area, we moved on, my wife never again had an issue with her illness. We are thankful it is now all past her now. I feel so sorry for the women who must go through this, it is not fun most of the time. Now I must explain. Why would the Father cause this to happen just to get us to move somewhere else? Understand, the Father and Mother never cause discomfort, negative issues, or pain of any kind. They simply pull back their power, so we can learn by wrong decisions we have made and allow our situation to move forward without help or aid for other areas in our life until we awaken.
Some might say, wow what a horrible thing for you both to go through this. And when you think about it, it surrounded the nature of blood for both of us. It is sort of odd that we both loss great amounts of blood. And yet it was to teach us, always trust in the Father and Mother. If something doesn’t feel right. If what you are doing is not correct or maybe where you are living is not right. Then learn what it is and seek for guidance and then change.
What happened to us both made us realize we are happier trusting in the Father and Mother than trusting in ourselves. We have no power, we have no strength, but our divine parents have everything.
That is why we were both so happy when we made this decision. Oh, and by the way, this is how it always works. Any time we responded to faith and did something that took a great amount of faith, it filled our hearts with joy and peace. We knew we were doing what was right.
It reminds me of one of the Indian Jones movies, where they had to step on a platform that you could not see while it was dangling over a cliff 200-feet high. When faith is present, there is a thrill knowing what is right and the correct thing to do. When it is not, there is only dep lingering fear.
If you have experienced this then you know. There is no greater feeling. Now some may wonder what a tough thing to have your arm nearly ripped off. That is a tough lesson, boy the Father is mean.
Do you want to know something, and I speak the absolute truth? I never once ever felt any pain. Not when the attack occurred, after I went to the Hospital nor after the healing began. There was never any pain. The doctor gave me pain killer pills saying you are going to feel horrible pain for weeks. So, you better take these pills. I told him I was not feeling any pain, he said, it was due to shock. I never took those pills in fact I threw them away when I got him.
The pain never occurred. Today I have some small scars, but that is it, however the life lesson and where my wife and I ended up we have been more blessed than ever before. And I do not mean money, we have never had money. I mean blessed with a peace of mind and serenity.
So yes, it was a hard lesson, but it was most valuable. And even though we made the wrong choices the Father and Mother were still merciful to remove my pain. All I suffered was the appearance of a mangled arm.
Real faith has its ups and downs. But the Father and Mother never let go. They just use our ignorance to teach us greater lessons, so that we can learn and understand even greater mysteries.
My brothers and sisters, faith is not a weapon to be used upon others, it is our personal store of wonder and glory to come closer to our Father and Mother. It is our hidden invisible world of trust, and strength.
It is not my job or anyone else’s to dictate to you what you should do, or not. Or how you should use faith. All these things will be shown to you in time.
However, always be wise as a serpent, and harmless as a dove.