Post by jerseyamma on Sept 16, 2020 15:01:42 GMT
Keep the lamps Oiled
I must have read 200 books or more in the 90's dealing with the metaphysical, New Age, and spirituality. There was so much information I obtained even learning the Ascended Masters protocols and having all the books by Guy Ballard. As I have stated in my books, that when I was younger, I had already had the secret, but I allowed myself to be trapped into the mind set of this setting that we have been programmed into. And it steered me away from a simplicity that is far greater than all the new age information one could ever offer.
Yet I know now the Father allowed my descent and faulty direction to teach me even greater truths. And that is, if we do not trust the Father and Mother through Christ, we will be led by another spirit. I don't care how you wrap this or spin this, it is a fact. Any spirit beyond the Father is a demonic spirit.
Everything I read and studied and applied during my time of descent in the 90's never worked, it was all knowledge, but nothing ever worked. Even when I diligently applied the so called principles, it simply went nowhere and I still felt lost.
I even studied the Ascended Masters for 5 solid years, and followed it to a tee, but something wasn't right. As with everything it felt good in the beginning, but slowly began to change as the teachings were changing. This is where I learned, unless you have direct access to the Father and Mother via Christ, you will be led by something or someone else. There is no middle ground. This is what the Father was teaching me, that I must know within my heart of hearts that only the Father and Mother can direct and lead us through this damnation of illusion, nothing else is ever going to succeed.
We cannot make changes on our own, we cannot direct our own lives by our own thoughts, because we are programmed to do what is false. I am not saying there are not truths in these other ideological concepts, oh there are, many truths. But truth is like a fruit, if it is not protected by a higher source it will begin to deteriorate. Because everything in this fallen realm is dying. There is no life here.
My friends, I have given you the secret, our only hope is the Father and Mother through Christ. There is no other hope here, everything is truth mixed with lies and when taken will become poison. I cannot stress this enough. I must constantly go before the Father and Mother all the time, because I even become depressed, and suffer through the ignominy of this confused world.
We must go before the Father and Mother to become rejuvenated or become fired up with zeal. We cannot do it on our own. We do not have the wherewithal to accomplish what needs to be done. Of myself I can do nothing, but through the Father and Mother via Christ all things are possible.
You must repeat, I am my Father are one, you must feel the connection, feel the contact. And then live by it daily. Not when you feel like it, or every other week, it must be a daily even hourly connection, or you will lose it. Why will we lose it, because we are living in a faulty realm with a very bad connection.
Do you understand, this is not easy, if it was everyone could do it? The road back to home is narrow and only a few find it, but the road to destruction is massive and this is where the majority follow.
Why do the majority follow the wrong path, because they are programmed to follow it? We are battling the inner workings of our mind to fight against it taking over and leading us astray. Stop giving in to your wrong thoughts and seek the mind of the Father and Mother.
I have had people tell me I must be fortunate to have this contact with the Father and Mother and it is easy for me, but for them, it is almost impossible. MY friends if you think like this then you do not understand even the simplest of equations. It is not easy, has never been easy. It is WAR!!! Some say why does the Father and Mother allow us to suffer so much, why don’t they just make it easy for us. Because they do not want us ending up like the demons. Has it ever entered your minds that how in the world did glorious angels fall from where they were to become demonic gargoyles. It is because the mind changed, and over a long period of time, they became reprobate not only in mind, but also form.
Therefore, the Father and Mother allow us to go through this, we are being tempted in every way like the angels that fell, but because of the plan we can never fail, we are always given new opportunities to learn from our mistakes and make changes in how we go about things, but it may take alternative lives, as in reincarnation.
And the greatest change we all must make is letting go of our WILL and giving it to the Father and Mother. If you do not do this, then you shall remain here. The Father cannot take even a remote chance that we could turn like the angels did if we returned home, and when it all comes out in the wash there is only one truth for both angel and human, and that is, we must never defy the will of our Father and Mother, we must always be directed by the spirit of their will. It cannot happen any other way.
We are now living in the days of Noah, where Satan has total control of this world and he is leading all his children to disobey the ethics and morals of the Father and Mother; all for our selfish lusts of the flesh. These children of Satan are completely disconnected from anything divine, and the true children are allowing themselves to fall prey to these failings.
SO never think it is easy for some and not for others. If you are a child of the Father and Mother it is hard, it is difficult, it is war. We are fighting against natures we cannot even see. We are fighting against fallen angels. We are fighting demonic intrusions of the mind. And finally we are fighting our very own programmed minds.
Now you know why it is so difficult, and why the path is hard and rocky and steep. Do you understand why I will not interact with my readers for the most part, like so many other authors do? Because the information I have given is for life and death. This is not a game. I am not your leader, you are not to follow me. This is the programmed mind of the fallen ones. They want you to follow someone or something, but never the Father and Mother.
When I started this thought, I said, I had read many books about many subjects and one thing was apparent about it all, none of them taught about the true connection of the Father and Mother, not one, not even the Ascended Masters, and that is why it was leading people astray. For even though truth was revealed, it was then stolen away when it taught we have the power unto ourselves to make the changes. This is the lie, the grand lie, and this is why we are all stuck, and continue to remain stuck.
I do not interact because my oil is on limited supply just like yours. The oil is the spirit we have from the Father and Mother, and it needs to be replenished daily, hourly even. Once the oil begins to run dry and the lamps begin to burn out, we are then empty. We will feel nothing divine, we will feel nothing about anything. And we will be turned back over to the programmed mind unto failure.
Many do not understand, how I can see through almost every question, every idea and every thought when people try to interact with me. How can I do this? Because I must do it daily on my own. I know what is going on at every level, and I can see the true motivation of others even when they cannot see it themselves. Am I saying this to attack you? Of course not, I am saying it because I must deal with it on my own also.
I understand where you are coming from, but I know one thing that is absolute truth, if you do not seek the answer from the Father and Mother and rely on them to teach and show it to you, then I cannot help you. Anything I would be giving you would be draining my oil to supplying you.
Have you ever heard of energy vampires, these are individuals who inadvertently challenge you about your beliefs, when this challenge is made, it instantly begins to drain your oil? Because you must dig deep to try to help someone else understand something they may not even be capable of. So, they suck your oil, and then laugh at your stupidity. If you continue this, you shall die spiritually.
Do you understand this is not a game? When others confront you, you have two choices, tell them to go to their source for their answers, or try to give it to them and deplete what little oil you have. Try to look at it this way. A battery goes into a flash light, and when you click the switch it turns on the light. Try seeing the Battery within you as the energy of the Father and Mother.
But what happens when you share this light? What happens when the light is being used? The energy of the battery is being depleted. And the more you use it, the light becomes dim and then goes out.
When we are speaking of oil for the lamps, in the olden times people gained their light from oil lamps, and they used it to see in the dark. After a time, the oil would need to be replenished. If you did not fill the lamp when darkness came you were out of luck. You might be able to get around some, but it would be tantamount to being blind.
In our world it is always dark, and we always need the lamps lit. Which means we always need to refill the oil more often. I have stated that the constant reading of my books helps in this area, because I am teaching to rely on the Father and Mother and that is where we get our oil. If you or I fail to do this, our lamps go out. And then we become blind. Think about that, we once could see and now we can’t see.
We must battle this daily. Some moments we feel as high as kites feeling as if everything is great, and then shortly thereafter we begin to question everything, and we become blind.
I cannot explain this any other way, if you do not try to fill your lamps all the time, you will go blind again. You will fall back to where you were and often even lower. I cannot fill your lamps because I cannot give you the spirit, only the Father and Mother can via Christ. That is why I wrote these books and now it is up to you to follow through.
I don't mind if you ask questions of me, but if I sense the question is coming from confusion because your oil is drained, then I would then simply be being draining my oil to give it to you, but you cannot use my oil unless you have the spirit directing you, and if you did, you would already know where to get more oil. So, it would be like throwing my oil in the dirt. And therefore, often I will not answer.
Remember, from the very beginning I said, my books were designed to help those who have already awakened. If you are not awakened, then neither myself or the books can help you at this time. If you are the true children of the Father and Mother it shall never leave you or forsake you, but you may need more time to develop.
But here is the grand truth, when two or more have the oil and speak to one another, this is like having Christ and the Father and Mother there also. You can be rejuvenated by others who are also using their oil, along with you using yours.
The two lamps create a greater light and oil is not depleted this way, it actually helps to fill the lamps even greater. So, it is best to find others of like mind, and if you cannot, continue to seek the Father and Mother. But never ever replace the Father and Mother for anyone or anything.
I must have read 200 books or more in the 90's dealing with the metaphysical, New Age, and spirituality. There was so much information I obtained even learning the Ascended Masters protocols and having all the books by Guy Ballard. As I have stated in my books, that when I was younger, I had already had the secret, but I allowed myself to be trapped into the mind set of this setting that we have been programmed into. And it steered me away from a simplicity that is far greater than all the new age information one could ever offer.
Yet I know now the Father allowed my descent and faulty direction to teach me even greater truths. And that is, if we do not trust the Father and Mother through Christ, we will be led by another spirit. I don't care how you wrap this or spin this, it is a fact. Any spirit beyond the Father is a demonic spirit.
Everything I read and studied and applied during my time of descent in the 90's never worked, it was all knowledge, but nothing ever worked. Even when I diligently applied the so called principles, it simply went nowhere and I still felt lost.
I even studied the Ascended Masters for 5 solid years, and followed it to a tee, but something wasn't right. As with everything it felt good in the beginning, but slowly began to change as the teachings were changing. This is where I learned, unless you have direct access to the Father and Mother via Christ, you will be led by something or someone else. There is no middle ground. This is what the Father was teaching me, that I must know within my heart of hearts that only the Father and Mother can direct and lead us through this damnation of illusion, nothing else is ever going to succeed.
We cannot make changes on our own, we cannot direct our own lives by our own thoughts, because we are programmed to do what is false. I am not saying there are not truths in these other ideological concepts, oh there are, many truths. But truth is like a fruit, if it is not protected by a higher source it will begin to deteriorate. Because everything in this fallen realm is dying. There is no life here.
My friends, I have given you the secret, our only hope is the Father and Mother through Christ. There is no other hope here, everything is truth mixed with lies and when taken will become poison. I cannot stress this enough. I must constantly go before the Father and Mother all the time, because I even become depressed, and suffer through the ignominy of this confused world.
We must go before the Father and Mother to become rejuvenated or become fired up with zeal. We cannot do it on our own. We do not have the wherewithal to accomplish what needs to be done. Of myself I can do nothing, but through the Father and Mother via Christ all things are possible.
You must repeat, I am my Father are one, you must feel the connection, feel the contact. And then live by it daily. Not when you feel like it, or every other week, it must be a daily even hourly connection, or you will lose it. Why will we lose it, because we are living in a faulty realm with a very bad connection.
Do you understand, this is not easy, if it was everyone could do it? The road back to home is narrow and only a few find it, but the road to destruction is massive and this is where the majority follow.
Why do the majority follow the wrong path, because they are programmed to follow it? We are battling the inner workings of our mind to fight against it taking over and leading us astray. Stop giving in to your wrong thoughts and seek the mind of the Father and Mother.
I have had people tell me I must be fortunate to have this contact with the Father and Mother and it is easy for me, but for them, it is almost impossible. MY friends if you think like this then you do not understand even the simplest of equations. It is not easy, has never been easy. It is WAR!!! Some say why does the Father and Mother allow us to suffer so much, why don’t they just make it easy for us. Because they do not want us ending up like the demons. Has it ever entered your minds that how in the world did glorious angels fall from where they were to become demonic gargoyles. It is because the mind changed, and over a long period of time, they became reprobate not only in mind, but also form.
Therefore, the Father and Mother allow us to go through this, we are being tempted in every way like the angels that fell, but because of the plan we can never fail, we are always given new opportunities to learn from our mistakes and make changes in how we go about things, but it may take alternative lives, as in reincarnation.
And the greatest change we all must make is letting go of our WILL and giving it to the Father and Mother. If you do not do this, then you shall remain here. The Father cannot take even a remote chance that we could turn like the angels did if we returned home, and when it all comes out in the wash there is only one truth for both angel and human, and that is, we must never defy the will of our Father and Mother, we must always be directed by the spirit of their will. It cannot happen any other way.
We are now living in the days of Noah, where Satan has total control of this world and he is leading all his children to disobey the ethics and morals of the Father and Mother; all for our selfish lusts of the flesh. These children of Satan are completely disconnected from anything divine, and the true children are allowing themselves to fall prey to these failings.
SO never think it is easy for some and not for others. If you are a child of the Father and Mother it is hard, it is difficult, it is war. We are fighting against natures we cannot even see. We are fighting against fallen angels. We are fighting demonic intrusions of the mind. And finally we are fighting our very own programmed minds.
Now you know why it is so difficult, and why the path is hard and rocky and steep. Do you understand why I will not interact with my readers for the most part, like so many other authors do? Because the information I have given is for life and death. This is not a game. I am not your leader, you are not to follow me. This is the programmed mind of the fallen ones. They want you to follow someone or something, but never the Father and Mother.
When I started this thought, I said, I had read many books about many subjects and one thing was apparent about it all, none of them taught about the true connection of the Father and Mother, not one, not even the Ascended Masters, and that is why it was leading people astray. For even though truth was revealed, it was then stolen away when it taught we have the power unto ourselves to make the changes. This is the lie, the grand lie, and this is why we are all stuck, and continue to remain stuck.
I do not interact because my oil is on limited supply just like yours. The oil is the spirit we have from the Father and Mother, and it needs to be replenished daily, hourly even. Once the oil begins to run dry and the lamps begin to burn out, we are then empty. We will feel nothing divine, we will feel nothing about anything. And we will be turned back over to the programmed mind unto failure.
Many do not understand, how I can see through almost every question, every idea and every thought when people try to interact with me. How can I do this? Because I must do it daily on my own. I know what is going on at every level, and I can see the true motivation of others even when they cannot see it themselves. Am I saying this to attack you? Of course not, I am saying it because I must deal with it on my own also.
I understand where you are coming from, but I know one thing that is absolute truth, if you do not seek the answer from the Father and Mother and rely on them to teach and show it to you, then I cannot help you. Anything I would be giving you would be draining my oil to supplying you.
Have you ever heard of energy vampires, these are individuals who inadvertently challenge you about your beliefs, when this challenge is made, it instantly begins to drain your oil? Because you must dig deep to try to help someone else understand something they may not even be capable of. So, they suck your oil, and then laugh at your stupidity. If you continue this, you shall die spiritually.
Do you understand this is not a game? When others confront you, you have two choices, tell them to go to their source for their answers, or try to give it to them and deplete what little oil you have. Try to look at it this way. A battery goes into a flash light, and when you click the switch it turns on the light. Try seeing the Battery within you as the energy of the Father and Mother.
But what happens when you share this light? What happens when the light is being used? The energy of the battery is being depleted. And the more you use it, the light becomes dim and then goes out.
When we are speaking of oil for the lamps, in the olden times people gained their light from oil lamps, and they used it to see in the dark. After a time, the oil would need to be replenished. If you did not fill the lamp when darkness came you were out of luck. You might be able to get around some, but it would be tantamount to being blind.
In our world it is always dark, and we always need the lamps lit. Which means we always need to refill the oil more often. I have stated that the constant reading of my books helps in this area, because I am teaching to rely on the Father and Mother and that is where we get our oil. If you or I fail to do this, our lamps go out. And then we become blind. Think about that, we once could see and now we can’t see.
We must battle this daily. Some moments we feel as high as kites feeling as if everything is great, and then shortly thereafter we begin to question everything, and we become blind.
I cannot explain this any other way, if you do not try to fill your lamps all the time, you will go blind again. You will fall back to where you were and often even lower. I cannot fill your lamps because I cannot give you the spirit, only the Father and Mother can via Christ. That is why I wrote these books and now it is up to you to follow through.
I don't mind if you ask questions of me, but if I sense the question is coming from confusion because your oil is drained, then I would then simply be being draining my oil to give it to you, but you cannot use my oil unless you have the spirit directing you, and if you did, you would already know where to get more oil. So, it would be like throwing my oil in the dirt. And therefore, often I will not answer.
Remember, from the very beginning I said, my books were designed to help those who have already awakened. If you are not awakened, then neither myself or the books can help you at this time. If you are the true children of the Father and Mother it shall never leave you or forsake you, but you may need more time to develop.
But here is the grand truth, when two or more have the oil and speak to one another, this is like having Christ and the Father and Mother there also. You can be rejuvenated by others who are also using their oil, along with you using yours.
The two lamps create a greater light and oil is not depleted this way, it actually helps to fill the lamps even greater. So, it is best to find others of like mind, and if you cannot, continue to seek the Father and Mother. But never ever replace the Father and Mother for anyone or anything.