Post by jerseyamma on Sept 16, 2020 10:22:16 GMT
The Dark Night of the Soul
Lately I have been asked, what if one does not feel the connection to the Father and Mother? I have seen some have become frightened, some feel disconnected, some feel as though maybe they do not belong, because they do not have that connection with their divine parents.
I understand, and I have had to tell them they have entered the dark night of the soul. Everyone must go through the dark night of the soul. Imagine you are a child sleeping in your bed with all the comfort and feeling of peace and safety. But during the night, kidnappers enter your room and remove you from you tranquility, and now you are in some dark basement, having no connection to the outside world, and complete separated from your parents.
This would become your dark night. You will feel lost and abandoned, you will feel hopeless. Yet I ask, why have we been placed into a position where we have all experienced this, some greater than others?
Begin to understand, in these bodies, which includes its own mind and computer system, we see ourselves as separated from everything else. We feel alone, we feel disconnected. And of course, in this world using these bodies, that is verifiably the truth.
As I have written, that the male and female are simply a separated projection of the same soul. A soul which has entered two different bodies each one of their own unique makeup. Our conditioning of life that surrounds us is based on our body environment. Therefore, the male is separated from the female portion of our spirit, and thus it feels alone.
When Adam met Eve, he recognized the other half of his soul, and together they felt a sense of completion. Although, marriage in this world does not complete the true soul, often it finds opposites which create a greater feeling of loneliness. There is no difference in our connection with out divine parents. Our body and mind feel separated, senses loss and futility. Often, we cover over these senses by finding things in this world to remove our attention away from our loss.
The problem is, over time, the loss will develop again. And we will enter the dark night of the soul. Until we understand that we are not ever separated from our divine family we will continue to move through the dark night.
I used the comparison as a child being kidnapped, and truly that is what has happened to us. However, our loneliness within the confines of a basement, or dark quarters that we find ourselves within now, is within a body which is intrinsically separated and divided.
We see we are human, we see we have family and friends, everything is outside of us. When we speak to a friend, or a parent or guardian, they are outside of us, they are external. Our entire life conditions us to see everything outside, over there, somewhere else.
The way to move past the dark night of the soul, is we must choose to leave the body mind and enter the spirit mind, which projects out soul. I have written extensively how we are subjugated to two different minds. One being the programmed illusory mind, and the other being our spirit mind.
In the programmed world everything is external. In the spirit world everything is internal. When Christ said, I and my Father are one, he was leaving the dark night of the soul and entering life.
When Christ said, my father, why have you forsaken me, this is the dark night of the soul.
It is when we are left in darkness of death and there does not appear to be any help or assistance. And we feel completely disconnected and cut off. As Christ did, we must also endure the dark night of the soul, where we ask, Father why have you forsaken me.
It is at this point we feel the separation of the program versus our true reality. We must go through this, so we can leave the illusion and enter the light.
I have said it before and it needs saying again, the Father and Mother never leave us nor forsake us. However, he is the difference. If you seek them outside of yourself, they won’t be there.
Let that sink into your mind. The Father and Mother are not out there somewhere, they are not Gods, they are not benefactors, you cannot access them seeking a different city, or a country, or a world. They are not out there in the stars, or other galaxies. All of this is and always has been an illusion.
The Father and Mother are within your spirit, for their spirit is your spirit, and your spirit is their spirit. And thus, you have the mystery, I and my Father and Mother are one.
So, what does this mean? Why is it that so many feel disconnected and lacking this true understanding? Why are they feeling disconnected, why can’t they hear their Father and Mother speak to them, direct them, and lead them.
It is because they are seeking them outside of themselves, and they are no where to be found. They are missing. Ask yourself, when you love a child, or a mate, or a friend, or a pet, this emotion is something that comes from within you. You do not find love or joy outside of you, it must be within you so that you can feel it.
I have taught about the fruits of the spirit, love, joy, peace, patience, faith and so forth... These are powers that you must find within you. No one can give this to you, either you feel it or you don’t. The problem lies in the fact, that we have other thoughts and emotions and feeling that are not part of the fruits of the spirit. Hate, frustration, negativity, pain, suffering and so forth.
We find these opposite thoughts also enter our heart and mind and we do not understand we must choose. If you hate or love, it is a choice. Just because both are there doesn’t mean they are correct. We must choose what is truth and what is error.
How do these thoughts enter our heart and mind? Because those who kidnapped us are also spirits, created by the same divine force, but they fell into depiction and error. However, they can still connect to us within and fill their thoughts into our minds.
So, how does one counteract these thoughts. My friends, do you need to counteract a thought of love, a feeling of joy? No because it is within you. You only need to remove hate and fear.
Once you discover which spirit is sending the energy, you can replace it with the true spirit. Yet, one may still ask, but where is the Father and Mother during all of this?
Oh, my friends, the Father and Mother are the true spirit. When you feel love it is from them, it is them, but love is not lust, it is not about getting, it is about giving.
When you love that new born child, or the special dog or cat you have in your life, it is not about getting but giving.
The dark night of the soul is there to test us and train us to remove ourselves from darkness into the light. But how can one do that? By realizing, they are not disconnected from their divine parents, they are not alone.
You see as the kidnapped child locked in a basement, feels separation, we are never separated, because the Father and Mother are within us, not outside of us. But until the soul realizes this, it senses darkness and loneliness. Some have asked me, I seek for the Father and Mother, but get nothing, no answers, no response, it is dead air. What this would mean is you are dead, and you are not existing, this is simply not possible.
“I think therefore I am.” I have been told, I try to seek the Father and Mother but nothing, no response, you know why, because you are not listening. The response does not come from something out there, it comes from within you.
Do you understand? Do you feel love, then you feel your divine parents? Do you feel frustration or hate, then you are feeling something or someone else?
The dark night of the soul is when one is not connected with their own spirit and heart and they are listening to something else that is dark, foreboding and negative. When all along the truth was simply thought away.
Let’s go back to Christ, “My father, why have you forsaken me?” This was his thought, but let’s change it where Christ then said, My, son I have never forsaken you, never left you, you are my child and I love you very much, hold on, your time of redemption has now come for eternal blessings.
What changed? What Changed was, Christ began to realize, I and my Father are one. He then could script his own Father’s thoughts within his own mind. But how could he do this?
Because how can you! love, how can you! be like this, if you can be like this, the Father and Mother can be this and much more.
Do you understand, you are creating yourself to become like the Father and Mother. But how can you do this? You already know how, you are them at this level. When you love your own child, is this witchcraft, of course not, it is a deep feeling of emotion, that you love and care for this child. Take that same love, and now see how much the Father and Mother loves you. When you tell your mate, I love you with all my heart, tell yourself the same thing and know your Father and Mother spoke to you.
To come out of the dark night of the soul is to realize your Father and Mother live within you, therefore you project their love upon yourself and others.
When you ask a question, when you seek their answers, the secret is always been there, you already know what the answers are to your questions, simply answer yourself with the same love and devotion you would answer your own child.
When you feel the emotion and love towards others, you also feel the love and devotion of your divine parents towards you, for love is their creation, not yours.
My friends, if you truly desire to leave the dark night of the soul, stop seeking that which you want from anything that is separated from you. Everything is within you. Find the truth from the error and then choose.
The dark night of the soul is simply someone that is looking outside of themselves for answers when everything you ever wanted was inside.
I and my Father and Mother are one...
I think therefore I am...
Do you understand now? If not, then one day you will...
Lately I have been asked, what if one does not feel the connection to the Father and Mother? I have seen some have become frightened, some feel disconnected, some feel as though maybe they do not belong, because they do not have that connection with their divine parents.
I understand, and I have had to tell them they have entered the dark night of the soul. Everyone must go through the dark night of the soul. Imagine you are a child sleeping in your bed with all the comfort and feeling of peace and safety. But during the night, kidnappers enter your room and remove you from you tranquility, and now you are in some dark basement, having no connection to the outside world, and complete separated from your parents.
This would become your dark night. You will feel lost and abandoned, you will feel hopeless. Yet I ask, why have we been placed into a position where we have all experienced this, some greater than others?
Begin to understand, in these bodies, which includes its own mind and computer system, we see ourselves as separated from everything else. We feel alone, we feel disconnected. And of course, in this world using these bodies, that is verifiably the truth.
As I have written, that the male and female are simply a separated projection of the same soul. A soul which has entered two different bodies each one of their own unique makeup. Our conditioning of life that surrounds us is based on our body environment. Therefore, the male is separated from the female portion of our spirit, and thus it feels alone.
When Adam met Eve, he recognized the other half of his soul, and together they felt a sense of completion. Although, marriage in this world does not complete the true soul, often it finds opposites which create a greater feeling of loneliness. There is no difference in our connection with out divine parents. Our body and mind feel separated, senses loss and futility. Often, we cover over these senses by finding things in this world to remove our attention away from our loss.
The problem is, over time, the loss will develop again. And we will enter the dark night of the soul. Until we understand that we are not ever separated from our divine family we will continue to move through the dark night.
I used the comparison as a child being kidnapped, and truly that is what has happened to us. However, our loneliness within the confines of a basement, or dark quarters that we find ourselves within now, is within a body which is intrinsically separated and divided.
We see we are human, we see we have family and friends, everything is outside of us. When we speak to a friend, or a parent or guardian, they are outside of us, they are external. Our entire life conditions us to see everything outside, over there, somewhere else.
The way to move past the dark night of the soul, is we must choose to leave the body mind and enter the spirit mind, which projects out soul. I have written extensively how we are subjugated to two different minds. One being the programmed illusory mind, and the other being our spirit mind.
In the programmed world everything is external. In the spirit world everything is internal. When Christ said, I and my Father are one, he was leaving the dark night of the soul and entering life.
When Christ said, my father, why have you forsaken me, this is the dark night of the soul.
It is when we are left in darkness of death and there does not appear to be any help or assistance. And we feel completely disconnected and cut off. As Christ did, we must also endure the dark night of the soul, where we ask, Father why have you forsaken me.
It is at this point we feel the separation of the program versus our true reality. We must go through this, so we can leave the illusion and enter the light.
I have said it before and it needs saying again, the Father and Mother never leave us nor forsake us. However, he is the difference. If you seek them outside of yourself, they won’t be there.
Let that sink into your mind. The Father and Mother are not out there somewhere, they are not Gods, they are not benefactors, you cannot access them seeking a different city, or a country, or a world. They are not out there in the stars, or other galaxies. All of this is and always has been an illusion.
The Father and Mother are within your spirit, for their spirit is your spirit, and your spirit is their spirit. And thus, you have the mystery, I and my Father and Mother are one.
So, what does this mean? Why is it that so many feel disconnected and lacking this true understanding? Why are they feeling disconnected, why can’t they hear their Father and Mother speak to them, direct them, and lead them.
It is because they are seeking them outside of themselves, and they are no where to be found. They are missing. Ask yourself, when you love a child, or a mate, or a friend, or a pet, this emotion is something that comes from within you. You do not find love or joy outside of you, it must be within you so that you can feel it.
I have taught about the fruits of the spirit, love, joy, peace, patience, faith and so forth... These are powers that you must find within you. No one can give this to you, either you feel it or you don’t. The problem lies in the fact, that we have other thoughts and emotions and feeling that are not part of the fruits of the spirit. Hate, frustration, negativity, pain, suffering and so forth.
We find these opposite thoughts also enter our heart and mind and we do not understand we must choose. If you hate or love, it is a choice. Just because both are there doesn’t mean they are correct. We must choose what is truth and what is error.
How do these thoughts enter our heart and mind? Because those who kidnapped us are also spirits, created by the same divine force, but they fell into depiction and error. However, they can still connect to us within and fill their thoughts into our minds.
So, how does one counteract these thoughts. My friends, do you need to counteract a thought of love, a feeling of joy? No because it is within you. You only need to remove hate and fear.
Once you discover which spirit is sending the energy, you can replace it with the true spirit. Yet, one may still ask, but where is the Father and Mother during all of this?
Oh, my friends, the Father and Mother are the true spirit. When you feel love it is from them, it is them, but love is not lust, it is not about getting, it is about giving.
When you love that new born child, or the special dog or cat you have in your life, it is not about getting but giving.
The dark night of the soul is there to test us and train us to remove ourselves from darkness into the light. But how can one do that? By realizing, they are not disconnected from their divine parents, they are not alone.
You see as the kidnapped child locked in a basement, feels separation, we are never separated, because the Father and Mother are within us, not outside of us. But until the soul realizes this, it senses darkness and loneliness. Some have asked me, I seek for the Father and Mother, but get nothing, no answers, no response, it is dead air. What this would mean is you are dead, and you are not existing, this is simply not possible.
“I think therefore I am.” I have been told, I try to seek the Father and Mother but nothing, no response, you know why, because you are not listening. The response does not come from something out there, it comes from within you.
Do you understand? Do you feel love, then you feel your divine parents? Do you feel frustration or hate, then you are feeling something or someone else?
The dark night of the soul is when one is not connected with their own spirit and heart and they are listening to something else that is dark, foreboding and negative. When all along the truth was simply thought away.
Let’s go back to Christ, “My father, why have you forsaken me?” This was his thought, but let’s change it where Christ then said, My, son I have never forsaken you, never left you, you are my child and I love you very much, hold on, your time of redemption has now come for eternal blessings.
What changed? What Changed was, Christ began to realize, I and my Father are one. He then could script his own Father’s thoughts within his own mind. But how could he do this?
Because how can you! love, how can you! be like this, if you can be like this, the Father and Mother can be this and much more.
Do you understand, you are creating yourself to become like the Father and Mother. But how can you do this? You already know how, you are them at this level. When you love your own child, is this witchcraft, of course not, it is a deep feeling of emotion, that you love and care for this child. Take that same love, and now see how much the Father and Mother loves you. When you tell your mate, I love you with all my heart, tell yourself the same thing and know your Father and Mother spoke to you.
To come out of the dark night of the soul is to realize your Father and Mother live within you, therefore you project their love upon yourself and others.
When you ask a question, when you seek their answers, the secret is always been there, you already know what the answers are to your questions, simply answer yourself with the same love and devotion you would answer your own child.
When you feel the emotion and love towards others, you also feel the love and devotion of your divine parents towards you, for love is their creation, not yours.
My friends, if you truly desire to leave the dark night of the soul, stop seeking that which you want from anything that is separated from you. Everything is within you. Find the truth from the error and then choose.
The dark night of the soul is simply someone that is looking outside of themselves for answers when everything you ever wanted was inside.
I and my Father and Mother are one...
I think therefore I am...
Do you understand now? If not, then one day you will...