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Post by ninurta4 on Sept 22, 2018 6:50:43 GMT
Allegorically described of course...This is symbolically describes the events that could go on throughout your life over an extended period of time on end...with only periodically brief poses as shown in the video as well... Where everything in your life seems to go totally wrong... Feeling abandoned and misunderstood, alone, emotional, psychological and sometimes physical pain...without any hope of it ending....at its Peak ( when its about to end) it dramatizes itself as an intense inner emotional torture and turmoil symbolizing the complete Death of the Ego.... As in the complete eradication of it... And in the video its shown what it truly takes to remove it... It's no easy task...its not a walk in the park... It takes pain to remove the ego...extreme pain ..it takes experiences and life events and eventually the peak of the dark night of the soul as Intense internal emotional turmoil as the last of your ego remnants are churned and tossed and shaken around uprooted and melted in that "eternal fire" in the furnace... That's true alchemy...the transmutation of base metal (ego) to gold ( pure awareness).... Basically the impurities ( ego and all its desires and attachments and thought patterns) are burned out to only leave gold ( awareness) behind....which is the resurrection after death...which is shown in the video... Whether the biblical character as Jesus ever existed I don't know, but its that experience that truly made him "Jesus"... It's an experience that every so called self-realized individual must go through...because its the ultimate end of ego and birth of your true essence...
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Post by ninurta4 on Sept 22, 2018 7:47:15 GMT
Michael Molinos, whose Spiritual Guide came so close to the truth that it provoked a Papal Decree in 1687 proclaiming, "Anyone found in possession of this book will be excommunicated," also wrote on this time of trial: "When God crucifies in the inmost part of the Soul, no creature is able to comfort it; nay, comforts are but grievous and bitter crosses to it. And if it be well-instructed in the laws and discipline of the ways of pure love, in the time of great desolation and inward troubles, it ought not to seek abroad among the creatures for comfort, nor lament itself with them, nor will it be able to read spiritual books: because this is a secret way of getting at a distance from suffering."(
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Post by dark horse on Sept 23, 2018 3:40:58 GMT
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Post by ninurta4 on Sept 23, 2018 6:56:41 GMT
It's a really dark place indeed dark horse... But without darkness how would you know light? But the funny thing is that when you're in this darkness its when you get to really see... You realize that in the light you weren't seeing at all, that you were totally blinded out by the so called light but in this dark night you really see the truth of who have been all along, how what you imagined yourself to be isn't what you were deep down infact you realize that your self-image was an automatic after-effect of the darkness in you you were trying to hide... You realize that you were darker than darkness itself and there's no way you could reaches so called enlightenment with all this darkness in your that you were trying to cover up with up "imagining figures of light", practicing spiritual techniques and reading spiritual books and actually creating another illusory and dangerous identity--- a spiritualized ego... A more subtle and more insidious ego that convices you that you've arrived and are making it and are actually enlightened if that's the right word to use... But your higher self knows better... You can fool yourself and even everyone but not it... It is the forger who's refining Gold... So since he can see impurities only he can, he initiates you into the dark night and keeps plunging you in it over and over till he notices the gold is pure... He keeps withdrawing it from the furnace to examine it for any residual impurities ( during this time you're getting the periodic poses that help you reflect on the progress of your Ego eridaction...the more ego is removed the more you can "see" truths on your own) if he sees a trace of impurities however small, he plunges you back into that 2000 degree Celsius fire until you're pure of yourself... Until there is no more "you" until you've "washed yourself from YOURSELF"... It's a true cleansing indeed, the initial cleansing through spiritual practice was emptying your soul of impurities but this last cleansing is removing you... You have to go to... You can't stay... And that means death of you... And you're not give up easily without a fight...the ego wants awakening so long as it can also be there to partake of it but then at the highest pinnacles of self-improvement the ego realize that there is no way you're make the final step with it around... It's hit with the shocking and painful truth that its the main hindrance to realization of truth...that it has to go to... It had cooperated and let go of its so called worldly attachments and made itself pure of desires but there is one desire that's left that has to got to, the desire to become enlightened...the desire you arrive....the desire to be totally free...the desire for peace, joy and bliss... That "desire" is because of the presence of the ego... The real you is those things so it doesn't desire them... It's the ego which doesn't have them and can't have them because of its very dysfunctional nature that wants them and those things can't co exist with the ego either the ego gotta go or you're never have them or will have an illusion of them like most Masters and gurus who become enlightened without the Dark night and think they did something right than others and that's why they didn't go through the hell of darkness...the furnace.. But once the ego realizes the inevitability of this and your higher self has already made the decision that you're gonna have to go through it, there's no other way...no moe ego in your life... Then your ego realizing this betrayal, prepares itself for a fight...an intense fight where it'll throw at you/ your higher self everything its got... It'll unleash all the demons you've been hiding all these years...and you'll see how these demons have been creating unfortunate experiences for you through out your life but you had to explain them away or justify them by some "theory"... These so called demons which are more like your true shadow... Trust me is soooooo scary you could have never guessed that you had it hence all the efforts you ad the ego unconsciously used to hide away from it, to burrry it, to hide them totally from your awareness... By facing these demons you suffer tremendously because they're the pain you've accumulated over the years, lifetimes, childhood... They're very dark to be called demons indeed... They're the very obstruction and hindrances to true awakening/enlightenment... There's no being free without facing them and going beyond them... They sit at the very door to heaven/nirvana/awakening... Hence the fairytales of the Dragon hoarding gold or the virgin that you have to slay first... You have to face that dragon, with its fire and fight it to the ground in order to access the treasure/ virgin ( which symbolizes your true essence or self) ... This is the same story allegorically told of the fight between light and darkness...of the fight between archangel Micheal and the devil where the devil is on the ground and the angel stepping on it with its spear about to slay it... The devil symbolizing your shadow, and the angel symbolizing the light of your higher self which is showing you your darkness and you're shocked and realize you're actually undeserving of that which you condifendtly felt deserving... You're "sorrowful unto death" because of the pain you feel while you face your own darkness... You realize there's no devil darker and more evil than you, you were just name calling others I.e AIF because your ego was unconsciously afraid of facing its own darkness so it projected it on others and labeled it on them and called itself pure and better, how so Ego'ish!!! How so devilish... Accusing others for your own darkness.. Making yourself an angel of light... Shame on you hahaha... The dark night will sober you up.. It will beat the living shit out of you... It'll put you on the road to true maturity and ownership... No more projecting, no more blaming...you are the devil with which you fear... With which you have been hiding from... So the Ego will try to resist as much as it can the fire of the higher self...it'll try yo be strong through it thinking its something temporary so if it waits it out it can go through it... But the higher self knows better, it'll keep it in the furnace and even dial up the heat just to crumble it down and melt it to nothingness hence why you Jesus tied to that altar in chains is repeatedly beat, harder and harder, he tries to remain stronger but they intensify the beating and even bring new heavier and more damaging tools and beat him till every last beat of his strength is drawn out, till he can't even support himself with his legs anymore.. Jesus in the video and the pain his going through symbolizes what the ego is going through in the furnace and trsut me you feel exactly that pain he's feeling minus the scars the physical damage...but psychologically and emotionally you're really wounded ime the Ego... So Jesus there is the Ego... When the ego is beaten so hard and sees no other way out, sees that all its hopes of waiting it out till its over so that it can resume its egotistical ways..when it sees that there is absolutely nothing it can do to get out of the fire regardless of all the tantrums its throwing at God/ higher self then it finally says " Father, not my will, but thy will be done" because its will has been crushed totally, its no longer there...it can't do anything to get out of that's misery so it surrenders...it gives in... Whatever happens I don't care, because there's nothing I can do... You're in a place you don't know how you got there and don't know how to get out...so your last option is to surrender. . But surrendering isn't enough, you're given a brief pose maybe a day or two to marvel at the work that has been done to you, you're like " wow now am more humble...am realizing am truly nothing...ive never accomplished anything on my own...it was all illusory...there was a background reality that made all my so called efforts possible and fruitful...without it i would be able to do anything...so personal will is an illusion...its pretentious..like a little child playing with her toys and be living they're truly cars and imagining a fantasy where they work" Then after that you go into more pain again as the forger plunges the gold back into the furnace for further purification, still more hidden impurities you can't see but the higher self can... You're given your cross you stumble along with it bruised and in intense emotional pain its almost driving you nuts... And you realize you're going through this alone and no one can help you...no one can..because no one understands...not your friends, not your family...no one.. That's what you think at the time before you google it or something...but in the mean time no one...while everyone is happy and going about there lives not feeling what you're feeling ( this is symbolized by the people standing by and watching as Jesus stumbles with that heavy cross) you go on feeling pain and you can't understand why... You keep asking "why why"... Like job you keep asking " why me father?" Like David I'm the psalms you keep lamenting where that sweetness and bliss and peace and love you felt for God before had gone...why have you forsaken me? .. And once on the cross and you've been nailed to it perfectly and are bleeding from left to right tears flowing like a cascade and everyone is watching and not feeling what you're really feeling at all...that fire of pain burning inside you... Your ego which is you actually looks up to sky like Jesus and says " Lord, why have you forsaken me??......" Like Jeremiah you ask God end your life there and then... Like Moses you just wish he's wipe off the face of earth because that the only way you think you cab be free of the pain... But then after Jesus collapses finally and no more strength and his last breath and resistance is withdrawn..he 'dies'.... The ego dies finally... Totally... Forever.....and on the third day he rose again. .. Essence... Your true self...starts to emerge slowly as glimpses into the spiritual dimension...the ultimate reality...you see the world for what it truly is...an illusion...youre seeing it from vision you never seen it with before...you even think you're going mad or are crazy or something... You realize that even the pain was illusory it was of the ego but not this true original you now...which is one with life...one with the creator...humbled to the very core.. You realize that there is only God and you were an illusion...you were just an imagination in his mind...now that you are gone only he remains...as you...youre not united finally...youve always been...you were just under the illusion of being separate... You were never separate.. You're not now free from the cycle of birth and rebirth but from the illusion of it because it never existed except as an illusion...its your ego that incarnated not you.. You are life itself, paradoxically, both personally and impersonally... You are in you but in us all.. That's the divine paradox...you realize that your personally God as you but also impersonally as him all over.. Your will is totally gone so you can't do anything but surrender to the present moment and all it unfolds you can't fight the present moment anymore because the fighter is gone the ego...your lower mind is still there containing all the data you had gather all throughout your life...all the information you know...as in your name, people etc etc all that... But its now quiet it only thinks when you tell it so...buy it can't think on its own because the illusory master is gone-- the ego... Youre still technically there but as something else...someone else..even people tell you you've changed...youre friends and family do... Such is the effect of being crucified... You noticed that after Jesus rose again he was a completely changed man.. More peaceful... Loving..and more like light...all that was symbolic...and he may have existed like they show but the story is more symbolic than literal I think... Am not sure if he was put on the cross or not but the story is deeper than its shown.. So such is the gift of darkness... Such is the gift of going though hell... Such is the GIF of pain...such is the gift if the negative.. As Carl Jung puts it " its often said that no tree can grow and reach heaven unless its roots grow first and reach hell" you have to go to hell first before you can go to heaven.. A lot can be said about the dark night of the soul this is just the tip of the iceberg...i could go on and on and on but this is it.. At least at the moment for me..
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Post by ninurta4 on Sept 23, 2018 15:38:14 GMT
When you've done enough spiritual practice... Have meditated and educated yourself very well on all spiritual subjects and have began to see some spiritual glimpses, insights and a few psychic abilities... Have developed your nervous system very well, its strong now and can contain and stand super strong higher vibrations of truths... You have noticed a remarkable change in bodily, mental and emotional stability and health... You feel good about yourself people even feel good when around you because of the positive energies you emit... You have some incredible core truths under your neck and share them here and there with everyone and anyone whenever you can...
You've developed some sort of pychic abilities and so know your third eye or whatever is opened...you k ow something about kundalini awakening... You do meditation daily... But then you still wonder why am I not getting there? I still feel oscillations... I'm still hungry I wanna know the whole truth, you see truth keeps uncovering itself over and over leading to new and infinite books that contain incredibly knowledge but then you ask yourself is this it? Will continue to read and read and read ad infinitum? Where's is that thing yogis or masters call finding all truths inside because i seem to find most of it outside with only brief and far distant apart insights here and there... Isn't there another way to know truth without sweating it like this?.. You scream to your higher self please I'm tired of this endless search for truth in this way, I wanna find truth within me not books.. I wanna see it within me not read that Buddha said this and that...i wann see it for myself... How do I know its truth then or am just doing verbatim of what they said which may or may not be true...
So your higher self says " Are you sure?" " Are you really sure?" " Are you really sure you can handle the truth and its initiation wherefore?" Ofcourse the higher self knows by now that you're ready... It knows you're ripe now... It knows you're ego is ripe... You're spiritualized ego is very well grown and ripe to be taken down now... To be taught what truly Love is...to feel it...not what it has known or read about... This spiritualized ego could be Christian who's really feeling that he's at the pinnacle of his understanding of divinity or God... Or a master yogi who's thinking he's arrived in nirvana with just a couple of meditation techniques done so well or had that mystical vision of seeing " lights and feeling joy and seeing infinity from the vintage point of brahman/God"
It's only when he ego is truly ripe that this next and probably last initiation that's place... The ego has to grow and evolve in itself... It is the ego evolving and doing spiritual practice not you... You can't 'do'... You know no doing..you're just 'being'..but you had to play a game of doing hence you assumed a character and quality of being and we this Ego...the personal me...the separate me with a name, personal interests including spiritual awakening and all that... When the Ego/You reach the level of intense spiritual practice and are actually enjoying it and feeling yourself coming closer and closer to the truth then you are ripe... Time to devour you then... What do you do with a fruit that's ripe, say a mango or orange fruit? You devour it tastefully but the ego doesn't know this... You don't know this... Even you know he ego is the obstruction to truth and are actively trying to remove and eliminate the ego, that intention is only skin deep... The deeper parts of you aren't about to give you up like that... They are actually you... You're dual, the good you that does spiritual practice and the ugly you you're trying to run away from by doing that spiritual practice ofcourse all this is unconscious...
So for this spiritualized and ripe ego to be crashed it had to be crucified on the cross.. That divine love and bliss which it depended on has to be withdrawn so that sees the futility of its existence... It has to go through the desert ( Egyptians going through the desert) before arriving at the promised land cannan... And the walk across the desert folks is one long walk and it could span of a couple of years with the leading champion bring Mother Teresa ( 50 years) she really knocks the hats off many spiritual seekers... Buddha 12 years... Most accounts I've read online range from 10 - 20 years even 30... So the period is unpredictable and is unique for everyone depending on karma and the goals your higher self has for you in store...Mine went on for two decades of which I am aware of in this current incarnation ofcourse...
It's ending is characterized by an intense dark night of which St.john of the cross calls the Dark night of the spirit... This is one in which you face your demons head on, face to face... You're in a ring with that dragon or dangerous serpent or whatever in its dungeon...in darkness..and behind it is the treasure pile and you know there is no other way to get to it except THROUGH... It's now or never...now or nowhere... You can never go back anyway, you're stuck between two worlds..the old world which doesn't want you and the new world which has seemed to block you.. The dragon is between you and the new world... The dragon is the you have been building up over all these incarnations and in this lifetime your childhood pain... This dragon is what in the bible the call the " you which is but is not and yet still is" it is the you that you are but believe you are not, did that sink in well? It's your darkness and there is no way you would have even geussed its that dark...
You wonder what you were doing all these years with spiritual practice and thinking yourself an evolved being and being of light.. You look back at how you judged others and claimed how helpless you are yet now you're even way more helpless... You're actually wayyyy below them... You're so dark people would see you in pitch dark because of the contrast you make hahaha...
Anyway the dark night is a good thing...not while going through it but after going through it.. You'll never know its benefits while in it but after it..
It's funny how truth is multidimensional no matter how much I'm trying to put it in a linear fashion it can't work out... There are truths that keep popping up above other truths that make the point/description of truth clearly but I can't find away to fit them in as well.. So at some point we're gonna have to accept the futility of trying to explain truth with the mind and know that it can only be realized and pointers or descriptions of it to one who's not seeing it at that Moment only give them 2% of the whole truth .. So its a painful struggle to explain it.. For example lately I've only been realizing how the bible can be easily misunderstood.. It contains a lot of truth... In fact alot... Probably the most fully packed book but its too multidimensional... You gonna to first work on your higher mind in order to understand their truths... You gonna have to have that higher vision first, the bible in itself isn't gonna give it to you... You're going to have to find it first before the bible can make sense to you and every other spiritually advanced book and philosophy for that matter...
The ultimate truth can not be found in any book but in you... The books will only make sense to one who has found it.. But they in themselves can be misleading ok not them but their interpretation through a linear Mind I.e the ego..
So the ego gotta go... You have to go... Yes you have to die.. Imagine how scary that makes you... Yes you're going to have to die eventually .. You're going to have to sacrifice yourself fo the divine anyway...at some point.. Without your death there can never be a birth of the divine.. You and God can not live together in the same body..ofcourse its a paradoxical truth, you already coexist infact it's only he and you're only an illusion in his mind... So he's gonna have to wake up from believing you exist...thats how the merging works.. You don't feel yourself merging with him... You die and he exists as you..so you have always been him...and he/You are unlike what you think... What you call power as an ego is totally different from your true essences power..infavt to your ego you'd look more powerless...but far from the truth you're now more powerful that you've ever been and will ever be.. I can't describe it you're gonna have to see it for yourself..
YOU wake up from the illusion of 'self-improvement'..there Is and never will be nothing to improve...its your ego improving...its the small whiny you improving... With your death, scary as it seems, comes the birth of a divine child..comes you..God..both personal and impersonal and God isn't what you think... Your ego only distorted and made expectations of what God/union would look like..its very funny when you get to see it.. You've indeed been "living in a dream world neo"...
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Post by ninurta4 on Sept 23, 2018 18:14:53 GMT
In the jesus' crucifixion video, the soldiers that are doing all those atrocities and painful acts and beating him up and rejoicing in his intense pains...totally indifferent to his pain and suffering are your own demons... are you past suppressed emotions over multiple lifetimes and especially childhood... You've been in agreement with them all these years and doing as they please, of course unconsciously, and now you want to part with them? and now you wanna go your own way? you say you're tired of this, of living like this? of living in fear and secret hatred? "who are you to say that, we made you who you are!!!" they shout out at you angry and so pissed they wanna tear you up... But you look at your past life, how its been panning out, what you've achieved, all the so-called mistakes and misfortunes you've landed in and created because of your shadow self...all the negative and angry people you've pulled in your life in the past that are reflections of your darkness...and you hear a calling in your heart, deep in the furthest reaches of you soul saying "come my child, you don't want that anymore, you've graduated that...time to move on to higher levels of being, more selfless ways of being" and so with the courage and nudge given to you by your higher self you proceed on and carry on bravely...
Your shadow selves/ demons curse you "Traitor!!!! You'll pay for this...you're not leaving us that easily" so jesus chained at the altar drama breaks loose...hell befalls on you...prior to that for-seeing this, you ,like, jesus you go to a rock in seclusion at the Garden of gethsemane with his disciples (figuratively of course, because you say this in your heart) and pray Matthew 26:36-42 "O Father, if its possible, let this cup pass by me, but nevertheless not my will, by thy will be done" "If this cup can't pass by me without me having to drink of it, then not my will, father, by thine done"
Let this cup pass by me, meaning if there is another way i can receive salvation without the upcoming emotional and psychological pain and turbulence (its a keen to endogenous depression) then let that be the one i take but if not, not my will but thy will be done... This is symbolic of our inherent human nature to avoid pain and seek pleasure...to avoid the dark and seek the light alone... so in order for God to teach him unconditional love/acceptance of things/life he shows him that there is no other way but through...no other way to reach God but to go through with the crucifixion.... So in the bible its symbolizing the conflict between our higher self and our lower self i.e ego, the one you're mostly identified with and know as you... So deep down he knows he has to be crucified and die for our sins but his human nature seeking self-preservation and comfort and i.e avoiding pain which is understandable says "if possible, let this cup pass by me"... a cup full of a bitter drink but you're forced to drink...so you're asking if it could pass me by and go to someone else but not "me"...
So his higher self being stronger because it has chosen this dark night experience ( crucifixion ) for him nudges him to go on with the crucifixion..."there is no other way son" whispers the divine voice... and so he returns to his disciples finding them asleep and tells them "the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak" you get the idea right?...
So your ego must proceed through the dark night and it faces real hell indeed...your demons ( the soldiers in the video) really through themselves at you with everything they got... this really messes up your emotional and mental state you feel like going crazy...you feel hateful, anger, shame, guilt...basically everything you've ever suppressed... It's all shown to you in video format, something takes you in your past all the way to childhood and shows you how your past life karma played out in this lifetime and all the darkness it caused you to commit innocently...you're like "no way that can't be me" but wait, this isn't all... You're shown every bit of darkness in you...darkness you didn't know and can't believe it was in you all along but you know very well in the depths of your knowing that that's you..Yes it was you doing all that...it really feels like judgement day because it so is....its the true judgement day talked about in the bible where "even the dead will rise again to be tried" the dead being your past suppressed sub-personalities that have been influencing you from behind the scenes but were "dead" to you because you weren't consciously aware of them..
Suddenly your whole life now makes sense, and all this while you're feeling intense pain...intense emotional turbulence...anger you never thought was in you rises up to the surface and takes hold of your body, you clench your fists and grind at your jaws...with that anger comes the memories of where it was used and where it was first got...usually most is in childhood because that's where your past life karma plays itself out perfectly...its more of a repetition of the past, an imitation... You suddenly understand your misfortunes in your past, all the bad luck you had in the past that didn't make sense... At the same time you wonder why you alone are in this mess, in this pain...no one in your personal life you'd seen go through the same things...only you... so you wonder? why me Father? why me to go through all this hell? You feel like you're being tortured at the expense of others because in a way yes you are... You're dying for all our sins because remember the pain you feel isn't personal...its not yours alone...its the pain of the whole world...the sense that there is a separate you from others was only an illusion which is one of the things you discover after the dark night is over..
The darkness you were being hit with is the darkness of everyone on the planet that you had picked up made your own because the Ego by its very nature is sticky...it traps molecules of emotions and thoughts and thought-patterns in the "air" i.e mass consciousness and then makes them its personal own.. it attached itself to a collective story and tailored it to make it uniquely its... all your pain is all our pain...we share the same pain and you only get to find this out in the dark night of the soul...where you feel the pain while everyone else is happy and even if you tell them about your so called "depression" they think you're crazy or are doing something wrong in your devotion to God or aren't doing meditation well or some other reason to convince you that something is wrong with you..
Because for them the lid is still on...the demons of the world haven't leaped into their consciousness "yet" but in time they will, maybe in the next life...or two or three or 10 but eventually they will too...its our pain and everyone must feel personally one way or another because personHood is an illusion...it's a good illusion that'll duped you to go about stepping on other people's toes, hurting and cursing them just to get away in life...even judging them and despising them...its a divine plan in order to experience the illusion of individuality because in truth i.e reality, individuality in only imaginary...yes folks, imaginary...
So when all hell breaks loose and the ego starts to disintegrate which is shown in the jesus video as the ground and the buildings' floors breaking apart and collapsing symbolizing the final collapse of the ego's foundation and structures, then the illusion of a "me" washes away...you realize there is no "me" never was except in God's imagination which is now your imagination..because his mind has become yours now and you're seeing how you imagined yourself and you laugh out loud, "wow what an illusion" you say to yourself....very convincing one but am glad i've snapped out of it now..
You are imagined by you...you of course can't imagine or comprehend this because you're using your ego to imagine or try understand this...and your ego knows simple mental thought-form imaginations so that's why its like "are you nuts? how can i be an imagination, a thought form?" well in the mind of God i.e your higher mind, imaginations look like you LOL now laugh at yourself haha..
That's the divine paradox folks...scary, ego-shattering paradox but nevertheless relieving... you'll be free of all your insecurities and wake up from the illusion of limitation...you dont transcend limitation but the illusion of its existence...don't stress your ego's mind trying to imagine how this is possible because it can't.. but you'll get to see it for yourself in time..
So the ego is the glue that traps collective pains and thoughts and rearranges them to become personal...realizing this you become nothing...."hey this is not me"....by becoming nothing you're coming close to discovering your divine self...because its only after becoming nothing i.e dying to your illusory self that God peeks through...that you realize and nothing and only God is...there has only been God there will always be...you have only been an illusion... i mean think about it...there was only God in the so called "beginning" which of course is an illusory beginning... so God to play division and many, he couldnt reduce himself because that's impossible...God can not reduce himself to small creatures but there is one thing he can do...he can imagine himself to be reduce....key word there "imagine"... he can only imagine himself to be you, a dog, a plant and so on...but the background reality is the one him unchangeable because he can't change...what can he change into LOL? he's the only one there whatever he's try change into would be him again but again in that unified dimension there is no doing but being so what does he do instead, he "imagines" everything.... he imagines limitation, duality, the world, suffering, pleasure, the ego (which is you currently reading this and going about your daily life) but to you i.e the ego....pain, suffering, pleasure,duality.limitation is so reaaaaaal...its REAL, you're feeling it now aren't you...so while you're still an illusion you cant comprehend whats outside the illusion... YOU cant imagine that the whole world in and of itself is barren and can do nothing without the background reality enabling it to do so... You realize that the things you call pleasurable aren't pleasure in themselves but the "pleasure" is the background reality....you feel the pleasure/joy within don't you?... Your work or whatever you're passionate about and currently enjoying isn't enjoyable in itself but the joy and excitement you feel doing it comes from the depths of the soul... Sex isn't blissful, the bliss you feeling during it is within the soul...beyond the soul even...in the background reality... Nothing is what it seems..
Causality falls by the wayside....saying this causes this...A causes B..B causes C....eventualy appears like nonsense when you're receiving the revelations of the dark night... All causes are illusions... gravity, electricity, the rotation of the earth around the sun...the centripetal force...this virus causes this and that...this technique works when you do it... all that physical and conceptual assertions fall by the wayside...because in the dark night you realize that all those things in themselves are impotent and barren...they're pretentious...they only pretend to work but in reality they don't work... There is one cause and its divine grace...it's only God... a technique works, a theory works, planets revolve around the soon because GOD WANTS THEM TO... LOl they wouldn't work if he didn't because they're illusions and insubstantial...gravity, magnetism, electricity is only real to us i.e the ego but not God... This explains all the anomalies you see in life and scientists face....of course when this happens to scientists (egos) they create another theory around it ad infinitum even a metaphysical reason is illusory too...the real reason is God...
Psychic abilities aren't powers in themselves...They're illusory too...you can't own them...they're universal but the ego tries to personally own them... "I" can teleport and whatnot...all that's still in the illusory world...
Anyway the dark night truly shows you the truth but at the cost of you...at the cost of pain...are you willing to sacrifice yourself? of course when it comes you can't say no because even your will is illusory it only works because God has permitted it so..as in your will is a superimposition on the divine will it is always in alignment with the divine will...so part of waking is waking up from the illusion that you've ever been against God lol...you've never and never will because this simulation was created by him and designed by him so the rules and evils and misfortunes and mistakes and damages are done by him and par his will...see? the illusion is believing you're making progress which you're not...this teaches you humility and U.L when you finally see that your efforts are like those who are still "asleep" because even you too are still asleep pretending to be awake if you judge others that they're still asleep...
You've never been in misalignment with your higher self never...its just that at some point he just calls your nonsense quits and wipes you off his eyes...you're the wool on his eyes...so he just wipes you off and sees for himself...you're no longer needed.... and this happens when your ego has evolved enough and starting to rot from within because its too old now ( hence the common new age term Old soul), it has went through so many trials over the lifetimes its worn out and starting to tear down hence why you're way too egotistical than others...you feel more above than others or that you no it more...you're very rebellious to everything, the system, everyone...so you're too old now and could cause trouble like an old bull, so you gotta be taken down lest you cause more harm to yourself or anyone else...so God takes you down...because only he can...because you won't listen to anyone else...you're hardcore discerning and super independent, you feel like you don't need anyone at all...even God... so he has to take you down this time..you're too dangerous to yourself and the system at large.... "it's a wound only allah can heal" - says prophet Mohammad... So you're finally taken into the dark night and cleaned of your ego...your old ego..your old self...you know those old people who get so old and start to be angry and throw tantrums and curses to everyone they meet everywhere and happens to pushe their buttons ...that's you at this stage... you hate the gov't, the AIF, the system ,cowards, the economic system, the political structure....you're so tired of everything...you're seek of the world...you cant't live in it anymore...in fact you're starting to influence others in what a dangerous world it is....of how evil E.T are influencing us...of how we gotta escape from the grid and go somewhere safe where we can smoke our cigarette and live in nature...you're tired of this madness...you don't wanna participate anymore...you're sick and tired of all the wrong things about the world...you have to escape....maybe death could do but wait there are E.Ts waiting on the other side they'd add to my misery i gotta find a way to bypass them so that i can go to "orion" and smoke a cigarette and drink wine with other old and sick and tired souls like me...
Well there and then when you see someone like this you've met and old soul...an old ego...it's on the verge of being taken down by the divine...only God can heal it of its misery not a book, not escaping through the grid, because its old from within not without...its ego is so old its wrinkling and its egoic fresh is itching it...it can't move without the knee bones making a sound...arthritis is killing it...that's why its tired of this world that has given it all these pains and hits and scars....its literally dying from within...it can't live within society that's why it seeks seclusion to research and read books alone.... and at last God plunges it into hell to cleanse it of its old skin..it must shed it like the snake sheds its old skin...you shed your oldness...your ego... with alot of pain in the eternal furnace...it has to be so because you have a lot of dirt and residue karma from being sooooooo old... Gosh you're so older...older than the manifest universe itself...
Your only salvation is to renew you...through pain....and when its done you come out new...fresh and younger than before...you come out like you came into the illusion the first time...you're like a little child now...amazed at the world...its new beauty... The economic system , political whatever, fluoride in the water, yaldaboath and the queen's experiment theories don't bother you anymore..you don't care anymore because you're outside them... whether the queen is still another ego out there striving for her own salvation in the larger matrix i don't know...how can i be so sure she even exists?i mean i just read it remember? im done with things i read, but the things i experience here and now....like is here in front of me...not in my head somewhere in the galaxies... if am to go there then i'll know about them but in the present moment of then... whoever are there can continue to enjoy their own present moment i'll enjoy my own here as it unfolds on and on every second...
Lucifer, AIF puuuuuffff!! all those are ego characters in the grander so called multidimensional illusion or matrix.... its an illusion within an illusion... Some shaman in africa seated on a rock in his animal skin knows this LOL...he's in a state of utmost calm and bliss and a "peace that knows no understanding" as jesus puts it... There's nothing to know for him but to be... He's illusory identity as a village character, shepherding cattle has faded away from him and has been wiped off God's face and he's now God seated on that rock looking at his beautiful world with utmost humility and content... he sees nothing wrong with the world because his will and the divine will are one...they're the same...so whatever is happening is because God has willed it so and so it is perfect in itself...there is nothing to change about it... there is nowhere to go...there is nothing to understand and comprehend... there is just being....existing and living... finally you become a child again...you close all your books and theories and researches and go back and interact with the people... celebrate with the people... live with the people... start life anew... get a new job if you had forsaken it for your cosmic researches... fall in love with the people and go wherever God takes you my friend..
no more cursing and blaming and fighting...you enjoy the company of the so called unconscious people because you dont know them as the ego but as God who lives in them.... you fall in love with everyone totally.... there could be good and bad moments but you'll rejoice in the too because you have no will, no resistance anymore... life perfect in its imperfections... you love life...you love God...you love you...you love everyone and every creature... there is no more to know except that which lands in your present moment anymore...
Anyway this text is long enough already so let me stop here i could go on and on because it feels so good to write like this...but for economic reasons i'll have to stop here and until next time.... im literally sweating LOOOOL hhahah
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Post by ML on Sept 24, 2018 1:46:29 GMT
JVP has an article with the same title The Dark Night of the.pdf (103.09 KB) === In my view : THE SOUL will experience this 'NIGHT' half the time while still manifested in dense matter. Because the Soul is just a garment that we use in manifesting/playing/projecting/'living'/experiencing the 3d/physical GAME/LIFE. without the soul we wont be here. WE ARE SPIRITS of TRUE LIGHT. the struggle is. the creator of this world was able to put a TRANCE on us and was able to split us in TWO. ( * I hope to learn how this really happened ) one HALF is here now with your identify ( me as miron_lang in this forum ) and the other HALF outside of this MATTER WORLD. our task is be WHOLE. maybe some have already done this....but we should make sure. FLESHLY DESIRES of STRONG EMOTIONAL pull will be our CHALLENGE. the more attachment we have on EARTHLY PLEASURES the farther we gonna be from our SPIRITUAL GOAL... LOVE AND WISDOM to all of US Thanks
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Post by ninurta4 on Sept 24, 2018 3:35:31 GMT
But I don't think we have to be whole miron... The miron on this forum must dissolve so that the miron who's both personal and impersonal ( who's already whole btw) can be REALIZED... He can only be realized...not 'made'.. There's nothing to make...and that's the divine paradox... You're in the process of perfecting yourself but at the pinnacle of your perfection you'll realize that even the process was illusion although necessary... That's how crazy it is
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Post by ML on Sept 24, 2018 3:47:56 GMT
But I don't think we have to be whole miron... The miron on this forum must dissolve so that the miron who's both personal and impersonal ( who's already whole btw) can be REALIZED... He can only be realized...not 'made'.. There's nothing to make...and that's the divine paradox... You're in the process of perfecting yourself but at the pinnacle of your perfection you'll realize that even the process was illusion although necessary... That's how crazy it is the CRAZIER the better hahaha for as long as that is your own conclusion then that is the TRUTH to and for you. there are more than 7 Billion unique journeys out there Thanks!
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Post by ninurta4 on Sept 24, 2018 4:01:36 GMT
Hahhaa very well indeed and the crazier thing is that when you open your mouth to speak truth you only speak your own truth you can't be able to speak or imagine some else's truth... And you're right there are many truths within the matrix, as in many journeys towards it...so it'll sound different... But I believe there is but one truth... If we haven't agreed on it then somewhere we haven't arrived to it...because there's only one mountain top although different paths to it ( but these paths aren't truths in themselves... They're paths to it... They in themselves are not truths but illusions of it) and once we're at the mountain top we're able to look at each other and be like " Yes mate we see the same thing... Yep my truth is your different...theres no difference...am just using different wording to point there...im just using different colors on my sign posts to paint it..but the shapes and characters on the painting are the same as yours" I think that is truth... It must have one meaning but different descriptions depending on experiences, culture, language depth and all that...
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Post by ninurta4 on Sept 24, 2018 9:52:28 GMT
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