Post by jerseyamma on Sept 18, 2020 10:35:41 GMT
The Process
As time moves forward it becomes imperative that everyone on the narrow path goes through a process of trials and tribulations accompanied by much sacrifice. It is like the hobbits on a path to the fires of Mordor on mount doom, having to battle against every enemy known and unknown to simply rid oneself of the power of the ring, which has taken over the minds of humanity. The ring in this case is the world.
I look back in my life and I remember the process, it was trying and very difficult to get to where I am today. At times you come up against brick walls and if you fail to move through or around them, you shall stagnate until you can.
Back in the 80’s it was the most difficult time in my life. I had spent up to 30-years inside a religious belief, being around people who were more than friends they were family. When I began to awaken to the reality of my so-called spiritual world that surrounded me, and how there were so many flaws not just in our beliefs, but in the people, including myself, everything began to take on a new light.
It marked the beginning of the most difficult journey in my life because I was filled with loneliness and fear of the unknown. I was trapped not even understanding why. I was lost after I had believed my entire life we had found the elixir of truth and knowledge just to discover, we were still on a path to nowhere.
I have never revealed to the general public that which I suffered. The brutality of treatment by others, the attacks, the scorn, the ridicule simply because I wanted to believe but it was becoming harder and harder when I saw the fruits of everything I held dear to my heart turn rotten to the core.
The 80’s was a decade of separation between what I thought was real from fiction. I became very ill for years, suffering and being near death having to maneuver through the most difficult time in my life nearly all alone.
By the 90’s I began to realize there was no real help out there, I needed to find once and for all the secret, the message of truth, and then I began a decade of study. A decade of removing false teachings and replacing them with more viable options.
I went through it all, studying and reading hundreds of books and other materials. I studied other religions, but all I discovered was they were all the same, even though the doctrines may be somewhat different, they all followed the basic path which led to nowhere.
I then got deeply embedded into the Alien path and agenda. Trying to seek out knowledge of what these beings who have been spoken about as far back as the Indian Sanskrit writings. This then led me to the Sumerian Cuneiform Tablets and the knowledge of the gods.
I then slowly morphed into Gnosticism, and learning about those who were ridiculed and vilified simply because they believed in a concept of knowing internally rather than having to be instructed by flawed humans. I then for several years studied deeply into the Ascended Masters. This then led me to learning deeper about history, the illusion of time and wars. The manifestation of deception and confusion. It then led me into the esoteric, the mysteries and all the hidden knowledge from the different secret orders.
For a little more than a decade I was given understanding and knowledge that far surpassed most of humanity. This is not bragging, it was tens of thousands of hours of study, experience, and ultimately learning wisdom.
I became a walking vehicle of knowing multiple concepts and ideologies. I wrote hundreds if not thousands of articles online. I had just finished another book. And then all of a sudden, the real test, the real truth about reality finally struck home.
I began to realize there was no clear path, no one had all the answers. Everything was hit or miss. We are living in a land of confusion where lies are the foundation and deceptions are the building blocks. Yes, everyone had something of value, everything I studied contained some truths. Yet in the end there was nothing but emptiness.
And then as a little child I began to cry out to my divine Spiritual Father and Mother. I began to ask them for help because nothing I had done amounted to a hill of beans. I may have had great knowledge. I have often said, I have forgotten more than most people will ever learn in a single lifetime. And yet what did all of it do for me?
That was when I realize a simple truth, and yet most will never grasp or have this truth until they are ready. I began to realize that when I was a child I already knew everything that I needed. That trust and faith in the Father was the apex, the ultimate, the true reality of all things. Everything else was window dressing.
I remembered back when I was a child how miracles followed me everywhere. I believed, trusted and had faith and it shined like a bright sun. Others witnessed it through me, it was real, it was true, and it was the only path to ultimate freedom until I became wise in my own eyes and thought I could do it by myself.
I now understand, knowledge of itself is useless. Some have great knowledge but they do not have peace. They do not have spiritual awareness and strength via faith. They believe knowledge will ultimately save them. It is tantamount to giving someone a sling shot and sending them to the front line of a war.
We were not sent here to excel and become all wise and all knowing, we came here to learn why the angels fell, and how all the wisdom, knowledge and technology that existed could not save them. We came to learn that we turned against the only source that had our best interest at heart and the only one that could change our reality and focus was cast off as nothing.
We came here to be humbled as that little child that needs to solely rely on their parents. Yet we have been rebellious, thinking we don’t need our Parents, that we can do it all. We exist in a world of death We are led by deceptions and illusions because we believe mastering the game of death somehow brings success in spirit.
We think we are all wise because we are filled with knowledge. Let me tell you, it is worthless unless it can be balanced by our connection with our Parents. All the knowledge of this world before and after offers us nothing in return if we are not connected to life. Because ultimately we continue to remain in death.
It is like how we all struggle to live so that we can witness our future, and yet our future, everyone’s future here is death. As we are alive today, over 150,000 people die today. What about their world. What about their dreams and desires. Poof... all gone.
And yet in the illusion that we exist within, more and more are born everyday to take our minds of the fact that millions die each year. Giving us this false hope that living in this world is a reality, when it is nothing more than a repetitive deception, called hell.
Most everyone I knew or aware of growing up in this world is now gone. They are gone. We cannot share intimate moments. We cannot enjoy each others company. No longer can we experience life with each other. But somehow we think since we are still here for the moment, it means something.
My friends we have been conned, and the ultimate con is we keep believing in something that is not even real. We still believe we are going to crack the ultimate code. That we are going to resolve our dilemma. Yet for ages of time known and unknown... no one ever has.
The world moves on and goes through people like a lawn mower cuts grass. And still we have deceived ourselves that we can become smart enough to figure it all out. If only we had enough knowledge? If only we were smart enough we could unscramble the code of this world. Yet the wisest of men and women before us could not do it.
There were people of the middle ages during the renaissance that had knowledge that far surpasses most anyone alive today. Yes, including the scientists of technology. Yet they could not figure it out. This is why the true process is very difficult because we must unlearn what we have learned. And then place our hope and trust in the only ones that can offer reality in this illusion.
This is why I gave you the ultimate answer in all of my books and it was very simple in that it revealed, myself nor you can do it. We cannot save ourselves. We cannot move beyond the limits of this false creation until we seek for reality.
If you desire reality then you must trust in the only source that can create reality. You cannot trust in the illusion to reveal realism. I still have people trying to teach me more about the illusion, wanting me to read this or that work. My friends, it is useless, because it offers nothing.
No matter how much knowledge anyone has, they still cannot by will walk away from this illusion back into reality. There is only one source that can help maneuver past the game frame of this illusion and that source is reality. That source and the only source is the Father and Mother via Christ.
There is not a fallen angel, alien, demagogue, past or present of this universe that can walk away from this illusion back into reality. And yet they created the entire structure of this lower realm and they still cannot do it.
My friends the process is difficult, but the answer is exceedingly simple, as Christ said, my yoke is easy. We simply rely and trust in the Father and Mother via Christ. It doesn’t matter how smart you are. How intelligent you are. The wisest of man is foolishness unto the Father. If you trust and have faith in the Father and Mother via Christ everything you need will be supplied to aid in your exit. The first shall be last and the last shall be first. When it all comes out in the wash, the Father will take care of those who trust him no matter how much one may know.
My friends, release the Krakken, which has been controlling the soul, and the body, the illusion of this world. And fight hard to regain reality simply by complete TRUST and FAITH.
There are times I must push people away, even towards offense, because they do not understand the simplicity of these words therefore they are wasting my time and theirs at this period. It is better they suffer the indignation and wrath of the rebellious nature in all, than to try to serve their needs, because it will fail.
Unlike most religions which place a limit on our ultimate success, I have no such desire. I know time is limitless for all the true children to eventually return home. Some need to come back to the illusion, maybe many more times until they can understand this simple truth. So there is no need to force the issue, if someone is not getting it, it is simply not their time. And I have no fear about their ultimate destiny, I realize it just takes time.
As time moves forward it becomes imperative that everyone on the narrow path goes through a process of trials and tribulations accompanied by much sacrifice. It is like the hobbits on a path to the fires of Mordor on mount doom, having to battle against every enemy known and unknown to simply rid oneself of the power of the ring, which has taken over the minds of humanity. The ring in this case is the world.
I look back in my life and I remember the process, it was trying and very difficult to get to where I am today. At times you come up against brick walls and if you fail to move through or around them, you shall stagnate until you can.
Back in the 80’s it was the most difficult time in my life. I had spent up to 30-years inside a religious belief, being around people who were more than friends they were family. When I began to awaken to the reality of my so-called spiritual world that surrounded me, and how there were so many flaws not just in our beliefs, but in the people, including myself, everything began to take on a new light.
It marked the beginning of the most difficult journey in my life because I was filled with loneliness and fear of the unknown. I was trapped not even understanding why. I was lost after I had believed my entire life we had found the elixir of truth and knowledge just to discover, we were still on a path to nowhere.
I have never revealed to the general public that which I suffered. The brutality of treatment by others, the attacks, the scorn, the ridicule simply because I wanted to believe but it was becoming harder and harder when I saw the fruits of everything I held dear to my heart turn rotten to the core.
The 80’s was a decade of separation between what I thought was real from fiction. I became very ill for years, suffering and being near death having to maneuver through the most difficult time in my life nearly all alone.
By the 90’s I began to realize there was no real help out there, I needed to find once and for all the secret, the message of truth, and then I began a decade of study. A decade of removing false teachings and replacing them with more viable options.
I went through it all, studying and reading hundreds of books and other materials. I studied other religions, but all I discovered was they were all the same, even though the doctrines may be somewhat different, they all followed the basic path which led to nowhere.
I then got deeply embedded into the Alien path and agenda. Trying to seek out knowledge of what these beings who have been spoken about as far back as the Indian Sanskrit writings. This then led me to the Sumerian Cuneiform Tablets and the knowledge of the gods.
I then slowly morphed into Gnosticism, and learning about those who were ridiculed and vilified simply because they believed in a concept of knowing internally rather than having to be instructed by flawed humans. I then for several years studied deeply into the Ascended Masters. This then led me to learning deeper about history, the illusion of time and wars. The manifestation of deception and confusion. It then led me into the esoteric, the mysteries and all the hidden knowledge from the different secret orders.
For a little more than a decade I was given understanding and knowledge that far surpassed most of humanity. This is not bragging, it was tens of thousands of hours of study, experience, and ultimately learning wisdom.
I became a walking vehicle of knowing multiple concepts and ideologies. I wrote hundreds if not thousands of articles online. I had just finished another book. And then all of a sudden, the real test, the real truth about reality finally struck home.
I began to realize there was no clear path, no one had all the answers. Everything was hit or miss. We are living in a land of confusion where lies are the foundation and deceptions are the building blocks. Yes, everyone had something of value, everything I studied contained some truths. Yet in the end there was nothing but emptiness.
And then as a little child I began to cry out to my divine Spiritual Father and Mother. I began to ask them for help because nothing I had done amounted to a hill of beans. I may have had great knowledge. I have often said, I have forgotten more than most people will ever learn in a single lifetime. And yet what did all of it do for me?
That was when I realize a simple truth, and yet most will never grasp or have this truth until they are ready. I began to realize that when I was a child I already knew everything that I needed. That trust and faith in the Father was the apex, the ultimate, the true reality of all things. Everything else was window dressing.
I remembered back when I was a child how miracles followed me everywhere. I believed, trusted and had faith and it shined like a bright sun. Others witnessed it through me, it was real, it was true, and it was the only path to ultimate freedom until I became wise in my own eyes and thought I could do it by myself.
I now understand, knowledge of itself is useless. Some have great knowledge but they do not have peace. They do not have spiritual awareness and strength via faith. They believe knowledge will ultimately save them. It is tantamount to giving someone a sling shot and sending them to the front line of a war.
We were not sent here to excel and become all wise and all knowing, we came here to learn why the angels fell, and how all the wisdom, knowledge and technology that existed could not save them. We came to learn that we turned against the only source that had our best interest at heart and the only one that could change our reality and focus was cast off as nothing.
We came here to be humbled as that little child that needs to solely rely on their parents. Yet we have been rebellious, thinking we don’t need our Parents, that we can do it all. We exist in a world of death We are led by deceptions and illusions because we believe mastering the game of death somehow brings success in spirit.
We think we are all wise because we are filled with knowledge. Let me tell you, it is worthless unless it can be balanced by our connection with our Parents. All the knowledge of this world before and after offers us nothing in return if we are not connected to life. Because ultimately we continue to remain in death.
It is like how we all struggle to live so that we can witness our future, and yet our future, everyone’s future here is death. As we are alive today, over 150,000 people die today. What about their world. What about their dreams and desires. Poof... all gone.
And yet in the illusion that we exist within, more and more are born everyday to take our minds of the fact that millions die each year. Giving us this false hope that living in this world is a reality, when it is nothing more than a repetitive deception, called hell.
Most everyone I knew or aware of growing up in this world is now gone. They are gone. We cannot share intimate moments. We cannot enjoy each others company. No longer can we experience life with each other. But somehow we think since we are still here for the moment, it means something.
My friends we have been conned, and the ultimate con is we keep believing in something that is not even real. We still believe we are going to crack the ultimate code. That we are going to resolve our dilemma. Yet for ages of time known and unknown... no one ever has.
The world moves on and goes through people like a lawn mower cuts grass. And still we have deceived ourselves that we can become smart enough to figure it all out. If only we had enough knowledge? If only we were smart enough we could unscramble the code of this world. Yet the wisest of men and women before us could not do it.
There were people of the middle ages during the renaissance that had knowledge that far surpasses most anyone alive today. Yes, including the scientists of technology. Yet they could not figure it out. This is why the true process is very difficult because we must unlearn what we have learned. And then place our hope and trust in the only ones that can offer reality in this illusion.
This is why I gave you the ultimate answer in all of my books and it was very simple in that it revealed, myself nor you can do it. We cannot save ourselves. We cannot move beyond the limits of this false creation until we seek for reality.
If you desire reality then you must trust in the only source that can create reality. You cannot trust in the illusion to reveal realism. I still have people trying to teach me more about the illusion, wanting me to read this or that work. My friends, it is useless, because it offers nothing.
No matter how much knowledge anyone has, they still cannot by will walk away from this illusion back into reality. There is only one source that can help maneuver past the game frame of this illusion and that source is reality. That source and the only source is the Father and Mother via Christ.
There is not a fallen angel, alien, demagogue, past or present of this universe that can walk away from this illusion back into reality. And yet they created the entire structure of this lower realm and they still cannot do it.
My friends the process is difficult, but the answer is exceedingly simple, as Christ said, my yoke is easy. We simply rely and trust in the Father and Mother via Christ. It doesn’t matter how smart you are. How intelligent you are. The wisest of man is foolishness unto the Father. If you trust and have faith in the Father and Mother via Christ everything you need will be supplied to aid in your exit. The first shall be last and the last shall be first. When it all comes out in the wash, the Father will take care of those who trust him no matter how much one may know.
My friends, release the Krakken, which has been controlling the soul, and the body, the illusion of this world. And fight hard to regain reality simply by complete TRUST and FAITH.
There are times I must push people away, even towards offense, because they do not understand the simplicity of these words therefore they are wasting my time and theirs at this period. It is better they suffer the indignation and wrath of the rebellious nature in all, than to try to serve their needs, because it will fail.
Unlike most religions which place a limit on our ultimate success, I have no such desire. I know time is limitless for all the true children to eventually return home. Some need to come back to the illusion, maybe many more times until they can understand this simple truth. So there is no need to force the issue, if someone is not getting it, it is simply not their time. And I have no fear about their ultimate destiny, I realize it just takes time.