Post by IW on Apr 15, 2021 9:22:16 GMT
This came from the old forum that was suddenly closed down and so many good posts lost for no good reason (that was given anyhow).
I happened to copy and paste this posting- thinking it was really good, then I lost it until now. So posting it here for our original peoples, you know who you are.
This guy knew how to explain things without so many utub videos, just a good read lol. Best wishes to you out there.
Jimchan 2-14-2018
"E" believes himself to be an extremely powerless person. Look closer to any of his posts, this time you don't need to look at the moon he's pointing, but look at his fingernails.
Being a human, often we have moments of feeling powerless, this is a very normal part of the game, the experiences, it's fair.
But there's a huge different of feeling powerless and extremely powerless. When one feels he's powerless, he's able to notice the feeling, the happening, the "oh I feel weak," this is because previous to the event that makes him feels powerless, he was okay, he was cool, strength, chilled and good. In knowing the difference, a person has clarity on future creation and decision.
Being extremely powerless, is when a person drown in the state of powerless for so long, he's numb to it, or you might say, being powerless is a part of the fuel that's now fueling his state of twisted "power," the energy that moves his consciousness.
Papa Frank made a song about these sort of numbed state, and I think the lyrics is very accurate for most of our weird guests on this forum: And I don't even notice when it hurts anymore, anymore, anymore.
Why this is good to know?
Lately, I reached the dead end of importance for the hard conspiracy side of reality, I don't want or need to chase the dragon of false flags, of "ancient knowledge," of alien facts and whatnot anymore. I started asking some new question regarding evil, an logic-based question instead of event-based or idea-based: are those craving elites really that stupid? Are Bushes stupid? Are satanic folks really that stupid? Are the demiurge, enki, lucifer and those archon stupid too?
Are those folk intelligently stupid?(solve a hard math problem in seconds but foolish beliefs for lifetimes)
Before we go deep, let back up and realize one thing: You give what you have. When you're happy, you want to go around and make other happy, you suddenly buy gifts for your co-worker you barely know, we all felt that before.
"Are those so called evil people so stupid, the best they can have(and give) is this?"
Same goes with other kind of action. I researched serial killers, the action they made might seem complex, but tear out that complexity, and it's a simpleton inside, they are self-loathing, they dislike themselves, and the actions they made, however complex, is just a way to transfer the self-loathing inside them to others. The gift-giver standing upside-down.
Put this formula on Bush and the normal human bloodline and whatnot, it works the same. Many words can be spend explaining them but the conclusion will be the same.
But the next part will be more interesting.
Go to Wayne Bush's trick by the light website, click on that "Alien" page, and on that page, search the word "red," it will brings you a few NDErs' experiences regarding the same entity they call demiurge or whatnot, the builder of this world.
The entity they saw has a serious face, and a flaming eyes of intensity, like all normal NDErs, they are programmed to be afraid of this being, so much so, one NDEr says that the entity's level of seriousness makes him realize he's not the one to mess with.
Let's study that entity and look beyond those flaming eyes. What is "seriousness"? What is "flaming intention"? Is it true power? Hardly. The seriousness and flaming intention are false selves trying to cover that true self, protection the true self, which in this case is weakness.
Think about it, why would someone want to be *that* serious, what happened to him? Failures, lots of failures, and failures are caused by errors and imperfections and weakness, which itself are bad things, these things grow you up, but in having a false self to protect those errors and weakness, only means that it didn't help the person grow, the person is still hurting, not able to let go, in this way, the more serious the entity is, the more unhealed he is, and no matter how serious his face is or how much flames his eyes have, he's still having those weakness, afraid to be looked through and looked at.
When you truly grow out of your errors, traumas and whatnot, you don't have to protect them anymore, you don't need flaming eyes and serious face. You are child-like, you can afford to be look-like-a-stupid-naive-person because you know how to deal with those who try to harm you, it's those who don't know how to would form a serious face or put on some scary tattoos.
You will never meet a person that wants you to fear him but don't live in fear himself.
True power means unblocked self, means realized errors, grows, and anti-seriousness. It applies on so many things, beliefs and truths are some of them. If you are serious about your truths and beliefs, it means they are weak, and somehow deep down, you know they will fail, that's why your seriousness is protecting them, that's why you need group to strengthen them, that's why you never bored of the same youtube channel that put out different videos that repeating the same thing.
A bit more about fear. Fear is okay, it can be your friend, it's easy to buy the idea of "being fearless" in the new-age field, too easy, but it's of idiocy. Fear makes you aware of a dog turd and avoid it, fear makes you throw away that bowl of noodle when there's a rotting rat in it (Disgusted is a part of fear). Now imagine when Lisa truly believes the idea of being fearless that the NDE angels told her. I don't want to be around Lisa without a gas mask.
Let's have a fluidly balance of things, on top of that, place a silent observer. When needed, use it to look through all masks and found the balance in things, and in knowing their balances points, a dot of "freewill" will appear, the freewill that is mutual and instant, if you respect it, it respects you, if you give/agree others their freewill, you will have yours activated in true form too, you can only give what you have, and in having freewill in its true form, it(you) will let you do ya things on a largest(infinite) possible spectrum depends your current state of playground.
When the observer is not needed, let it rest, and do your important non-important things, play your life, ping pong is silly and serious at the same time.
PS: Of course, there is a higher unfocused way to look at the bigger picture of "being evil," which will neutralized it and make it indecipherable between evil and good, on that level, they are the same, and because they are the same, it's meaningless to discuss that in a practical or experience way. It's like discussing a color that didn't exist while buying corset for your lady.