Post by ML on Apr 9, 2018 12:14:13 GMT
04/08/2018
From FB page:
Here is a touching letter of advice that Avalon Sol wrote to an Indigo who recently wrote to him for guidance. After asking Avalon for permission to share this letter with this group, he said to me that I may share it. This letter touched my heart:
This was written to someone who has been speaking to me in email. I thought you might like to see it, as this is what I do when I am not restoring the safe house up to 14 hours a day at times, and it is also 7 days a week. The name was changed for privacy. avalon
Hello Estelle.
I just got a message from higher self to point out something to you, and though I am hurting terribly from the day's work, and my hands are just shot and throbbing, I take this time to balance my computer on my tea bottle stuffed into my steering wheel to give me a surface to type at 2:30 in the morning with a full and hard day ahead of me again tomorrow.
Being homeless is tough. Tougher than anything I have ever done besides the work I have been through at the safe house.
But I do it. Not because I want to. Council knows I would rather eat glass and die than do this. I do it because I said I would.
Now it comes down to who you are as a person. You can be anything you want to be. And that is fine, because it is your journey. But there is the Estelle from higher planes that said that she would serve on this team and she would move mountains if the Emerald Council would have you. And they did. They trusted you that your word was your bond. That when times tested your mettle, that you would stand and shine, just like you said, just wait and see.
And now you have come, you saw first hand just how the deck was really stacked. It was hell. Hell on the highest order. They mind wiped you, then they raped you. Then they beat you and left you for dead. You barely survived. Barely. And now you sit in the shadows, sad and fearful because you know you are up against the powers of darkness that seem insurmountable. But you forgot exactly who you really are. And its not this weak thing you like to think you are when you look in a mirror.
I am not here to blow sunshine up your dress. I am here to remind you that you were and still are, one of the most celebrated of the bloodline of the Elohei Elohim. You didn't move mountains, you created entire universes and ruled with compassion and elegance. You were given the unthinkable power of the Kryst itself, the Krystal Seed eternal life manifestation template in a cosmeia littered with beings who would never even be considered for such an honor. It wasn't your broken down human body you have today who achieved that. It wasn't some other being out there somewhere who achieved that. It was the signature spirit essence of the only one of you that would ever exist. And that essence is still alive and inside of you right now.
When we get knocked down, we get back up. But when we get knocked down and brutalized and knocked down and brutalized, over and over and over incessantly, we reason that by getting back up again, we are only inviting the very same torture yet again. And the very definition of doing the same thing over, expecting a new result is what man describes as insanity. We aren't crazy, so let's learn from our mistakes and remain in that corner where no one will bother us. Done. Lesson learned.
What mankind doesn't want to acknowledge though, is that we learn something new each time we are knocked down. We may have to be knocked down 20000 times in a row in order to learn everything that led to that failure, but when I tried again to invent a new process in science after countless attempts over 10 years, by that time I knew more than I did the first try. And the second. And all the other times where those ingredients would simply not produce what I was looking for. And guess what? Not only did it finally work, but it worked 10x better than I had ever dreamed. Literally.
And so you were lured into E'Asha's web and you got your butt spanked. Okay. But now you know the earmarks of trickery that you didn't know before. The 2018 Estelle is 10x smarter than the 2005 Estelle. And I suppose if you can honestly say now that I am wrong, and that you aren't any smarter now than before, I would support your deleting this email, grabbing a bottle and heading back to your corner.
But you didn't come here to have your ass handed to you by a 3rd dimension child. You came here to do what millions said was impossible. And why? Because you already knew that you had the inner strength that the 99% don't have. And that's the will to get up and get up and get up when everyone else has already conceded defeat.
The blood that moves within our veins is not human dna. It is Elohim dna. Krystos genetics shared only among the most accomplished beings ever to take manifest shape. And down there at the bottom of that code lies eternal life. And if you have forgotten, I will remind you what that means. It means that you were trusted by your fellow fractals of god to wield unlimited power.
Forever.
You don't just get that by passing a test. You get that by accomplishing what the rest could never dream of.
So you let them take your kids, and take your family and take your entire way of life. They used you and made a fool of you. But guess what. All they really did was sharpen your sword for you. Because that's what adversity does, it leaves us stronger, smarter, and more defined.
It is up to you of course to choose to ignore this message, and I will never judge you down for that. But since your higher self is the one telling you this right now, I would think you would want to listen. You came here to end the suffering of the just, not to lay down and cower at the first sign of adversity. If I rape you once, you can blame me. But if I rape you 20,000 times, you can only blame yourself for not paying attention. Same here. There are only so many times you can be fooled and then it will be impossible to trick you again, because you learned all their moves. At some point you will have to admit that you are only wiser now than you were when you were being used up and thrown away. And whether it is during this lifetime, or in one eons in the future, you will do just that. Admit that rocks and hard places sharpen iron, not marshmallows and rainbows. Your iron is now ready to fight back in this crucible we chose as our own singular mission to stop the abuse of your real family members once and for all.
Either you are the Estelle we agreed to take on as one of our most trusted confidants in this suicide mission, or you're not and your word is simply no longer worth anything. That might not mean much to you now down here after they have kicked your teeth in, but to your higher self who is looking on now as I write this, that's a pretty bitter pill to swallow.
That's it. Be well.
avalon
From FB page:
Here is a touching letter of advice that Avalon Sol wrote to an Indigo who recently wrote to him for guidance. After asking Avalon for permission to share this letter with this group, he said to me that I may share it. This letter touched my heart:
This was written to someone who has been speaking to me in email. I thought you might like to see it, as this is what I do when I am not restoring the safe house up to 14 hours a day at times, and it is also 7 days a week. The name was changed for privacy. avalon
Hello Estelle.
I just got a message from higher self to point out something to you, and though I am hurting terribly from the day's work, and my hands are just shot and throbbing, I take this time to balance my computer on my tea bottle stuffed into my steering wheel to give me a surface to type at 2:30 in the morning with a full and hard day ahead of me again tomorrow.
Being homeless is tough. Tougher than anything I have ever done besides the work I have been through at the safe house.
But I do it. Not because I want to. Council knows I would rather eat glass and die than do this. I do it because I said I would.
Now it comes down to who you are as a person. You can be anything you want to be. And that is fine, because it is your journey. But there is the Estelle from higher planes that said that she would serve on this team and she would move mountains if the Emerald Council would have you. And they did. They trusted you that your word was your bond. That when times tested your mettle, that you would stand and shine, just like you said, just wait and see.
And now you have come, you saw first hand just how the deck was really stacked. It was hell. Hell on the highest order. They mind wiped you, then they raped you. Then they beat you and left you for dead. You barely survived. Barely. And now you sit in the shadows, sad and fearful because you know you are up against the powers of darkness that seem insurmountable. But you forgot exactly who you really are. And its not this weak thing you like to think you are when you look in a mirror.
I am not here to blow sunshine up your dress. I am here to remind you that you were and still are, one of the most celebrated of the bloodline of the Elohei Elohim. You didn't move mountains, you created entire universes and ruled with compassion and elegance. You were given the unthinkable power of the Kryst itself, the Krystal Seed eternal life manifestation template in a cosmeia littered with beings who would never even be considered for such an honor. It wasn't your broken down human body you have today who achieved that. It wasn't some other being out there somewhere who achieved that. It was the signature spirit essence of the only one of you that would ever exist. And that essence is still alive and inside of you right now.
When we get knocked down, we get back up. But when we get knocked down and brutalized and knocked down and brutalized, over and over and over incessantly, we reason that by getting back up again, we are only inviting the very same torture yet again. And the very definition of doing the same thing over, expecting a new result is what man describes as insanity. We aren't crazy, so let's learn from our mistakes and remain in that corner where no one will bother us. Done. Lesson learned.
What mankind doesn't want to acknowledge though, is that we learn something new each time we are knocked down. We may have to be knocked down 20000 times in a row in order to learn everything that led to that failure, but when I tried again to invent a new process in science after countless attempts over 10 years, by that time I knew more than I did the first try. And the second. And all the other times where those ingredients would simply not produce what I was looking for. And guess what? Not only did it finally work, but it worked 10x better than I had ever dreamed. Literally.
And so you were lured into E'Asha's web and you got your butt spanked. Okay. But now you know the earmarks of trickery that you didn't know before. The 2018 Estelle is 10x smarter than the 2005 Estelle. And I suppose if you can honestly say now that I am wrong, and that you aren't any smarter now than before, I would support your deleting this email, grabbing a bottle and heading back to your corner.
But you didn't come here to have your ass handed to you by a 3rd dimension child. You came here to do what millions said was impossible. And why? Because you already knew that you had the inner strength that the 99% don't have. And that's the will to get up and get up and get up when everyone else has already conceded defeat.
The blood that moves within our veins is not human dna. It is Elohim dna. Krystos genetics shared only among the most accomplished beings ever to take manifest shape. And down there at the bottom of that code lies eternal life. And if you have forgotten, I will remind you what that means. It means that you were trusted by your fellow fractals of god to wield unlimited power.
Forever.
You don't just get that by passing a test. You get that by accomplishing what the rest could never dream of.
So you let them take your kids, and take your family and take your entire way of life. They used you and made a fool of you. But guess what. All they really did was sharpen your sword for you. Because that's what adversity does, it leaves us stronger, smarter, and more defined.
It is up to you of course to choose to ignore this message, and I will never judge you down for that. But since your higher self is the one telling you this right now, I would think you would want to listen. You came here to end the suffering of the just, not to lay down and cower at the first sign of adversity. If I rape you once, you can blame me. But if I rape you 20,000 times, you can only blame yourself for not paying attention. Same here. There are only so many times you can be fooled and then it will be impossible to trick you again, because you learned all their moves. At some point you will have to admit that you are only wiser now than you were when you were being used up and thrown away. And whether it is during this lifetime, or in one eons in the future, you will do just that. Admit that rocks and hard places sharpen iron, not marshmallows and rainbows. Your iron is now ready to fight back in this crucible we chose as our own singular mission to stop the abuse of your real family members once and for all.
Either you are the Estelle we agreed to take on as one of our most trusted confidants in this suicide mission, or you're not and your word is simply no longer worth anything. That might not mean much to you now down here after they have kicked your teeth in, but to your higher self who is looking on now as I write this, that's a pretty bitter pill to swallow.
That's it. Be well.
avalon