1 Preface 2 Table of Contents 4 (1) My Fathers Book 6 (2) Finding the Clues 15 (3) Th e Missing Journal 23 (4) The Hidden Messages 26 (5) The Gateway 29 (6) Day 1 - The Waiting Room 33 (7) The Three Clay Jars 45 (8) Day 2 - Copies helping others 55 (9) Trying to Remember 65 (10) Day 3 – The Two Creations Matrix 71 (11) The Vivid Dream 95 (12) Day 4 - The Land of Nod 101 (13) The study of extraterrestrials 118 (14) Day 5 - Aliens - R - US 125 (15) Programming Computers 132 (16) Day 6 – The Womb of Creation 150 (17) Review of the womb of Creation 154 (18) The Blind Leading the Blind 157 (19) Day 7 - Mystery of Nothing Thoughts 175 (20) The Two Moons 190 (21) Day 8 – Prophecy Enigma 197 (22) That Was an Eerie Coincidence 206 (23) Day 9 – Mystery of Synchronicity 213 (24) Retrospection o f the Future 220 (25) The Phantom Coma 228 (26) The Glass Menagerie 236 (27) Day 10 – Cosmic Solar Generator 246 (28) Moving into the Past - Future 257 (29) Day 11 – The ‘Day of The Lord’ Nibiru 271 (30) Dis’CERN’ The Time – Loop 291 (31) Day 12 - 13 th Century Europe 298 The Lost Journal Page | 5 (32) Death and the After - life 313 (33) Day 13 – The Transition 317 (34) Where did I come from? 326 (35) Day 14 – Secret of Caelestus Pater 330 (36) The Land Before Time 332 DISCLAIMER 344
I just finished rereading this book. One thing that hit me in the Lost Journal is when William realizes that he doesn’t need to find the clues, that the clues (the keys, codes, etc) will find him. He also realized that his life is his personal diary or journey. This hit me hugely, because I realized that I am keeping a journal as well, including all the insights and clues I get from mom and dad and I am amazed how many there are. It is a combination of insights I get from the F/M, but also insights from the book and other gnosis, which I internalize and often they remind me of personal experiences, helping me in better internalizing it or awakening the gnosis in me. Just to give you an example, when I had just started rereading the chapter of the Day of the Lord in the Time Loop Chronicles 2, I had a nightmare the night before I read the rest of the chapter. In my dream, someone was breaking into the apartment block where I live and right before they were at my door, I woke up. I didn’t get the true message at that moment, but when I read the rest of the chapter the following day, I truly got it, when the Chief explained how Jesus warned us that we need to be prepared not to have anybody breaking in into our house (our personal Panem Vitae).
My parents also e.g. showed me how I need to live more in the moment. It is by showing me personally, that I can better internalize it and truly have them entrench my soul mind. They showed me how I was externalizing/moving my consciousness from the now moment to the future or past (which is okay, if you are prepared and focused). But, when you are not focused, your thoughts can become vulnerable for attacks and thus become darker (fears, emotions, etc). They also showed me (and this reminded me of what Hans said) that when you truly want something to materialize in your life, that you need to BE or BECOME what you want, i.e. in the NOW. It is by internalizing under the guide of your parents; that you truly grasp what it means! I was already guided by my parents in what happened with the car accident I went through, they made me realize everything will be okay. But in a next step they made me see with my soul eyes, how to reach goals in life. The Panem Vitae is truly amazing if you are really ready to receive it! The same goes for what you HAVE to do after you die. We make it so complicated, while in fact it is so simple. It just takes what William told his father Walter when he died: “You just follow the darkness (i.e. away from the fake light) and while doing that, you listen to your inner Panem Vitae that will lead you to the True Light." It is THAT simple, become that child in you!
Thanks Blossom for the post. It's been great reading them.
I agree, it is simple/not complicated, but it isn't easy or automatic by any means to follow that still small voice from M/F.
I can say from years of experience that internalizing the lessons I needed to learn and still need to learn (and that is all personal to me and my own weaknesses) that this is a constant process.
Is it burdensome? No its not a heavy weight, but once you are awake to certain aspects of yourself, there is no "off" time.
It sort of amazes me that our biological, physical bodies and ego mind are so WELL programmed to "the PROGRAM".
The laziness, the excuses we make/give ourselves do not go away no matter how long the internalizing process has gone on. It's self delusion to think that any of this is a one time process.
I think this is the part for me that takes the meaning of "being as a child". In the situation we are in, in the world, there is no going it alone and thinking we can "be spiritually mature" on our own without M/F after so many lessons, like a graduation. It does not happen here, IMO.
That voice of M/F that leads us internally, only exists in the now, everything else is the false/ego mind.
I am visually imagining a vine like a grape vine. Without the structure part of it, it will fail. This is what I found after a quick search.
A support is needed for grapevines to keep the new shoots or canes and fruit off the ground. If the fruit is left in contact with the ground, it will likely rot. Also, a support allows a greater area of the vine to gain sunlight and air.
I definitely agree with you Irishwome, it is a never ending process and we cannot do without the Father/Mother! I hope my post didn’t make you think I would think to be able to do it on my own My last sentence “it is THAT simple” was just something I needed to understand, because I always used to panic about how to escape after death, while in fact we just need to let ourselves be guided by and have faith in our parents. This biological body and the ego mind are indeed very well programmed, something I realize on a daily basis. We will always need the F/M, that is for sure. But how I see it also, is that the more faith you have and trust in the F/M or M/F, the more you will spiritually grow and the less you will be drawn to fear or other e-MOTIONS, the less you will keep stuck in that up- and down going spiral. Growing spiritually is possible, but only with the help of our F/M.
No, I didn't think anything like that Blossom> I can relate to what you say about the panic feeling of what will happen at death. So many people want to know what to expect, trying to get themselves prepared in whatever they think will be helpful.
This is something that drew me to start reading the WPP, - that Wes seemed willing to give some answers to this. Correct answers? I'm not so sure, but many people are looking for a specific.
The problem is that there are no "real" external answers on what to expect, what to do. We won't know or be sure, until after...right?
It's all about internal. Our awareness and emotion can waver from moment to moment, but if our connection to Source is strong, than we already "know" what to do when we need to. We've experienced this already many times in the now if we've been doing the work, so it won't feel confusing--it'll be more of the same, and depending on our experiences of this more of the same internal guidance, there won't be fear, it will be confidence and peace from within, which won't be overwhelming since that has been growing also.
For what you quoted about following the darkness, this hints to not following ANYTHING you see since this implies you won't be SEEING anything in the dark. <If we follow our internal guidance>
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merlin: I recommend looking into veganism/vegetarianism, and the use of insects as food, this may be pushed on us, and become the norm in the future
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drcyd: I agree that it is a sad and tragic thing to have to kill and eat other second order powers for our existence. Plants and insects are also second order powers, so there's no getting around it unless you only eat ripe fruit from the ground.
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mironlang: There is an angle that some animals are created for food. either way it seems like an unperfect creation this world is.
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