Post by jerseyamma on Sept 16, 2020 15:24:02 GMT
Life’s Journey – Fireside chat
There are times when helping others see the positive side of things and the spiritual aspects sometimes it lacks in offering. At times as an author, or teacher one tends to present the view of complete spiritual control. You see this often with religious figures and their pious showing of religious control.
It is necessary when helping others to reach the pinnacle of expectance, that you share with them the positive potential via experiences through life’s journey. I realize though we don’t live in a world of perfection, and our life’s journey for most is not all that it is cracked up to be.
There is this tendency to feel worthless, or beneath the set requirements of what we should be. As one hears the life experiences of another and recognizes all those moments that seem beyond real, they often feel what is wrong with them? Why have they not had the same experiences? Why is their life so different?
When trying to analyze one’s own life, often they feel they just don’t cut it, or maybe there is something wrong with them. As they look back on their life, sure they might desire to have the knowledge, and move in a positive way towards an endearing future, but they look deeply into their own life’s journey and they just don’t see much that would reveal that they have any worth at all.
Some become frightened, others get angry. The problem is, most do not see much in the way of their life’s journey that has revealed anything special, so they begin to feel what is the use. No one cares about me, I did not have the same experiences as that other person, so I must not be anything special, therefore why even try.
My friends, have you ever tried climbing the side of a mountain on rocky terrain. If so, it is difficult, the journey is perilous, every step is a potential danger. When the rocks tend to slide from under your feet, fear takes hold, sometimes you hang on for dear life on a branch of a tree, or larger rocks above. But one thing is for certain, the path we must follow, albeit similar, not everyone is the same that is walking that path, but everyone is having to deal with the same dire situations. How one handles it may not be the same as another, but each one must continue towards their destination.
The fact is, the journey is wrought with danger. It is not easy, nothing about it is simple. If I had written stories about everything that has gone wrong in my life, that would not be very inspiring or uplifting. In fact, it would be a gigantic downer. There would be no desire to follow that path knowing how wrought with danger it had been.
The writings would not be very stimulating or enriching. There would seem to be no goals to achieve. It would sound depressing and futile. Therefore, when helping others; the foundation must be to uplift to a positive potential revealed by previous results.
And this is the way it should be. The problem lies in the fact, that when others desire to achieve said goals, and then they look back at their life, often they see nothing but a rocky mountain that has been filled with crushing blows, scary and frightening results, and pain.
It is not so easy to visualize someone’s successes, when one feels their entire life has been filled with failure. Sure, maybe it worked for that guy or gal, but nothing has worked for me, they might contend.
It is time I reveal a truth that may help relieve any discomfort concerning this issue. In life, the pains and hurt far outweigh the ease and comfort until you begin to understand the big picture. If it wasn’t this way, we wouldn’t learn.
If people sailed through life as some do, nothing would be there as friction to cause them to ask the serious questions, such as, why am I here? Why is life so filled with pain and agony?
It is these life’s questions that begin to awaken us. Suffering, pain, and discomfort helps us to realize that something is very wrong. I have witnessed people who live their life as if nothing is wrong, nothing happens to them that causes them to ever think about the real issues.
When I have tried to help them it just doesn’t sink in to them that there is anything wrong. Everything in their life is simple. Nothing happens out of the ordinary that causes them to question anything. Therefore, sadly, they are destined for a return trip.
Why is it some live a life of practical ease while others suffer tremendously? Well there are not hard fast answers to all individual cases. I suspect when someone is having an extremely easy life, it is most likely because in a past recent life that their life had been hell. Of course, I am not speaking about the evil ones, who always seem to have a life of ease.
However, the pain and agony of that life didn’t awaken them enough to ask serious questions, so they were given a reprieve, a life of ease to counter that life of torture, however, it also became a curse because now they’re destined to return again.
This brings me to explaining the key of what we experience on the surface, the soul is going through so much more. The soul even though asleep most of the time, is carrying all this baggage from many lives. And eventually it begins to awaken from its long slumber.
Each soul is at various levels of tuning, like a tuning fork using it at different angles or movement create different sounds. These sounds are like triggers, or moments of inspiration or intellect. At times due to the specific vibration we might feel a new energized thought, which then enters the soul at deeper levels and then reveals a mystery, or the, ah ha moment.
What we see within our body mind is so often not even close to the soul mind, therefore when the soul mind can begin to influence the body mind, then we begin to awaken.
The problem is, most are living only in the body mind, and the soul mind is blocked out, almost like in a sense of being possessed. When someone is possessed, another mind takes over the local mind and it cannot fight the intrusion.
As our body mind is in control, the soul mind has less ability. It is then we must begin to go within, sink deeper into thought, allow a new mind to come forward, that which is our spirit waking the soul mind. That is why quieting the mind, as well as deep meditation often helps, because then you release the power over the body mind and move into the soul mind
What I am trying to relay here is, troubles in life, are not to be equated with being rejected by the Father and Mother. They are needed to awaken the deeper mind. Once the soul mind is awakened, we then must use this mind until eventually we reconnect with the spirit mind. This is our true goal. Remember book four, the soul mind is only the projection, or probe sent by the spirit mind.
Therefore, it is the soul mind that is gaining all the information to help us choose. And then when the time is ready we can enter back into our true spirit mind. If the soul mind is not active, there is nothing in the body mind that can ever help you.
Just like taking a big exam or test at school. It is a fearful thing. You want to pass, you know that you need to pass, but there is this fear that you might not be good enough, and you might fail the test. The concern or worry actually causes you to study harder if you truly care.
Spiritually speaking we all feel this way, that maybe we are just not good enough. That is why it is so important to relink and attach back to the Father and Mother in the soul mind to find the spirit mind. The simple truth is, we really are not good enough here. No one is.
As Jesus revealed, why call me good, there is none good but one and that is the Father. Therefore, we seek the Father and Mother and bring them within our deepest thoughts, so they can translate their good over to us to help us endure and pass whatever test we need to. My life is a unique case, because I was being trained how to simplify, and begin to teach others. Now some feel, wow I have not had your experiences, does this mean I am unimportant or maybe the Father and Mother don’t want me?
Remember not everyone is a teacher, each soul has a different frequency. And their job is to fulfill their duty. Just like in school. There is only one teacher but many students, but not even the students are all the same. Some understand more than others. In time students can also become teachers if that is their path.
I say this because even in school, not all students become teachers, nor even desire to. Many go on to other fields of thought and discovery.
While in school, It is the student’s job that excels to help the other students, or to set an example so the other students can also learn. So, what one soul goes through is not indicative of what another soul may be going through or will ever go through. Each soul has a different duty and they must find what it is that they are here for.
Take a football team, not everyone is the quarterback, and often the quarterback is special, they are the ones who lead and guide the team, they must properly handle the ball or pass it off in the attempt to win the game. Now the linemen are not as special, in fact it is a grunts work, where their job is very difficult, but they get very little reward.
However, if the linemen do not do their job, the Quarterback is often useless and has very little potential, and due to the nature of the QB they must also take the blame for the loss. You hardly ever read about other players on the team that failed to their job as the reason the lost. Usually the QB is blamed.
Obviously, everyone on the team is very significant and extremely important, because each one is playing their role for the team as a whole. However, every soul must go through the dark night of the soul. Everyone must suffer to learn. Everyone must go through difficult trials to eventually realize that the world we are experiencing is not our world.
Therefore, do not become frightened or fearful that your life is somehow different than someone else. Or that you have not had the same experiences, which may cause you to feel left out or not important.
Understand, when I teach and reveal things, my life had gone through constant suffering so that I could learn. I never had it easy. To be honest half the time I wonder why I am still alive. If it wasn’t for the Father using me to help others I would have been removed from this world long ago due to the tremendous suffering of both health and attacks.
When I was 19 years old I nearly had a nervous breakdown, because Satan had it in for me, to try to destroy me. Nearly every friend I ever had would turn on me and attack me viciously. Of course, at that young age, I had no idea why it all was happening.
I needed to be taught that there is a time for everything. The next ten years of my life was a life of hell. When I hear people today who tell me they don’t feel like the Father would even want them, or that their life is not at a place they can be happy about. They feel as though maybe they are not important enough.
The fact truly is, I understand that with every bit of my soul. I have gone through it, many times. I can’t even begin to tell you how many times I felt the Father gave up on me. I know what it is like to even wonder if there is anything real or am I just a lunatic trying to find diamonds in a hay field.
It is through these sufferings we learn that we are the ones who become that diamond, we are cut, honed, and polished, and we learn many things through our suffering.
I can simplify and teach about very difficult and complicated subjects with ease because I suffered to understand it all at the deepest levels. Part of learning how to teach is the realization that the students also needs to suffer to learn. And that means backing away and let them figure things out on their own. Giving the answers is great in one sense, but understanding the answers takes personal attrition along with trials.
We must become the living truth-WORD, and not just one who believes things. Thereby we must integrate the Father and Mother within our souls, so they can live within us. I and my Father are one.
Some tell me that they just want to leave and return home. I understand that, but the way back home means much suffering. Why is this? Because, if you are not cut, polished and honed, there is every chance you might return to some of these attitudes that has created this world.
You must be trained, as well as developed character. Now obviously, our lives at any given incarnation does not always reveal our total knowledge and experience-bank. Often much is blocked out due to living in a new life, where we were not raised or trained the same. So, our thoughts will be different, and often our direction in life is unique. It gives off the appearance nothing is really being learned, or that one may not have what they need.
Like I have written before. Some do not want religion or anything to do with it. Yet I have stated, religion is a stepping stone, and everyone must walk through over these stones to get to the next aspect of truth, to understand deeper. If this is the case, why would a person not want anything to do with religion or even the Bible?
Many reasons, some have likely already dealt with it in previous lives and they are ready to take the next step. And they do not need to walk across that path again.
However, if someone is adamantly against the Bible or religion, then they so not yet understand. They are throwing the dirty bath water out with the Baby. My friends’ valid seekers of truth never throw out the bad wit the good nor will they ever condemn the entire operation because they have seen some bad. Great teachers of truth never say, throw away any source of knowledge, they teach how to grow and learn from everything. There are many amazing truths in the bible and for someone to toss it all out is like throwing away a life-saver while floating all alone in the middle of the ocean because you don’t like who designed the float.
However, just because you may appear on the surface, to be different, or unknowing, doesn’t mean this is true. Deep down you have many lifetimes of training, and often it takes a trigger to bring you back to where you were because the soul never forgets it just sleeps.
It is also true, you could be energized in one life to learn and grow, and then the next life there is nothing about you that reveals what you learned in a past life, this is because each life is so different. This scares some people, but you must understand, our lives in each and every moment in time, is but a breath.
When eternity is on the table, our lives are but a moment in time. What you do not remember from the past means you simply do not remember. Therefore, it doesn’t harm or help you. If you don’t know that you have been here many times before, or do not have memory of these events, then what are you missing?
When someone tells me that they don’t want to return here, I say, I understand, but you won’t know this if you return. Because each life feels like the only life unless there is an awakening.
Some believe, I have learned all this in this life I don’t want to come back and start all over. The truth is, no one starts all over, we simply take another trail in our hike to learn more about the surrounding terrain.
Remember, all time is the same time with differing experiences. Whether a hundred lives or thousand, it is really one life which expanded into many experiences. When one returns home, you wont be concerned of how many live you had, you will only be concerned in what your learned. Nothing is ever lost, but you might not remember it in your new body mind. However, when it is time for you to pick up where you left off. You will have this deep uncanny awareness of things that many around you may not have.
I was little boy when I questioned everything about this world. Does this mean I was smarter, or better than others to be so alert so early in my life? No, I had come from past lives where I had learned many amazing things, but I still wasn’t ready, however, I may have been close.
And that is why I was so aware so early. Now some might say, that is nice for you, but what about me or others? Maybe we were not so close. Ah, but you forget, this is not a walk of selfishness, but self-lessness, meaning, I can now be used to help others speed up their process by sharing what I have learned. I can’t awaken one, but I can help the trigger aspect to send someone back on their correct path.
Do you know how many people have written me to say, that they always knew all of this deep down, but it was never organized like this, and now that they see it so clearly it opens their soul to remind them what they already knew.
It all works together, the divine family all work together to help one another. This is what I was trying to reveal in Book Three of the Time-Loop Chronicles. Do you understand, the Father and Mother were not saying, wow John is really getting it, let’s bring him home. To the contrary, they were saying, wow John is really getting it, lets use his talents to help our other children. Of course this was always my destiny.
The key is, if I had already understood so much from previous lives, why did I have to return? Isn’t this what so many feel, that they don’t want to return here? So, if I was that far along, why couldn’t I go home.
Why did I have to spend another life here to suffer? The question remains, don’t we all have to understand the same way, via the same path? The answer is no, each soul is different. The soul that has been tasked to do more, such as a teacher, is operating at a different level. They feel it in their deepest part of their soul that they want and need to help others.
Just like here on earth, some work in scientific labs due to their education, prowess and development, while others may work on farms, both are very important, but both are at different levels of awareness.
Those that return home will do so at different levels of growth according to the divine blue print the Parents set out for each of us. Nevertheless, they each will possess one endearing character, in that they will never ever fall again. However, due to what they learned and how they excelled in what they developed will determine what they will do when they return home.
So never compare yourself to others, you are unique and special in your own way. And never think you must become like someone else is. This could have a horrible affect. Our true guide is Christ, and he guides us to the Father and Mother.
Just because one may be the grunt lineman in a football game, and not the Quarterback, doesn’t mean you have any less importance to the outcome of the game. I assure you no matter how great the Quarterback is, if the lineman cannot block for the quarterback, the QB will be on his nether- regions for most of the game, and the outcome will be dismal at best.
As a child, your job is to learn what the Father and Mother have in store for you, it is not to compare yourself to others, for your trek may be different. But never forget the road is difficult, the path is hard, and the journey is long. Therefore, we must learn as we go, until we come to the point where it all begins to make sense.
Ah Ha!
There are times when helping others see the positive side of things and the spiritual aspects sometimes it lacks in offering. At times as an author, or teacher one tends to present the view of complete spiritual control. You see this often with religious figures and their pious showing of religious control.
It is necessary when helping others to reach the pinnacle of expectance, that you share with them the positive potential via experiences through life’s journey. I realize though we don’t live in a world of perfection, and our life’s journey for most is not all that it is cracked up to be.
There is this tendency to feel worthless, or beneath the set requirements of what we should be. As one hears the life experiences of another and recognizes all those moments that seem beyond real, they often feel what is wrong with them? Why have they not had the same experiences? Why is their life so different?
When trying to analyze one’s own life, often they feel they just don’t cut it, or maybe there is something wrong with them. As they look back on their life, sure they might desire to have the knowledge, and move in a positive way towards an endearing future, but they look deeply into their own life’s journey and they just don’t see much that would reveal that they have any worth at all.
Some become frightened, others get angry. The problem is, most do not see much in the way of their life’s journey that has revealed anything special, so they begin to feel what is the use. No one cares about me, I did not have the same experiences as that other person, so I must not be anything special, therefore why even try.
My friends, have you ever tried climbing the side of a mountain on rocky terrain. If so, it is difficult, the journey is perilous, every step is a potential danger. When the rocks tend to slide from under your feet, fear takes hold, sometimes you hang on for dear life on a branch of a tree, or larger rocks above. But one thing is for certain, the path we must follow, albeit similar, not everyone is the same that is walking that path, but everyone is having to deal with the same dire situations. How one handles it may not be the same as another, but each one must continue towards their destination.
The fact is, the journey is wrought with danger. It is not easy, nothing about it is simple. If I had written stories about everything that has gone wrong in my life, that would not be very inspiring or uplifting. In fact, it would be a gigantic downer. There would be no desire to follow that path knowing how wrought with danger it had been.
The writings would not be very stimulating or enriching. There would seem to be no goals to achieve. It would sound depressing and futile. Therefore, when helping others; the foundation must be to uplift to a positive potential revealed by previous results.
And this is the way it should be. The problem lies in the fact, that when others desire to achieve said goals, and then they look back at their life, often they see nothing but a rocky mountain that has been filled with crushing blows, scary and frightening results, and pain.
It is not so easy to visualize someone’s successes, when one feels their entire life has been filled with failure. Sure, maybe it worked for that guy or gal, but nothing has worked for me, they might contend.
It is time I reveal a truth that may help relieve any discomfort concerning this issue. In life, the pains and hurt far outweigh the ease and comfort until you begin to understand the big picture. If it wasn’t this way, we wouldn’t learn.
If people sailed through life as some do, nothing would be there as friction to cause them to ask the serious questions, such as, why am I here? Why is life so filled with pain and agony?
It is these life’s questions that begin to awaken us. Suffering, pain, and discomfort helps us to realize that something is very wrong. I have witnessed people who live their life as if nothing is wrong, nothing happens to them that causes them to ever think about the real issues.
When I have tried to help them it just doesn’t sink in to them that there is anything wrong. Everything in their life is simple. Nothing happens out of the ordinary that causes them to question anything. Therefore, sadly, they are destined for a return trip.
Why is it some live a life of practical ease while others suffer tremendously? Well there are not hard fast answers to all individual cases. I suspect when someone is having an extremely easy life, it is most likely because in a past recent life that their life had been hell. Of course, I am not speaking about the evil ones, who always seem to have a life of ease.
However, the pain and agony of that life didn’t awaken them enough to ask serious questions, so they were given a reprieve, a life of ease to counter that life of torture, however, it also became a curse because now they’re destined to return again.
This brings me to explaining the key of what we experience on the surface, the soul is going through so much more. The soul even though asleep most of the time, is carrying all this baggage from many lives. And eventually it begins to awaken from its long slumber.
Each soul is at various levels of tuning, like a tuning fork using it at different angles or movement create different sounds. These sounds are like triggers, or moments of inspiration or intellect. At times due to the specific vibration we might feel a new energized thought, which then enters the soul at deeper levels and then reveals a mystery, or the, ah ha moment.
What we see within our body mind is so often not even close to the soul mind, therefore when the soul mind can begin to influence the body mind, then we begin to awaken.
The problem is, most are living only in the body mind, and the soul mind is blocked out, almost like in a sense of being possessed. When someone is possessed, another mind takes over the local mind and it cannot fight the intrusion.
As our body mind is in control, the soul mind has less ability. It is then we must begin to go within, sink deeper into thought, allow a new mind to come forward, that which is our spirit waking the soul mind. That is why quieting the mind, as well as deep meditation often helps, because then you release the power over the body mind and move into the soul mind
What I am trying to relay here is, troubles in life, are not to be equated with being rejected by the Father and Mother. They are needed to awaken the deeper mind. Once the soul mind is awakened, we then must use this mind until eventually we reconnect with the spirit mind. This is our true goal. Remember book four, the soul mind is only the projection, or probe sent by the spirit mind.
Therefore, it is the soul mind that is gaining all the information to help us choose. And then when the time is ready we can enter back into our true spirit mind. If the soul mind is not active, there is nothing in the body mind that can ever help you.
Just like taking a big exam or test at school. It is a fearful thing. You want to pass, you know that you need to pass, but there is this fear that you might not be good enough, and you might fail the test. The concern or worry actually causes you to study harder if you truly care.
Spiritually speaking we all feel this way, that maybe we are just not good enough. That is why it is so important to relink and attach back to the Father and Mother in the soul mind to find the spirit mind. The simple truth is, we really are not good enough here. No one is.
As Jesus revealed, why call me good, there is none good but one and that is the Father. Therefore, we seek the Father and Mother and bring them within our deepest thoughts, so they can translate their good over to us to help us endure and pass whatever test we need to. My life is a unique case, because I was being trained how to simplify, and begin to teach others. Now some feel, wow I have not had your experiences, does this mean I am unimportant or maybe the Father and Mother don’t want me?
Remember not everyone is a teacher, each soul has a different frequency. And their job is to fulfill their duty. Just like in school. There is only one teacher but many students, but not even the students are all the same. Some understand more than others. In time students can also become teachers if that is their path.
I say this because even in school, not all students become teachers, nor even desire to. Many go on to other fields of thought and discovery.
While in school, It is the student’s job that excels to help the other students, or to set an example so the other students can also learn. So, what one soul goes through is not indicative of what another soul may be going through or will ever go through. Each soul has a different duty and they must find what it is that they are here for.
Take a football team, not everyone is the quarterback, and often the quarterback is special, they are the ones who lead and guide the team, they must properly handle the ball or pass it off in the attempt to win the game. Now the linemen are not as special, in fact it is a grunts work, where their job is very difficult, but they get very little reward.
However, if the linemen do not do their job, the Quarterback is often useless and has very little potential, and due to the nature of the QB they must also take the blame for the loss. You hardly ever read about other players on the team that failed to their job as the reason the lost. Usually the QB is blamed.
Obviously, everyone on the team is very significant and extremely important, because each one is playing their role for the team as a whole. However, every soul must go through the dark night of the soul. Everyone must suffer to learn. Everyone must go through difficult trials to eventually realize that the world we are experiencing is not our world.
Therefore, do not become frightened or fearful that your life is somehow different than someone else. Or that you have not had the same experiences, which may cause you to feel left out or not important.
Understand, when I teach and reveal things, my life had gone through constant suffering so that I could learn. I never had it easy. To be honest half the time I wonder why I am still alive. If it wasn’t for the Father using me to help others I would have been removed from this world long ago due to the tremendous suffering of both health and attacks.
When I was 19 years old I nearly had a nervous breakdown, because Satan had it in for me, to try to destroy me. Nearly every friend I ever had would turn on me and attack me viciously. Of course, at that young age, I had no idea why it all was happening.
I needed to be taught that there is a time for everything. The next ten years of my life was a life of hell. When I hear people today who tell me they don’t feel like the Father would even want them, or that their life is not at a place they can be happy about. They feel as though maybe they are not important enough.
The fact truly is, I understand that with every bit of my soul. I have gone through it, many times. I can’t even begin to tell you how many times I felt the Father gave up on me. I know what it is like to even wonder if there is anything real or am I just a lunatic trying to find diamonds in a hay field.
It is through these sufferings we learn that we are the ones who become that diamond, we are cut, honed, and polished, and we learn many things through our suffering.
I can simplify and teach about very difficult and complicated subjects with ease because I suffered to understand it all at the deepest levels. Part of learning how to teach is the realization that the students also needs to suffer to learn. And that means backing away and let them figure things out on their own. Giving the answers is great in one sense, but understanding the answers takes personal attrition along with trials.
We must become the living truth-WORD, and not just one who believes things. Thereby we must integrate the Father and Mother within our souls, so they can live within us. I and my Father are one.
Some tell me that they just want to leave and return home. I understand that, but the way back home means much suffering. Why is this? Because, if you are not cut, polished and honed, there is every chance you might return to some of these attitudes that has created this world.
You must be trained, as well as developed character. Now obviously, our lives at any given incarnation does not always reveal our total knowledge and experience-bank. Often much is blocked out due to living in a new life, where we were not raised or trained the same. So, our thoughts will be different, and often our direction in life is unique. It gives off the appearance nothing is really being learned, or that one may not have what they need.
Like I have written before. Some do not want religion or anything to do with it. Yet I have stated, religion is a stepping stone, and everyone must walk through over these stones to get to the next aspect of truth, to understand deeper. If this is the case, why would a person not want anything to do with religion or even the Bible?
Many reasons, some have likely already dealt with it in previous lives and they are ready to take the next step. And they do not need to walk across that path again.
However, if someone is adamantly against the Bible or religion, then they so not yet understand. They are throwing the dirty bath water out with the Baby. My friends’ valid seekers of truth never throw out the bad wit the good nor will they ever condemn the entire operation because they have seen some bad. Great teachers of truth never say, throw away any source of knowledge, they teach how to grow and learn from everything. There are many amazing truths in the bible and for someone to toss it all out is like throwing away a life-saver while floating all alone in the middle of the ocean because you don’t like who designed the float.
However, just because you may appear on the surface, to be different, or unknowing, doesn’t mean this is true. Deep down you have many lifetimes of training, and often it takes a trigger to bring you back to where you were because the soul never forgets it just sleeps.
It is also true, you could be energized in one life to learn and grow, and then the next life there is nothing about you that reveals what you learned in a past life, this is because each life is so different. This scares some people, but you must understand, our lives in each and every moment in time, is but a breath.
When eternity is on the table, our lives are but a moment in time. What you do not remember from the past means you simply do not remember. Therefore, it doesn’t harm or help you. If you don’t know that you have been here many times before, or do not have memory of these events, then what are you missing?
When someone tells me that they don’t want to return here, I say, I understand, but you won’t know this if you return. Because each life feels like the only life unless there is an awakening.
Some believe, I have learned all this in this life I don’t want to come back and start all over. The truth is, no one starts all over, we simply take another trail in our hike to learn more about the surrounding terrain.
Remember, all time is the same time with differing experiences. Whether a hundred lives or thousand, it is really one life which expanded into many experiences. When one returns home, you wont be concerned of how many live you had, you will only be concerned in what your learned. Nothing is ever lost, but you might not remember it in your new body mind. However, when it is time for you to pick up where you left off. You will have this deep uncanny awareness of things that many around you may not have.
I was little boy when I questioned everything about this world. Does this mean I was smarter, or better than others to be so alert so early in my life? No, I had come from past lives where I had learned many amazing things, but I still wasn’t ready, however, I may have been close.
And that is why I was so aware so early. Now some might say, that is nice for you, but what about me or others? Maybe we were not so close. Ah, but you forget, this is not a walk of selfishness, but self-lessness, meaning, I can now be used to help others speed up their process by sharing what I have learned. I can’t awaken one, but I can help the trigger aspect to send someone back on their correct path.
Do you know how many people have written me to say, that they always knew all of this deep down, but it was never organized like this, and now that they see it so clearly it opens their soul to remind them what they already knew.
It all works together, the divine family all work together to help one another. This is what I was trying to reveal in Book Three of the Time-Loop Chronicles. Do you understand, the Father and Mother were not saying, wow John is really getting it, let’s bring him home. To the contrary, they were saying, wow John is really getting it, lets use his talents to help our other children. Of course this was always my destiny.
The key is, if I had already understood so much from previous lives, why did I have to return? Isn’t this what so many feel, that they don’t want to return here? So, if I was that far along, why couldn’t I go home.
Why did I have to spend another life here to suffer? The question remains, don’t we all have to understand the same way, via the same path? The answer is no, each soul is different. The soul that has been tasked to do more, such as a teacher, is operating at a different level. They feel it in their deepest part of their soul that they want and need to help others.
Just like here on earth, some work in scientific labs due to their education, prowess and development, while others may work on farms, both are very important, but both are at different levels of awareness.
Those that return home will do so at different levels of growth according to the divine blue print the Parents set out for each of us. Nevertheless, they each will possess one endearing character, in that they will never ever fall again. However, due to what they learned and how they excelled in what they developed will determine what they will do when they return home.
So never compare yourself to others, you are unique and special in your own way. And never think you must become like someone else is. This could have a horrible affect. Our true guide is Christ, and he guides us to the Father and Mother.
Just because one may be the grunt lineman in a football game, and not the Quarterback, doesn’t mean you have any less importance to the outcome of the game. I assure you no matter how great the Quarterback is, if the lineman cannot block for the quarterback, the QB will be on his nether- regions for most of the game, and the outcome will be dismal at best.
As a child, your job is to learn what the Father and Mother have in store for you, it is not to compare yourself to others, for your trek may be different. But never forget the road is difficult, the path is hard, and the journey is long. Therefore, we must learn as we go, until we come to the point where it all begins to make sense.
Ah Ha!