Post by Lavender on Nov 8, 2020 1:17:36 GMT
Hello everyone, I'm new here so my apologies if this is not the right place to post this, I am still getting the hang of things
I would like to open up discussion about synchronicities and touch on my experience with them and what meanings I believe they have.
As I have discussed in other threads, the catalyst for my "awakening" was the use of psychedelic substances. It was through those experience I came to understand the illusion of duality. Unfortunately, one of my experiences led me down a dark path of cynicism and loss of faith, what I believe may have been a "Dark Night of The Soul", in which I temporarily forgot everything I had learned, my heart filled with hate and disdain for other humans and I was convinced that we were all nothing but flesh robots with no chance of relief except through death leading to non-existence. I had a lot of suicidal impulses and I planned to commit suicide eventually so that I would never have to be at the mercy of another human, if I ever felt I needed to escape I could take control and do the deed myself. Deep down I knew that there was a chance that if I ever did it, I may end up coming back to this life over and over until I learned to confront the pain I was so scared of. Nonetheless, the thought comforted me so I had solidified it as my plan to escape this life.
Now I am certain one of my lessons in life is to stop running from pain and to confront it through spiritual transcendence. I stumbled upon this forum recently and it has helped me to integrate what I have learned, I am certain now that this human vessel is not me which fills me with so much relief.
Back to Synchronicities:
During the time that I was spending looking within and exploring altered states of consciousness, I started to experience a lot of synchronicities. It started happening specifically when I realize that this place we are experiencing is a simulation of some kind. To this day I still have them fairly often.
I would talk to my partner about getting copies of a book together and then boom! The next day at the thrift store I would find two copies of said book right next to each other.
At work I would have a song playing in my head and in that moment that exact song would start playing on the radio.
I've lost count of how many times this has happened to me and to be honest...It always creeped me out a bit. My theory is that we are either tuning into the matrix and subconsciously predicting what is about to take place. Or the matrix is directly speaking to us. Maybe both, maybe it has always been speaking to us and only after awakening do we realize it.
Feel free to share your insights or experiences if you'd like!
I would like to open up discussion about synchronicities and touch on my experience with them and what meanings I believe they have.
As I have discussed in other threads, the catalyst for my "awakening" was the use of psychedelic substances. It was through those experience I came to understand the illusion of duality. Unfortunately, one of my experiences led me down a dark path of cynicism and loss of faith, what I believe may have been a "Dark Night of The Soul", in which I temporarily forgot everything I had learned, my heart filled with hate and disdain for other humans and I was convinced that we were all nothing but flesh robots with no chance of relief except through death leading to non-existence. I had a lot of suicidal impulses and I planned to commit suicide eventually so that I would never have to be at the mercy of another human, if I ever felt I needed to escape I could take control and do the deed myself. Deep down I knew that there was a chance that if I ever did it, I may end up coming back to this life over and over until I learned to confront the pain I was so scared of. Nonetheless, the thought comforted me so I had solidified it as my plan to escape this life.
Now I am certain one of my lessons in life is to stop running from pain and to confront it through spiritual transcendence. I stumbled upon this forum recently and it has helped me to integrate what I have learned, I am certain now that this human vessel is not me which fills me with so much relief.
Back to Synchronicities:
During the time that I was spending looking within and exploring altered states of consciousness, I started to experience a lot of synchronicities. It started happening specifically when I realize that this place we are experiencing is a simulation of some kind. To this day I still have them fairly often.
I would talk to my partner about getting copies of a book together and then boom! The next day at the thrift store I would find two copies of said book right next to each other.
At work I would have a song playing in my head and in that moment that exact song would start playing on the radio.
I've lost count of how many times this has happened to me and to be honest...It always creeped me out a bit. My theory is that we are either tuning into the matrix and subconsciously predicting what is about to take place. Or the matrix is directly speaking to us. Maybe both, maybe it has always been speaking to us and only after awakening do we realize it.
Feel free to share your insights or experiences if you'd like!