Post by jerseyamma on Sept 16, 2020 16:56:46 GMT
The Miracle of Faith, the Journey unto the Invisible world
Sometimes I must take a step or two backwards to see what it is that is happening. The subject that I am going to speak on is faith. And what is so odd is that so often I am being led by faith and I do not even know what is transpiring, until, boom, there it is.
I began writing this article and I sat there wondering why am I doing all of this? What is driving me to do these things? I then stopped and went back to lay down as it is very early in the morning. I could not go back to sleep. I kept asking the Father what I am doing, what is the purpose?
I said, I was never intending to write articles again. When I finished my last book, I said, I am done. This is it. My work is over. Yet along the way once again I was shown no, it is not over, you still need to do something. I began getting questions from people who seemed very sincere, they really wanted answers.
However, my experience has taught me that I cannot get into a question and answer mode, there is simply not enough of me to go around. I do not have the time to answer everyone’s question, or I would never get sleep, I would be up 24-7 and that is just not possible.
So, I asked the Father what I should do. How can I answer these people’s questions without being burdened to the point where I will be completely drained? I was shown instead of answering the person directly, take the questions you seem to receive the most of or that inspire you, and then write about it and give it to everyone.
It was then that I began writing articles and adding a few extra tidbits and as it happens to many times, many became offended. I was taught how to write these books in such a way that they would be generic, this way I would not cause too much offence. There would not be enough details to offend some people or they simply would not be interested enough, and they would eventually walk away. When I began writing articles, some became offended and began to spread their discontent to others. This is normal, this happens all the time. But I realized I do not want this to become a war zone.
So, I blocked all access to the articles and removed them from the site and went back to the initial development, offer the books only and my work is done. But it wasn’t that simple. There were people who truly desired more. And I thought well I have the answers... is it fair not to share it with them.
Again, I went back to the Father, asking what I should do. I was then told answer the questions in articles for everyone and do not try to answer individually. You will come to learn most people have the same questions. So, this will kill two birds with one stone, so to speak.
I then regressed and said, but how can I do this without creating problems due to some who really should not have accessed this work yet or not at all? I was then shown place a link on my site and when those who are inspired to see it will lead them to the article page, but do not post the page on your site. This way only the seekers will find.
Once again, I followed, and then once again I was receiving complaints because of offences. Again, I wondered what to do. I then blocked the page that had access to the articles.
I was then led to place a warning, if you want access to this page with extras, then you must reveal you have read the books and you desire more. The only way anyone was going to find it was if they were seeking and they saw the link on the website North top right corner.
And then if they ask for the link by request, saying that they read the books it should solve the problem. Reason is, everyone must take that extra step, why would they, unless they really wanted to read the information? However, it also brought an end to the complainers, because now they would have to accept responsibility in that they chose to access this material, so there are no excuses. Again, though I asked the Father what is it that I am supposed to do? I still feel like I am in the dark. I said, most of the people accessing the new room are those who are beginning to understand, so am I not just preaching to the choir?
The Father then showed me, you are like an usher taking tickets in the main room for people to come to watch the play in the theater. Your job is to take tickets and every once in a while, lead the people to the seats and at times shine the flash light so they can see better or more clearly. The flashlight is your articles.
I was told, it is not up to me to decide who is qualified or not, the Father and Mother will do this. I am just to take the tickets. I was told you have the grand play in your hands, you know what it is all about, now just take the tickets of those who want to enter the special room to watch the grand play.
It was at this point I said, HOLY COW... I just realized what was happening and never thought about it before. But the Father led me to this point all due to faith, and now I am seeing where he led me.
Suddenly the Crown dream I spoke of in book Four hit me like a two by four. In the crown dream I was finally shown the Books were the crown. I brought the crown unto the people who were standing in the courts.
Most of the people in the courts rejected the crown but there were a few that accepted it but for some reason, they did not enter the special room or inner temple.
I was saddened because some of these people were dear friends, and they seem to accept me and the crown but for some reason were not interested in moving towards the inner room or main temple.
In the crown dream I was in this place that appeared like a theater. It had the outer corridors, i.e. courts and the main theater room, i.e. Temple, where the movie or play is presented.
Now watching all that is unfolding I am realizing this special room I created is like the inner temple, this is the place where those who choose to go into are being prepared for the next step ins spiritual understanding, and getting ready for the metamorphoses, a.k.a. transformation from the cocoon to the spiritual butterfly.
I am beginning to realize that the Father was showing me all along that these people in the inner temple who I didn’t really know when I had this vision, were the fruits of my labors via the books. They were all in there because what they read in the books combined with each of their soul-life plans.
I am realizing now this is the fruit of my work via Christ from the Father and Mother. There may be many others around the world creating a work and they also have the fruits of their labors.
I realize there were not that many people in the room, maybe 400-500 people, that is not much considering, but it may be the ultimate result of these books on the narrow road to life. When it is all said and done, only 400-500 people will enter in the inner temple from the fruit of this work and will be ready to move on.
My job is to simply take tickets and shine the light as an usher. To prepare everyone for the grand finale. Where the true spirit power of Christ via the Father and Mother are then revealed to all those inside as was the crown vision.
When you think about it, it is very exciting. This is the result of ‘faith’ and this is my flash-light on this very subject today. Everyone receiving these words are right now sitting in the main room, they chose to leave the corridors to come here.
Am I over thinking this? I do not think so, the plan is for all to see, we are just moving forward the best we can, following the Father and Mother’s guidance which in time always manifests I am still shocked. So obviously you belong, if you didn’t you would not be here, or you will leave before the doors close. I certainly didn’t force you nor did I prod you to come here. This was yours and only your choice.
And that was the next step, there will come a time when the doors of this main room will slam shut and lock everyone else outside. This must be why the Father placed it in my mind that the website will shut down at a specific time. And all that will be left is places like Amazon where they sell the books. Just like the parable of the ten virgins. But there is no added oil for those whose lamps have run dry. It was revealed that the wise virgins told the foolish virgins who did not have their lamps trimmed, to go to those who buy and sell, because it was now midnight, and the doors had been closed.
Everything concerning my crown vision is coming true to a tee considering it happened nearly 40-years ago. And I never planned even a little of it. Every step of the way including the writing of the books themselves, has been faith leading me to each and every new stepping stone to where it has finally come to this.
One thing I have noticed by the emails I have been receiving, those who have entered the main room have a deeper knowledge and knowing, it is hard to explain, but I perceive they have accessed a new portal of understanding within themselves, than most. It is very exciting to watch it all materialise.
So even though the following flash light may be sort of admonishment, remember, where you are now and understand you would not be here unless the Father and Mother through Christ opened your minds to deeper levels of gnosis.
This is what is so sad about religion, they offer the milk in large quantities but when it comes time to accessing the meat we are told to stay away. Because of this most do not grow, they do not excel, they do not have any ah ha moments beyond their own churches experiences. Nothing personal is ever real to them. And this has cause great stagnation.
Now on to the subject of faith. Why is it some have personal experiences that help them understand and peer deeper into the spiritual, and others have little to no personal outward experiences they are just expected to rely on faith.
Well take a seat it is time to learn an important lesson, fully grasping this will launch everyone even deeper in the true reality. There is a two-fold lesson here. Outward experiences are good if they were wrought by faith, however, if they came about another way, then the experience will soon die in ignominy. So, let’s begin the process. Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.
The above scripture is revealing something very amazing. It is when Christ had resurrected after his horrific death, however, as with most today there were some that doubted it was really him. It had to be a trick, or someone looking like him, but no way could it be Christ, we just saw him get bludgeoned. I mean we just witnessed him get physically destroyed, there is no way he could have returned from that.
One of the most notable doubters was one of the twelve disciples known as Thomas, and therefore why we have the phrase today, Doubting Thomas’s. It has to do with when Christ returned, Thomas said he would not accept that this was truly Christ.
It was when Christ allowed Thomas to place his fingers into the wound where the sword had stabbed him. This is when Thomas finally believed.
Christ told him that because you have seen me you believe, but blessed are they which have seen me not, but still believe.
This had to do with the difference between having faith and or having some sort of event to aid where one can see, hear, touch, taste and even smell. So often it is extremely hard to believe in something when one has nothing to go on, as is some people’s plight.
What makes it even more difficult is when some recognize that others have experiences that they do not have, and they wonder is there something wrong with them. Why is it that one individual had some amazing things happen, sometimes even supernatural things? And yet another person seems to live life without ever experiencing these moments of destiny.
It would appear on the surface, that being able to witness something would help and aid in one’s faith, rather than just having faith but having nothing to hold on to. My friends, appearances are illusions. Faith is real. So why is it some have amazing experiences whereas other’s do not? Is there something wrong them? Some have told me, that it must be great to have these experiences where you know the Father and Mother are there, helping you and aiding you, but they claim they do not receive the same things, and they wonder is something wrong with them? Maybe the Father and Mother don’t love them like they may love someone else?
I have often dealt with people who claim they never see anything out of the ordinary, that there is no help, no great mystifying experience to aid them in their journey.
I have had friends over the many years tell me that they have prayed and prayed for something but there is never any answer, and yet I sit their astonished because even I could recognize that the answer was right there all the time, and it was a big giant boom. The problem was, it was not the answer they wanted. Or else they had spiritual earmuffs on and couldn’t hear the explosion of truth from within.
This is indeed a problem, many believe when they pray they should get what they want, or the prayer is not being answered. And this leads to the first dilemma of what may be occurring in some people’s lives.
It is however only one issue so stay with me, I will try to cover all of it in time. If someone kept telling you the answer and you kept ignoring it, how long would it take for the other one to say, forget it; you are not listening.
For years I used to tell people what was happening in this world but hardly anyone would listen, so eventually I stopped talking about it, it had become a major waste of time. Often when prayers are not being answered it is because we have formed a block deep down in our psyche, which denies the answer coming forward because we do not want ‘that’ answer. We become stubborn.
The key with the Father and Mother, is there comes a time when they have to say, I have tried but you are not listening. And this will continue until the person begins to hear. However, this does not fully answer why is it some people are granted amazing experiences that seemingly help them along, while others do not have these experiences?
Each person will receive according to their soul energy what is needed at any given particular time. I have had amazing experiences, but often they happen once or twice, and they never occur again. Most of my life has been about faith, and not amazing experiences.
I have often recognized that some have been given direct information and yet with me it is always been hard work while I attempt to put things together. I have said it many times, it would be so easy if the Father and Mother just handed me the answers on a silver platter. Well in truth they do, but I am the silver plater and the answers will need to come from within me.
Yet I have also learned that the way I have been made to accept my lot in life is much more beneficial. Because truth is not given to me, it is formed within me. Therefore, it becomes a greater blessing.
When truth is formed within one, they become the truth. It is real. But when truth is handed to one on a silver platter, so often they reject it in time, because it was never truly real to them.
In school we have math, when I was a student, teachers would tell us not only give the answer but do the work to prove how you came up with the answer. Algebra often had formulas to follow to whittle down the answer by using the formula, usually, A2 + B2 = C2.
This enables one to fully understand what it is they are doing. Just having the answer will not embed the knowledge in your mind until you understand where and how the answer develops.
And this brings me to faith. I am going to tell you some secrets about faith that I am pretty sure some of you have never understood before. It was said, without faith it is impossible to please the Father. This is a pretty strong admonishment. And it reveals something about the Father and Mother most do not comprehend.
Think about it, it is impossible to please the Father without Faith. WHY? Because faith is the only true connection we have with the Father and Mother.
Faith is an invisible power to enter the realm of the invisible. Try to think of it this way. That which we cannot see or hear must come to us another way. Yet so often we desire something to see or hear so that we can believe, but that something is not the reality. We need to be seeking for the reality, which is a supernatural power called, faith from the invisible realm.
Faith taps into that which cannot be seen or heard otherwise, and once we use this power we have an amazing tool that others do not have.
As an example, one day I was traveling with a friend back in Phoenix AZ, circa 1977, my friend was driving, and I was in the passenger seat. It just so happened I was talking about faith and miracles.
I was on fire, explaining how we must believe in that which we do not see so that which is not there can materialize. If we need it to materialize before we can believe, this is not faith, this is the counter to faith. This is sight. And this does not please the Father, because nothing was learned, nothing came from the internal only the external, which is all fraudulent.
Here I was talking about faith when my friend maneuvered off the highway onto an exit off Interstate 10, towards South Phoenix. I continued without missing a beat how wonderful the Father and Mother are, and how we are beneficiaries of all their love and power. All that we must believe in, is knowing that we are their children and they love us all equally.
As I continued about faith, my friend then stopped at a red light on the off- ramp, and I looked over to my dear friend Wendell, as I saw him looking in the rear-view mirror with a fright on his face that would make the exorcist look like the comedy channel. I then watched him brace himself. The next instant, all I heard was this screech that lasted for a fraction of a second, coming from behind us, I then turned around to see someone’s car on our bumper missing it by only an inch. I also saw the guy driving in this car was thrown into his windshield, but it didn’t break as he was already moving back into his seat.
What I saw didn’t correlate with the squeal of his tires. Because it proved he was driving at such a high rate of speed which caused him to be thrown forward when he stopped, because somehow, he stopped on a dime.
Without missing a beat, I looked at Wendell and said, we are always in the Father’s hands and there is nothing to be afraid of. Wendell then said, John, that guy had to be going 80 mph. I was watching him behind me, and when I had to stop at the red light, I noticed he was not stopping, he was still going the same speed that he had been driving when he left the highway.
Wendell said, ‘I then braced myself, knowing there was nothing I could do or even say, waiting for the massive impact.’ Wendell truly thought it was all over. He could not move the car as there was a car in front of us that was also waiting at the stoplight.
But what he witnessed that day moved him greatly. I loved Wendell he was a great friend, and that one summer when we spent a lot of time traveling, he witnessed a dozen amazing miracles. He always thought I was amazing, and he wished he could be like me. One day in the summer month of June of 79’, when I had moved away to the East, towards Maryland to work at a shipyard building crates and boxes.
My friend was at a house of other friends, he was depressed, and the last thing he said before he walked out of the room was, I wish I could be more like John Panella. Wendell then went to a desert area and took his own life.
My friends, Wendell saw amazing miracles the previous two years. He witnessed things most never witness. But it did not help him in his faith. Why? Because, he was not realizing the source. Instead he looked at me. He thought I was different, special, unique, and maybe only the Father worked with me. He ended his life because he did not have the internal awakening. He saw it all from the external. Wendell was fun and loving and caring and treated everyone with respect and honor.
However, he had to deal with the ugliness of this world where people treated him like he was a pariah. They made fun of him because of his thick glasses and awkwardness as well as his height.
But he had so much soul, he was funny, life of the party, enjoyed the successes of others just like he would for himself. But Wendell never truly believed that he was personally connected to the Father and Mother. Because life grounded him into the ground and that is where he ended up.
I was so saddened not only hearing of his death, but that he would even say, I wish I was like John Panella. That saddened me more than anything. Because I was no more special than him. I never saw Wendell again, he died not that long after my mom died, it was then I met my wife and we have now been together ever since, for over 38-years.
But the two most important people in my life; were both taken from me, and the road to recover was a hard and difficult one. Because knowing that they both believed in me led me down a bad road of doubt. Because I didn’t even believe in me.
I spent ten long years trying to find myself, trying to find why I am, trying to learn to trust in myself and it never worked. It wasn’t until I realized there was nothing wrong with trusting in the Father and Mother only, for they truly are us at another level.
Now I can honestly say, I still do not trust myself, in the hear and now, but I fully trust in the Father and Mother, the ‘I AM.’ When you get to the point when someone can ask you who the Father and Mother are, and you answer, I AM, then you have come to full knowledge, but you must recognize the separation from the human and the spirit.
Even now I see people all the time who love my books, but they cannot get past their own importance. They believe they can save themselves, they believe they are the power and strength of their own destiny and they still do not understand who the Father and Mother are. And it will be their hard lesson. They will even look to aliens, and other powers, but they deny the real power of their internal parents.
Some may say this doesn’t make sense, if we are the I AM, and we are the Father and Mother, isn’t it our power as many in the NEW AGE believe? NO! We are what is called the extension, the glove, the arm, the hand. There are verses that speak of that Christ is the Body, and we are all the members of his body. We may be the tow, the finger, the nose, but we are not the brain that controls the entire body.
When we see ourselves as the power, we become the body and full power of control, which usually amounts to nothing more than a hill of beans. However, when we see ourselves as the extension then we know our rightful place. We are the tool for the Father and Mother to use.
Again, I need to repeat, it is IMPOSSIBLE to please the Father and Mother without faith. Now here is the secret, connections are just that, they are connected. Everything we do in life is all about the human experiencing an illusion. The Father and Mother are not tapped into the illusion they are tapped into our spirit, which projects our soul.
I know this goes against most every religious belief. Most believe our lives are important and critical to God and he is always there around us. Well the only god that is all around us is the illusory god called, Lucifer. Our Father and Mother are not around us, they are within us. We are the outer machine and they are the inner working, or controller, if we allow, by the invisible power of faith.
Now try to understand, we access the invisible within us that is also invisible. No one else can see it or hear it not even us. It is our own domain. When we use faith, we tap into the energy power of the Father and Mother even if it is very small in the beginning.
The connecting aspect is, since we must tap into the invisible power knowing that the Father and Mother use this invisible power, which is not invisible to them, it is reality to them, but it is invisible to us. As we both use it, we make the connection. And this is what pleases the Father and Mother, because it brings us into unison of the spirit.
Many seek things in the outer realm so that they can ‘see to believe’; but this is not of the Father. Because it had to become visible for one to believe of which is not copacetic. The invisible cannot become visible because it is invisible, unless we draw on the power of the invisible to witness the invisible, which cannot be seen, only known. Try wrapping your mind around that!
Now some are granted something at times that inspires them, something that appears tangible, as Thomas could touch Christ’s wound, and then he believed. But there is no blessing in this. Actually, Thomas was hurt by this. That is why Christ said, blessed are those who do not see and believe. This was an admonition.
Now why is it a blessing? Because those who are doing their homework and going within to exercise the power of faith, are going to receive it one hundred- fold. They are tapping into the correct power to receive their answers.
Having something materially manifest or something supernaturally appear does not strengthen faith, it only allows one to see the fruits of their work. If someone needs to see before they believe, this is not based on true faith, thereby nothing important really happened, they at any time could lose it. Because it was not manifested through them, but to them.
Again, going back to math, we may know the answer by looking at the problem, but if we did not do the work that revealed how we got the answer, down the road in life when it comes back to us, we may not remember the answer, and will have no tools to discover the secret mine.
My friends developing faith is more about your success than your failure. Understand what I mean. I used to deal with people that when someone else had an experience they would feel jealous they did not have it. And it made them deeply concerned and it caused doubt to rise within them. I would tell them, this is a major problem. Let me explain. Someone may have faith and receive openly what it was that they desired. Now this brings me to the next part of the lesson.
Faith is not emptiness, it is real. When we have faith that something will materialized then it will. Have you ever had an absolutely knowing that something was about to happen, and it did? This is the constructs of faith.
However, that which materializes is not faith, it is the result of faith. Do not become confused. The result came from the invisible. So, let us put it together, faith is invisible knowing of things within the invisible world. When we receive an answer based on faith, it can become visible, but the visibility is not faith, it was simply the residue of tapping into the invisible power.
When another person experiences the result of faith in their own personal life, if you do not have this excitement as if you were the one to experience it, this shows a problem. Yes, I am sorry not everything is cookies and ice cream. We must understand where we may be off track, and it may be something so simple we might be surprised how quickly it can be fixed.
Wait a minute, I thought the result came from within, if we see the result from another who relied on faith how is that coming from within another? My brothers and sisters, when anyone seeks in faith, they are tapping that power from within.
Where do any of us access that power? It is from within. The Kingdom of our Father is within us. Therefore, everyone who goes within to access the power they are also within each one of us. Do you understand?
When another person has an experience via faith, and they reveal their experience. This should not cause one to doubt and feel abandoned or left out. It should be as though you were the one that also experienced this.
I know this may sound strange in a material-show-me-world or else I won’t believe type mindset. Try to understand deeply what it is that I am relaying here. If we are jealous or feel that maybe we are doing something wrong when we see someone else receive the benefit of faith and you do not see yourself receive it, then there is an issue that needs to be addressed.
And that issue is, you do not yet have true faith, because you are not properly tapping within. If you were you would feel and see the result of others as if it happened to you, which should strengthen your faith. If it does the opposite, then you need to deal with the problem that is making you feel this way.
It all comes down to how much do you believe?
Christ said, when we believe, and do not doubt, we can move mountains. When I used to see other people experience the results of having faith, I would feel as if it happened to me, because it did, however it came from another aspect of the same Kingdom that I and all the true children belong to. It gave me the needed resolve to continue with my belief in the internal world of mystery.
It didn’t give me faith; my faith was already there or else I would not have felt this way. And when I did feel positive for another experiencing what I knew to be true, then almost immediately, things would then happen with me also, because I believed. It is like a chain reaction.
Wait John, I never saw anyone move a mountain, does that mean no one has the true faith. Understand, this question is based in doubt. If you must see someone move a mountain, then it is not faith and therefore the mountain will not move. Now if you believe your faith could move a mountain, then you can. However, moving the mountain is not necessary because it will not help anyone. Do you recognize the secret from within?
However, when I saw others that did not feel energized by someone else’s faith and results, in fact they complained, and were angry that these things happened to others and not them. Then like clockwork, it still would never happen for them. It is reciprocal. It reveals the extent of your personal faith. If you are not excited and happy about faith resulting in an affirmative action for someone else, then you are showing you do not have the faith for yourself. I remember speaking of my time travel incident in Book four. But what I never really spoke of is when I had this amazing experience it came after reading a book of someone else that experienced it. They explained what they did. Now if I read this book and thought, yea that is great for them but how comes these things never happen to me, then I would have never had the experience; minutes later.
The difference was, when I read it I fully believed it was possible, I had no doubt in my mind. And when I did the few basics things that were needed to get my mind in the right place to achieve the goal, it happened instantly.
My friends this is the real enemy. Every time I speak with people on this subject, they are filled with doubt. And their excuse is, well if these things happened I would not have that doubt.
Do you see the problem? There doubt is their enemy, not the lack of results. The reason things do not happen for others is because they doubt. Here is the problem, Faith cannot remove doubt, Faith becomes real when there is no doubt.
I want you to look at what I just said. If it took an external action to remove doubt, yes, you may believe; but only a little, but blessed is the one who achieved the success of faith because they didn’t doubt.
I have seen many over the years including when I became dejected or doubted that nothing would ever go right. Everything went wrong, and I would think if I just had something happen to help me believe then I would. But my friends that is the formula for failure.
We are granted success, because we believe without doubt. But if we say, we need something to help us believe, then we have already shot our self in the foot.
Now some have told me how can I believe if I do not see anything? My friends that is the secret, the power and results of faith are based within the invisible, if it could be seen then it is not faith.
Just like the individual who wrote me the other day when they said, they asked the Father and Mother via Christ to see what our true home is really like and that night he had a dream that revealed images of what that may be. Now answer me this, did he have faith, which allowed for the images to be created in his dream, or did the images create the faith. He already knew the answer he just asked and waited.
Your answer is very important to the previous question. He said, his faith was becoming stronger by relying on the Father and Mother through Christ, he gave everyone the answer. He didn’t say his faith was made strong because special events that he witnessed manifested. His faith did not come by the results of his prayer, or the visible activity, but by faith in the invisible, and through his faith he experienced the results of that faith. Do you get it?
My friends the only way I can describe this is to teach you how it has always worked for me. My faith never came by results, my faith came by believing in the results before it happened.
And this is where the stumbling-blocks comes forth, they say, well I had faith, I waited, and I did everything I was supposed to, and nothing happened. What is there to do, there is nothing to do in faith except believe. My friends, the enemy to truth is deception. That very comment proved where their real faith lied, and it was a lie.
I cannot tell you how many people I have run into in my life that claimed they believed and had faith and then they said nothing worked. How could it not work if you truly had faith, the fact that you are saying it didn’t work, means you are doubting.
And as I have seen in every single case, the people I had dealt with, also were doubting. I knew it but trying to explain it to them was like talking to a fence post. They were so sure they had faith. But then how could they doubt? Because they say, nothing happened? That is not faith, that is doubt.
They never really believed so they were always set to respond to the inaction of their faith, by saying; see it didn’t work. If you are looking for an out, you are going to find it, the very notion one needs to see the results of faith is in itself not faith. It is not the results that have the power but the believing that has the power.
Remember what I said, when we hear someone else have a result of faith, how does this effect you? Does it cause you to say, why not me? Does it cause you to think well sure it is easy for them to have faith look what just happened for them? All these responses should be telling you one thing, you are filled with doubt.
Because if you were not, then you would have been energized by their results having the same belief they did. I know this may sound foreign to some. But once you understand what faith truly is, when any of us tap into the invisible and gain the results, we feel deeply it happened to us all, not just that person, because that is what faith truly is.
I am just as excited for someone else having the experience of faith as if it happened to me, because it did happen to me and us all. But why would I feel this way? Because I deeply know and believe it is true. It was not some shock to me, it was not like; wow, how is that possible?
I know it happens because I believe it is true. And when we have the same feeling of the results of faith for someone else as we would our very own selves, then we are already in faith and not doubt.
Here is another example, if I stuck my hand into the invisible world and pulled out an apple from nothingness. Would this cause you to have more faith or would you think I must be a magician? In truth there should be nothing but sheer happiness, because we are all attached to the same invisible power, whereas that apple came from our true reality.
And this my friends is the true reality. Do not feel as if you are not important, stop feeling like the Father and Mother rejected you because of all your perceived wrongs. As children of the Father and Mother, accessing eternal life is not given to some while being restricted to others, the answer is, You must believe. It truly is the secret of the ages. If you are stumbling around on your own lack of belief then you will not be able to be energized when things occur, you will always be within doubt.
And that my friends is the true enemy, doubt. Remember, in this world it is not meant to work, but in the Father and Mother’s world it can never fail. When we seek the world of failure guess what, we receive failure. But when we seek the world of where things can never fail, then we cannot fail either.
What do you believe? Do you believe in this world where everything always fails, then what do you expect to occur? Even a child can imagine things and believe wholeheartedly in it, and often they are given results of their belief which only they can see. Remember, unless you become like a little child, there is no way to enter the Father’s Kingdom. {Learn to Believe!}
I had this individual write me saying that they wish they could see the same results for them as they see with others. But they feel nothing is happening for them. They are not seeing it in their own life, and although this person said I am happy when others have success, but with me I wonder, why there seems to be nothing.
Then this person said, due to the horrendous evils in this world they were sickened by it all making them feel horrible, and then they said they started reading my books again and great peace came over them.
This is what I am talking about, do you realize the miracle it takes to change the heart from this world and bring peace back unto you? Do you not see how powerful the Father and Mother reacted within you when you began to read again?
This is an act of faith, it is not my books that did anything, but the Father and Mother speaking into your heart that reframed your true pattered by using the words in these books, which they initially gave to me. This is the greatest miracle we can have. It is because you feel the spirit of the Father and Mother coming into you, there is no greater miracle than one to change their heart from distraught to inner peace. However, right afterwards this individual felt they were blind because nothing ever happened for them.
My friend, and you know who you ALL are, the blindness is not being able to recognize how quickly the Father and Mother came to you and turned your heart of despair into a heart of peace. This is the result of inner faith, this is the connection to the invisible. This is the power of the fulfilment, don’t stop believing.
As I said earlier, often when people say nothing happens it is because they do not like the answer, or sometimes they want a different answer, or most of the time, they never see the answer. To really build on faith, you must cherish when great things happen to you in faith, and not feel as if nothing happened.
Do you realize what some would give to have the chance to change a heart of despair into a heart of total peace? There is not enough money in the world. It is a greater power than to change a base metal into gold.
I don’t say this to criticize only to guide, in my life I have seen great miracles occur to people that sought for faith, but they ignored it and said nothing happened.
I would become so frustrated with them. However, I could do nothing to help them, because they were seeking doubt and not faith. And when great things occurred, they never even saw it. I have seen people have their prayers answered miraculously, and they sit there and continue to say nothing happened and they wonder what is wrong with them.
It is truly hard to accept a blessing when we ignore it. It reminds me of the humorous joke where a man was sitting on the top of his house surrounded by nothing but water after a great flood in which the water continued to rise in torrents. He prayed and prayed to get help. And then a man in a boat came and said, hey fellow jump into my boat and I will take you to safety. The man said, no thanks I am waiting on God. Then a helicopter came by and offered to deliver the man to safety. The man said, no thanks I am waiting on god. Then a person on a raft came by and said, listen I have room enough for you come on down and we shall move to safety. The man said, no thanks I am waiting on god.
Finally, the waters continued to rise, and the man drowned. When he met god he said, I don’t understand, I did everything to rely on you and have faith, I prayed and prayed for safety, but you let me die anyway. I do not understand.
God then replied, “My child, I sent you boat, but you rejected it, I then sent you a helicopter, again you rejected it. And last, but not least, I sent you a life raft and you rejected it, what was I supposed to do.”
Now to the final point. Often, we do not accept faith in our lives because we have judged ourselves unworthy. If we feel unworthy we then feel rejected, and it is then we do not see the hand of the Father and Mother in our life even if they are there helping us, because we feel they see us as unworthy also.
Let me say this again, you don’t need to worry if you feel unworthy, it is those who feel they are worthy that need to worry.
More to come...
Sometimes I must take a step or two backwards to see what it is that is happening. The subject that I am going to speak on is faith. And what is so odd is that so often I am being led by faith and I do not even know what is transpiring, until, boom, there it is.
I began writing this article and I sat there wondering why am I doing all of this? What is driving me to do these things? I then stopped and went back to lay down as it is very early in the morning. I could not go back to sleep. I kept asking the Father what I am doing, what is the purpose?
I said, I was never intending to write articles again. When I finished my last book, I said, I am done. This is it. My work is over. Yet along the way once again I was shown no, it is not over, you still need to do something. I began getting questions from people who seemed very sincere, they really wanted answers.
However, my experience has taught me that I cannot get into a question and answer mode, there is simply not enough of me to go around. I do not have the time to answer everyone’s question, or I would never get sleep, I would be up 24-7 and that is just not possible.
So, I asked the Father what I should do. How can I answer these people’s questions without being burdened to the point where I will be completely drained? I was shown instead of answering the person directly, take the questions you seem to receive the most of or that inspire you, and then write about it and give it to everyone.
It was then that I began writing articles and adding a few extra tidbits and as it happens to many times, many became offended. I was taught how to write these books in such a way that they would be generic, this way I would not cause too much offence. There would not be enough details to offend some people or they simply would not be interested enough, and they would eventually walk away. When I began writing articles, some became offended and began to spread their discontent to others. This is normal, this happens all the time. But I realized I do not want this to become a war zone.
So, I blocked all access to the articles and removed them from the site and went back to the initial development, offer the books only and my work is done. But it wasn’t that simple. There were people who truly desired more. And I thought well I have the answers... is it fair not to share it with them.
Again, I went back to the Father, asking what I should do. I was then told answer the questions in articles for everyone and do not try to answer individually. You will come to learn most people have the same questions. So, this will kill two birds with one stone, so to speak.
I then regressed and said, but how can I do this without creating problems due to some who really should not have accessed this work yet or not at all? I was then shown place a link on my site and when those who are inspired to see it will lead them to the article page, but do not post the page on your site. This way only the seekers will find.
Once again, I followed, and then once again I was receiving complaints because of offences. Again, I wondered what to do. I then blocked the page that had access to the articles.
I was then led to place a warning, if you want access to this page with extras, then you must reveal you have read the books and you desire more. The only way anyone was going to find it was if they were seeking and they saw the link on the website North top right corner.
And then if they ask for the link by request, saying that they read the books it should solve the problem. Reason is, everyone must take that extra step, why would they, unless they really wanted to read the information? However, it also brought an end to the complainers, because now they would have to accept responsibility in that they chose to access this material, so there are no excuses. Again, though I asked the Father what is it that I am supposed to do? I still feel like I am in the dark. I said, most of the people accessing the new room are those who are beginning to understand, so am I not just preaching to the choir?
The Father then showed me, you are like an usher taking tickets in the main room for people to come to watch the play in the theater. Your job is to take tickets and every once in a while, lead the people to the seats and at times shine the flash light so they can see better or more clearly. The flashlight is your articles.
I was told, it is not up to me to decide who is qualified or not, the Father and Mother will do this. I am just to take the tickets. I was told you have the grand play in your hands, you know what it is all about, now just take the tickets of those who want to enter the special room to watch the grand play.
It was at this point I said, HOLY COW... I just realized what was happening and never thought about it before. But the Father led me to this point all due to faith, and now I am seeing where he led me.
Suddenly the Crown dream I spoke of in book Four hit me like a two by four. In the crown dream I was finally shown the Books were the crown. I brought the crown unto the people who were standing in the courts.
Most of the people in the courts rejected the crown but there were a few that accepted it but for some reason, they did not enter the special room or inner temple.
I was saddened because some of these people were dear friends, and they seem to accept me and the crown but for some reason were not interested in moving towards the inner room or main temple.
In the crown dream I was in this place that appeared like a theater. It had the outer corridors, i.e. courts and the main theater room, i.e. Temple, where the movie or play is presented.
Now watching all that is unfolding I am realizing this special room I created is like the inner temple, this is the place where those who choose to go into are being prepared for the next step ins spiritual understanding, and getting ready for the metamorphoses, a.k.a. transformation from the cocoon to the spiritual butterfly.
I am beginning to realize that the Father was showing me all along that these people in the inner temple who I didn’t really know when I had this vision, were the fruits of my labors via the books. They were all in there because what they read in the books combined with each of their soul-life plans.
I am realizing now this is the fruit of my work via Christ from the Father and Mother. There may be many others around the world creating a work and they also have the fruits of their labors.
I realize there were not that many people in the room, maybe 400-500 people, that is not much considering, but it may be the ultimate result of these books on the narrow road to life. When it is all said and done, only 400-500 people will enter in the inner temple from the fruit of this work and will be ready to move on.
My job is to simply take tickets and shine the light as an usher. To prepare everyone for the grand finale. Where the true spirit power of Christ via the Father and Mother are then revealed to all those inside as was the crown vision.
When you think about it, it is very exciting. This is the result of ‘faith’ and this is my flash-light on this very subject today. Everyone receiving these words are right now sitting in the main room, they chose to leave the corridors to come here.
Am I over thinking this? I do not think so, the plan is for all to see, we are just moving forward the best we can, following the Father and Mother’s guidance which in time always manifests I am still shocked. So obviously you belong, if you didn’t you would not be here, or you will leave before the doors close. I certainly didn’t force you nor did I prod you to come here. This was yours and only your choice.
And that was the next step, there will come a time when the doors of this main room will slam shut and lock everyone else outside. This must be why the Father placed it in my mind that the website will shut down at a specific time. And all that will be left is places like Amazon where they sell the books. Just like the parable of the ten virgins. But there is no added oil for those whose lamps have run dry. It was revealed that the wise virgins told the foolish virgins who did not have their lamps trimmed, to go to those who buy and sell, because it was now midnight, and the doors had been closed.
Everything concerning my crown vision is coming true to a tee considering it happened nearly 40-years ago. And I never planned even a little of it. Every step of the way including the writing of the books themselves, has been faith leading me to each and every new stepping stone to where it has finally come to this.
One thing I have noticed by the emails I have been receiving, those who have entered the main room have a deeper knowledge and knowing, it is hard to explain, but I perceive they have accessed a new portal of understanding within themselves, than most. It is very exciting to watch it all materialise.
So even though the following flash light may be sort of admonishment, remember, where you are now and understand you would not be here unless the Father and Mother through Christ opened your minds to deeper levels of gnosis.
This is what is so sad about religion, they offer the milk in large quantities but when it comes time to accessing the meat we are told to stay away. Because of this most do not grow, they do not excel, they do not have any ah ha moments beyond their own churches experiences. Nothing personal is ever real to them. And this has cause great stagnation.
Now on to the subject of faith. Why is it some have personal experiences that help them understand and peer deeper into the spiritual, and others have little to no personal outward experiences they are just expected to rely on faith.
Well take a seat it is time to learn an important lesson, fully grasping this will launch everyone even deeper in the true reality. There is a two-fold lesson here. Outward experiences are good if they were wrought by faith, however, if they came about another way, then the experience will soon die in ignominy. So, let’s begin the process. Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.
The above scripture is revealing something very amazing. It is when Christ had resurrected after his horrific death, however, as with most today there were some that doubted it was really him. It had to be a trick, or someone looking like him, but no way could it be Christ, we just saw him get bludgeoned. I mean we just witnessed him get physically destroyed, there is no way he could have returned from that.
One of the most notable doubters was one of the twelve disciples known as Thomas, and therefore why we have the phrase today, Doubting Thomas’s. It has to do with when Christ returned, Thomas said he would not accept that this was truly Christ.
It was when Christ allowed Thomas to place his fingers into the wound where the sword had stabbed him. This is when Thomas finally believed.
Christ told him that because you have seen me you believe, but blessed are they which have seen me not, but still believe.
This had to do with the difference between having faith and or having some sort of event to aid where one can see, hear, touch, taste and even smell. So often it is extremely hard to believe in something when one has nothing to go on, as is some people’s plight.
What makes it even more difficult is when some recognize that others have experiences that they do not have, and they wonder is there something wrong with them. Why is it that one individual had some amazing things happen, sometimes even supernatural things? And yet another person seems to live life without ever experiencing these moments of destiny.
It would appear on the surface, that being able to witness something would help and aid in one’s faith, rather than just having faith but having nothing to hold on to. My friends, appearances are illusions. Faith is real. So why is it some have amazing experiences whereas other’s do not? Is there something wrong them? Some have told me, that it must be great to have these experiences where you know the Father and Mother are there, helping you and aiding you, but they claim they do not receive the same things, and they wonder is something wrong with them? Maybe the Father and Mother don’t love them like they may love someone else?
I have often dealt with people who claim they never see anything out of the ordinary, that there is no help, no great mystifying experience to aid them in their journey.
I have had friends over the many years tell me that they have prayed and prayed for something but there is never any answer, and yet I sit their astonished because even I could recognize that the answer was right there all the time, and it was a big giant boom. The problem was, it was not the answer they wanted. Or else they had spiritual earmuffs on and couldn’t hear the explosion of truth from within.
This is indeed a problem, many believe when they pray they should get what they want, or the prayer is not being answered. And this leads to the first dilemma of what may be occurring in some people’s lives.
It is however only one issue so stay with me, I will try to cover all of it in time. If someone kept telling you the answer and you kept ignoring it, how long would it take for the other one to say, forget it; you are not listening.
For years I used to tell people what was happening in this world but hardly anyone would listen, so eventually I stopped talking about it, it had become a major waste of time. Often when prayers are not being answered it is because we have formed a block deep down in our psyche, which denies the answer coming forward because we do not want ‘that’ answer. We become stubborn.
The key with the Father and Mother, is there comes a time when they have to say, I have tried but you are not listening. And this will continue until the person begins to hear. However, this does not fully answer why is it some people are granted amazing experiences that seemingly help them along, while others do not have these experiences?
Each person will receive according to their soul energy what is needed at any given particular time. I have had amazing experiences, but often they happen once or twice, and they never occur again. Most of my life has been about faith, and not amazing experiences.
I have often recognized that some have been given direct information and yet with me it is always been hard work while I attempt to put things together. I have said it many times, it would be so easy if the Father and Mother just handed me the answers on a silver platter. Well in truth they do, but I am the silver plater and the answers will need to come from within me.
Yet I have also learned that the way I have been made to accept my lot in life is much more beneficial. Because truth is not given to me, it is formed within me. Therefore, it becomes a greater blessing.
When truth is formed within one, they become the truth. It is real. But when truth is handed to one on a silver platter, so often they reject it in time, because it was never truly real to them.
In school we have math, when I was a student, teachers would tell us not only give the answer but do the work to prove how you came up with the answer. Algebra often had formulas to follow to whittle down the answer by using the formula, usually, A2 + B2 = C2.
This enables one to fully understand what it is they are doing. Just having the answer will not embed the knowledge in your mind until you understand where and how the answer develops.
And this brings me to faith. I am going to tell you some secrets about faith that I am pretty sure some of you have never understood before. It was said, without faith it is impossible to please the Father. This is a pretty strong admonishment. And it reveals something about the Father and Mother most do not comprehend.
Think about it, it is impossible to please the Father without Faith. WHY? Because faith is the only true connection we have with the Father and Mother.
Faith is an invisible power to enter the realm of the invisible. Try to think of it this way. That which we cannot see or hear must come to us another way. Yet so often we desire something to see or hear so that we can believe, but that something is not the reality. We need to be seeking for the reality, which is a supernatural power called, faith from the invisible realm.
Faith taps into that which cannot be seen or heard otherwise, and once we use this power we have an amazing tool that others do not have.
As an example, one day I was traveling with a friend back in Phoenix AZ, circa 1977, my friend was driving, and I was in the passenger seat. It just so happened I was talking about faith and miracles.
I was on fire, explaining how we must believe in that which we do not see so that which is not there can materialize. If we need it to materialize before we can believe, this is not faith, this is the counter to faith. This is sight. And this does not please the Father, because nothing was learned, nothing came from the internal only the external, which is all fraudulent.
Here I was talking about faith when my friend maneuvered off the highway onto an exit off Interstate 10, towards South Phoenix. I continued without missing a beat how wonderful the Father and Mother are, and how we are beneficiaries of all their love and power. All that we must believe in, is knowing that we are their children and they love us all equally.
As I continued about faith, my friend then stopped at a red light on the off- ramp, and I looked over to my dear friend Wendell, as I saw him looking in the rear-view mirror with a fright on his face that would make the exorcist look like the comedy channel. I then watched him brace himself. The next instant, all I heard was this screech that lasted for a fraction of a second, coming from behind us, I then turned around to see someone’s car on our bumper missing it by only an inch. I also saw the guy driving in this car was thrown into his windshield, but it didn’t break as he was already moving back into his seat.
What I saw didn’t correlate with the squeal of his tires. Because it proved he was driving at such a high rate of speed which caused him to be thrown forward when he stopped, because somehow, he stopped on a dime.
Without missing a beat, I looked at Wendell and said, we are always in the Father’s hands and there is nothing to be afraid of. Wendell then said, John, that guy had to be going 80 mph. I was watching him behind me, and when I had to stop at the red light, I noticed he was not stopping, he was still going the same speed that he had been driving when he left the highway.
Wendell said, ‘I then braced myself, knowing there was nothing I could do or even say, waiting for the massive impact.’ Wendell truly thought it was all over. He could not move the car as there was a car in front of us that was also waiting at the stoplight.
But what he witnessed that day moved him greatly. I loved Wendell he was a great friend, and that one summer when we spent a lot of time traveling, he witnessed a dozen amazing miracles. He always thought I was amazing, and he wished he could be like me. One day in the summer month of June of 79’, when I had moved away to the East, towards Maryland to work at a shipyard building crates and boxes.
My friend was at a house of other friends, he was depressed, and the last thing he said before he walked out of the room was, I wish I could be more like John Panella. Wendell then went to a desert area and took his own life.
My friends, Wendell saw amazing miracles the previous two years. He witnessed things most never witness. But it did not help him in his faith. Why? Because, he was not realizing the source. Instead he looked at me. He thought I was different, special, unique, and maybe only the Father worked with me. He ended his life because he did not have the internal awakening. He saw it all from the external. Wendell was fun and loving and caring and treated everyone with respect and honor.
However, he had to deal with the ugliness of this world where people treated him like he was a pariah. They made fun of him because of his thick glasses and awkwardness as well as his height.
But he had so much soul, he was funny, life of the party, enjoyed the successes of others just like he would for himself. But Wendell never truly believed that he was personally connected to the Father and Mother. Because life grounded him into the ground and that is where he ended up.
I was so saddened not only hearing of his death, but that he would even say, I wish I was like John Panella. That saddened me more than anything. Because I was no more special than him. I never saw Wendell again, he died not that long after my mom died, it was then I met my wife and we have now been together ever since, for over 38-years.
But the two most important people in my life; were both taken from me, and the road to recover was a hard and difficult one. Because knowing that they both believed in me led me down a bad road of doubt. Because I didn’t even believe in me.
I spent ten long years trying to find myself, trying to find why I am, trying to learn to trust in myself and it never worked. It wasn’t until I realized there was nothing wrong with trusting in the Father and Mother only, for they truly are us at another level.
Now I can honestly say, I still do not trust myself, in the hear and now, but I fully trust in the Father and Mother, the ‘I AM.’ When you get to the point when someone can ask you who the Father and Mother are, and you answer, I AM, then you have come to full knowledge, but you must recognize the separation from the human and the spirit.
Even now I see people all the time who love my books, but they cannot get past their own importance. They believe they can save themselves, they believe they are the power and strength of their own destiny and they still do not understand who the Father and Mother are. And it will be their hard lesson. They will even look to aliens, and other powers, but they deny the real power of their internal parents.
Some may say this doesn’t make sense, if we are the I AM, and we are the Father and Mother, isn’t it our power as many in the NEW AGE believe? NO! We are what is called the extension, the glove, the arm, the hand. There are verses that speak of that Christ is the Body, and we are all the members of his body. We may be the tow, the finger, the nose, but we are not the brain that controls the entire body.
When we see ourselves as the power, we become the body and full power of control, which usually amounts to nothing more than a hill of beans. However, when we see ourselves as the extension then we know our rightful place. We are the tool for the Father and Mother to use.
Again, I need to repeat, it is IMPOSSIBLE to please the Father and Mother without faith. Now here is the secret, connections are just that, they are connected. Everything we do in life is all about the human experiencing an illusion. The Father and Mother are not tapped into the illusion they are tapped into our spirit, which projects our soul.
I know this goes against most every religious belief. Most believe our lives are important and critical to God and he is always there around us. Well the only god that is all around us is the illusory god called, Lucifer. Our Father and Mother are not around us, they are within us. We are the outer machine and they are the inner working, or controller, if we allow, by the invisible power of faith.
Now try to understand, we access the invisible within us that is also invisible. No one else can see it or hear it not even us. It is our own domain. When we use faith, we tap into the energy power of the Father and Mother even if it is very small in the beginning.
The connecting aspect is, since we must tap into the invisible power knowing that the Father and Mother use this invisible power, which is not invisible to them, it is reality to them, but it is invisible to us. As we both use it, we make the connection. And this is what pleases the Father and Mother, because it brings us into unison of the spirit.
Many seek things in the outer realm so that they can ‘see to believe’; but this is not of the Father. Because it had to become visible for one to believe of which is not copacetic. The invisible cannot become visible because it is invisible, unless we draw on the power of the invisible to witness the invisible, which cannot be seen, only known. Try wrapping your mind around that!
Now some are granted something at times that inspires them, something that appears tangible, as Thomas could touch Christ’s wound, and then he believed. But there is no blessing in this. Actually, Thomas was hurt by this. That is why Christ said, blessed are those who do not see and believe. This was an admonition.
Now why is it a blessing? Because those who are doing their homework and going within to exercise the power of faith, are going to receive it one hundred- fold. They are tapping into the correct power to receive their answers.
Having something materially manifest or something supernaturally appear does not strengthen faith, it only allows one to see the fruits of their work. If someone needs to see before they believe, this is not based on true faith, thereby nothing important really happened, they at any time could lose it. Because it was not manifested through them, but to them.
Again, going back to math, we may know the answer by looking at the problem, but if we did not do the work that revealed how we got the answer, down the road in life when it comes back to us, we may not remember the answer, and will have no tools to discover the secret mine.
My friends developing faith is more about your success than your failure. Understand what I mean. I used to deal with people that when someone else had an experience they would feel jealous they did not have it. And it made them deeply concerned and it caused doubt to rise within them. I would tell them, this is a major problem. Let me explain. Someone may have faith and receive openly what it was that they desired. Now this brings me to the next part of the lesson.
Faith is not emptiness, it is real. When we have faith that something will materialized then it will. Have you ever had an absolutely knowing that something was about to happen, and it did? This is the constructs of faith.
However, that which materializes is not faith, it is the result of faith. Do not become confused. The result came from the invisible. So, let us put it together, faith is invisible knowing of things within the invisible world. When we receive an answer based on faith, it can become visible, but the visibility is not faith, it was simply the residue of tapping into the invisible power.
When another person experiences the result of faith in their own personal life, if you do not have this excitement as if you were the one to experience it, this shows a problem. Yes, I am sorry not everything is cookies and ice cream. We must understand where we may be off track, and it may be something so simple we might be surprised how quickly it can be fixed.
Wait a minute, I thought the result came from within, if we see the result from another who relied on faith how is that coming from within another? My brothers and sisters, when anyone seeks in faith, they are tapping that power from within.
Where do any of us access that power? It is from within. The Kingdom of our Father is within us. Therefore, everyone who goes within to access the power they are also within each one of us. Do you understand?
When another person has an experience via faith, and they reveal their experience. This should not cause one to doubt and feel abandoned or left out. It should be as though you were the one that also experienced this.
I know this may sound strange in a material-show-me-world or else I won’t believe type mindset. Try to understand deeply what it is that I am relaying here. If we are jealous or feel that maybe we are doing something wrong when we see someone else receive the benefit of faith and you do not see yourself receive it, then there is an issue that needs to be addressed.
And that issue is, you do not yet have true faith, because you are not properly tapping within. If you were you would feel and see the result of others as if it happened to you, which should strengthen your faith. If it does the opposite, then you need to deal with the problem that is making you feel this way.
It all comes down to how much do you believe?
Christ said, when we believe, and do not doubt, we can move mountains. When I used to see other people experience the results of having faith, I would feel as if it happened to me, because it did, however it came from another aspect of the same Kingdom that I and all the true children belong to. It gave me the needed resolve to continue with my belief in the internal world of mystery.
It didn’t give me faith; my faith was already there or else I would not have felt this way. And when I did feel positive for another experiencing what I knew to be true, then almost immediately, things would then happen with me also, because I believed. It is like a chain reaction.
Wait John, I never saw anyone move a mountain, does that mean no one has the true faith. Understand, this question is based in doubt. If you must see someone move a mountain, then it is not faith and therefore the mountain will not move. Now if you believe your faith could move a mountain, then you can. However, moving the mountain is not necessary because it will not help anyone. Do you recognize the secret from within?
However, when I saw others that did not feel energized by someone else’s faith and results, in fact they complained, and were angry that these things happened to others and not them. Then like clockwork, it still would never happen for them. It is reciprocal. It reveals the extent of your personal faith. If you are not excited and happy about faith resulting in an affirmative action for someone else, then you are showing you do not have the faith for yourself. I remember speaking of my time travel incident in Book four. But what I never really spoke of is when I had this amazing experience it came after reading a book of someone else that experienced it. They explained what they did. Now if I read this book and thought, yea that is great for them but how comes these things never happen to me, then I would have never had the experience; minutes later.
The difference was, when I read it I fully believed it was possible, I had no doubt in my mind. And when I did the few basics things that were needed to get my mind in the right place to achieve the goal, it happened instantly.
My friends this is the real enemy. Every time I speak with people on this subject, they are filled with doubt. And their excuse is, well if these things happened I would not have that doubt.
Do you see the problem? There doubt is their enemy, not the lack of results. The reason things do not happen for others is because they doubt. Here is the problem, Faith cannot remove doubt, Faith becomes real when there is no doubt.
I want you to look at what I just said. If it took an external action to remove doubt, yes, you may believe; but only a little, but blessed is the one who achieved the success of faith because they didn’t doubt.
I have seen many over the years including when I became dejected or doubted that nothing would ever go right. Everything went wrong, and I would think if I just had something happen to help me believe then I would. But my friends that is the formula for failure.
We are granted success, because we believe without doubt. But if we say, we need something to help us believe, then we have already shot our self in the foot.
Now some have told me how can I believe if I do not see anything? My friends that is the secret, the power and results of faith are based within the invisible, if it could be seen then it is not faith.
Just like the individual who wrote me the other day when they said, they asked the Father and Mother via Christ to see what our true home is really like and that night he had a dream that revealed images of what that may be. Now answer me this, did he have faith, which allowed for the images to be created in his dream, or did the images create the faith. He already knew the answer he just asked and waited.
Your answer is very important to the previous question. He said, his faith was becoming stronger by relying on the Father and Mother through Christ, he gave everyone the answer. He didn’t say his faith was made strong because special events that he witnessed manifested. His faith did not come by the results of his prayer, or the visible activity, but by faith in the invisible, and through his faith he experienced the results of that faith. Do you get it?
My friends the only way I can describe this is to teach you how it has always worked for me. My faith never came by results, my faith came by believing in the results before it happened.
And this is where the stumbling-blocks comes forth, they say, well I had faith, I waited, and I did everything I was supposed to, and nothing happened. What is there to do, there is nothing to do in faith except believe. My friends, the enemy to truth is deception. That very comment proved where their real faith lied, and it was a lie.
I cannot tell you how many people I have run into in my life that claimed they believed and had faith and then they said nothing worked. How could it not work if you truly had faith, the fact that you are saying it didn’t work, means you are doubting.
And as I have seen in every single case, the people I had dealt with, also were doubting. I knew it but trying to explain it to them was like talking to a fence post. They were so sure they had faith. But then how could they doubt? Because they say, nothing happened? That is not faith, that is doubt.
They never really believed so they were always set to respond to the inaction of their faith, by saying; see it didn’t work. If you are looking for an out, you are going to find it, the very notion one needs to see the results of faith is in itself not faith. It is not the results that have the power but the believing that has the power.
Remember what I said, when we hear someone else have a result of faith, how does this effect you? Does it cause you to say, why not me? Does it cause you to think well sure it is easy for them to have faith look what just happened for them? All these responses should be telling you one thing, you are filled with doubt.
Because if you were not, then you would have been energized by their results having the same belief they did. I know this may sound foreign to some. But once you understand what faith truly is, when any of us tap into the invisible and gain the results, we feel deeply it happened to us all, not just that person, because that is what faith truly is.
I am just as excited for someone else having the experience of faith as if it happened to me, because it did happen to me and us all. But why would I feel this way? Because I deeply know and believe it is true. It was not some shock to me, it was not like; wow, how is that possible?
I know it happens because I believe it is true. And when we have the same feeling of the results of faith for someone else as we would our very own selves, then we are already in faith and not doubt.
Here is another example, if I stuck my hand into the invisible world and pulled out an apple from nothingness. Would this cause you to have more faith or would you think I must be a magician? In truth there should be nothing but sheer happiness, because we are all attached to the same invisible power, whereas that apple came from our true reality.
And this my friends is the true reality. Do not feel as if you are not important, stop feeling like the Father and Mother rejected you because of all your perceived wrongs. As children of the Father and Mother, accessing eternal life is not given to some while being restricted to others, the answer is, You must believe. It truly is the secret of the ages. If you are stumbling around on your own lack of belief then you will not be able to be energized when things occur, you will always be within doubt.
And that my friends is the true enemy, doubt. Remember, in this world it is not meant to work, but in the Father and Mother’s world it can never fail. When we seek the world of failure guess what, we receive failure. But when we seek the world of where things can never fail, then we cannot fail either.
What do you believe? Do you believe in this world where everything always fails, then what do you expect to occur? Even a child can imagine things and believe wholeheartedly in it, and often they are given results of their belief which only they can see. Remember, unless you become like a little child, there is no way to enter the Father’s Kingdom. {Learn to Believe!}
I had this individual write me saying that they wish they could see the same results for them as they see with others. But they feel nothing is happening for them. They are not seeing it in their own life, and although this person said I am happy when others have success, but with me I wonder, why there seems to be nothing.
Then this person said, due to the horrendous evils in this world they were sickened by it all making them feel horrible, and then they said they started reading my books again and great peace came over them.
This is what I am talking about, do you realize the miracle it takes to change the heart from this world and bring peace back unto you? Do you not see how powerful the Father and Mother reacted within you when you began to read again?
This is an act of faith, it is not my books that did anything, but the Father and Mother speaking into your heart that reframed your true pattered by using the words in these books, which they initially gave to me. This is the greatest miracle we can have. It is because you feel the spirit of the Father and Mother coming into you, there is no greater miracle than one to change their heart from distraught to inner peace. However, right afterwards this individual felt they were blind because nothing ever happened for them.
My friend, and you know who you ALL are, the blindness is not being able to recognize how quickly the Father and Mother came to you and turned your heart of despair into a heart of peace. This is the result of inner faith, this is the connection to the invisible. This is the power of the fulfilment, don’t stop believing.
As I said earlier, often when people say nothing happens it is because they do not like the answer, or sometimes they want a different answer, or most of the time, they never see the answer. To really build on faith, you must cherish when great things happen to you in faith, and not feel as if nothing happened.
Do you realize what some would give to have the chance to change a heart of despair into a heart of total peace? There is not enough money in the world. It is a greater power than to change a base metal into gold.
I don’t say this to criticize only to guide, in my life I have seen great miracles occur to people that sought for faith, but they ignored it and said nothing happened.
I would become so frustrated with them. However, I could do nothing to help them, because they were seeking doubt and not faith. And when great things occurred, they never even saw it. I have seen people have their prayers answered miraculously, and they sit there and continue to say nothing happened and they wonder what is wrong with them.
It is truly hard to accept a blessing when we ignore it. It reminds me of the humorous joke where a man was sitting on the top of his house surrounded by nothing but water after a great flood in which the water continued to rise in torrents. He prayed and prayed to get help. And then a man in a boat came and said, hey fellow jump into my boat and I will take you to safety. The man said, no thanks I am waiting on God. Then a helicopter came by and offered to deliver the man to safety. The man said, no thanks I am waiting on god. Then a person on a raft came by and said, listen I have room enough for you come on down and we shall move to safety. The man said, no thanks I am waiting on god.
Finally, the waters continued to rise, and the man drowned. When he met god he said, I don’t understand, I did everything to rely on you and have faith, I prayed and prayed for safety, but you let me die anyway. I do not understand.
God then replied, “My child, I sent you boat, but you rejected it, I then sent you a helicopter, again you rejected it. And last, but not least, I sent you a life raft and you rejected it, what was I supposed to do.”
Now to the final point. Often, we do not accept faith in our lives because we have judged ourselves unworthy. If we feel unworthy we then feel rejected, and it is then we do not see the hand of the Father and Mother in our life even if they are there helping us, because we feel they see us as unworthy also.
Let me say this again, you don’t need to worry if you feel unworthy, it is those who feel they are worthy that need to worry.
More to come...