Post by IW on Jul 10, 2019 7:11:04 GMT
Suicide
Is suicide a legitimate way out to end our suffering or dilemma? Suicide is one
of the more tragic events in this world where so many are harmed by an act so
few understand.
I had a dear friend commit suicide when I was 20. Few could have found a
better friend and yet due to circumstances mostly how he was treated by
others, he ended his life.
This event had a great impact on my life in that I lost a companion, a friend,
someone who would listen, and comfort. I understood the circumstance of why
it happened as he was treated so poorly by so many others.
However, it is difficult to just simply walk away and forget. This event impacted
my entire life, I wondered why did he quit. He was still so young, so many
potentials were in front of him.
The problem with this act of finality, it really is never final and that I will get
into later. 99% of the time those who use this drastic measure simply can’t
envision their way out of the problem. They see the future as dismal with little
hope or change to their environment.
Sadly their lack of vision which most of the time is understandable, gives them a
different view of how life changes all the time. Nothing remains the same. Even
if you spend a few years in trial and disappointment, it is going to change.
The fact is nothing remains the same, even good times do not remain the same.
With time, everything changes. Often what was a problem at one point, simply
disappears at another point, unless they are guardians of enhancement, like
drugs, alcohol and other stimulants, these can allow trials to extend for
decades.
Your life, your friendships, your situation is constantly in a state of flux based in
the type of world we are interactive within. Once you learn this secret you can
adapt to almost anything.
There are times that people are ill, and without hope for recovery, and in
serious pain. I am not addressing this issue today. In fact I do not and will
not give advice. But understandably there are times we must shed mercy upon
those who are gravely ill. As I wrote in my books about the notion, “They shoot
horses don’t they?”
They will tell you a horse must be put down if it is injured or ill in a way that
cannot be treated properly. We call it mercy, but often when humans are in the
same situation, we want to force them to play it out no matter how painful it all
is.
Illness is not the same as a person who decides to give up because it is just too
hard to go forward. Like with anything in life, quitters never gain anything. Life
is hard, it is seemingly unbearable for some. But no matter how you look at it,
life can be a bear.
Often, suicides occur with younger people, for they have not yet gained wisdom
and knowledge about potential futures. They only see what is in front of them
and have no understanding that it will all change.
They give up and quit and often it is right before a major change would occur in
their life that would steer them on a more productive potential where they
would even forget about how distraught they were.
A long time ago I stopped a person from committing suicide. They were hell
bent on ending their life because of all the adversity they had fallen on them. I
had to physically struggle with this person, to stop them from jumping off a
high building.
I then pinned the person down and said I will not allow you to do this. They
fought and struggled as hard they could, but my determination had no strength
equal. This person was telling me they just wanted to end it all, they could not
move forward.
I asked, why do you think it will end your problems? They said, because I will
be dead. I then asked do you believe in an afterlife? They said, yes, I said then
why do you think it will end your problems?
I then said, the moment you kill yourself, the very next moment of your
awareness the problem will still be there, but now a hundred fold worse,
because now you have to add suicide to all the other issues you must
overcome.
And this is where I want to take the reader, suicide does not end problems it
puts one on track with brand new issues the soul must now confront.
It reminds me of a story which I will paraphrase from memory, where a person
believed gold was at a specific place that they had determined using books and
maps, if they could raise enough money to buy equipment, they would go to
this place and seek for these riches.
The individual sold everything, everything they had was put into this dream of
finding a loot of gold. They then hired some friends and the whole lot of them
traveled to another state and went about to seek for this hidden treasure.
Days and weeks went by but they found nothing. They were getting tired, and
weary and money was running low. And starting to lose hope that there really
was any gold, they continued digging yet found nothing.
Finally they all gave up, the money was gone, they lost everything. They left
there hopes in the ground and walked away with their heads down. Failures,
total failures. But the real failure, was that they gave up. They quit. They
stopped moving forward.
A while later another group came to the same place to seek for a wealth of gold
and lo and behold they discovered it almost immediately. Was it because they
had better equipment. No! Was it because the prior group was seeking the
treasure in the wrong place? No!
In fact, those that finally proved there was gold and discovered it became very
wealthy, and the sad thing was, where they discovered the gold was only
three more feet away. It was there the entire time, but the original seekers
quit, they gave up. All they had to do was dig three more feet.
My friends, life is often like this, when we are in battle, when we are struggling,
so often the answer lies only a few feet away. Yet so often people give up right
before their proverbial ship comes in.
It is true, I reveal how we are living in a world of death. I reveal how this is not
our world and we want to go back home. It only makes sense that if we forcibly
ended this life we could return home. However this is an inaccurate assessment.
My friends, it doesn’t work that way. We are here to learn mistakes we have
made, where we had gone wrong from the ancient past. This is our trial and
testing ground to learn to change.
When we end our life early, we abort the process. There is no reward for those
who quit. Remember, time is not real. We are experiencing via a fraudulent
reality, called an illusion.
If we cut short the process, we are simply hoarded back into the framework of
returning back to continue the journey, but now the soul has one more obstacle
to overcome.
That soul will now be placed into another family often bringing about the same
circumstances, sometimes even worse than what caused them to end their life
the first time. There are no deals with the devil. It just gets harder when we
compromise.
I am going to tell you a little secret, quitting is contagious. Once you quit it
becomes easier the next time. Most suicides are by those who committed
suicide in past lives. In fact it is their dilemma they must overcome because
often when they get to the same wall, they quit.
When you see a potential suicide it is often by those who have walked that road
possibly many times before. I have stated we are in a hell which is the
repetition of the same events, continually.
As we are overcoming we create new changes, and are granted different
experiences. But until we are taken from this world by the Father and Christ, we
shall remain until we overcome enough to be fully trusted.
Often problems we have will repeat in cycles because we have not overcome
them. So the same problem we decided to leave behind in one life always
comes back to us at a different time. And until we decide not to quit, it will
remain our personal hell.
My friends, suicide is demonic influence. Satan would love nothing more than
for people to off themselves, he knows what is going on here, and he knows
anyone who kills themselves will most likely be given right back into his hands
at another time. Time means nothing to Satan because he knows we really do
not die.
He told this to Eve, death is just an interruption in a long sequence of events.
When you are playing through the entire sequence; death is just a minor burp.
So Satan would like nothing more than to convince one to end it all, because it
only replaces that soul back into the game that he governs.
Understand, suicide does not end your problems, it allows them to continue
whereas if you did not quit, you might have seen a major transition proverbially
three feet away.
I do not care how tough life is, learn to overcome. There are many that are not
suicidal, why is that? Because they do not quit. No matter how tough things are
the tough just get tougher.
Those who quit, have most likely quit before. It becomes easier and easier to
quit. They begin to compromise in almost everything. Just like my dear friend, I
do not condemn him, I feel sorry for him because he just added more content
to his trials.
But I wish I could have seen him battle this, get married, have a family, learn
that what he was going through was just three feet from his ultimate victory.
There are many times I wish he was here so I could talk to him, he understood
me probably better than anyone.
I wish I could see his smile, his laughter his ability to be there when I needed
the help. He left the scene making it harder on myself. But I had to find a way
to cope, to become stronger, and to fight no matter how hard it was even often
being alone. People who commit suicide fail to understand how they affect
others in life and how others care about them and love them.
My friends we all suffer through this. Suicide is just like a loved one passing
away. We have to learn to cope beyond them. They will no longer be in our
lives for support and help. It is something we must all endure.
As I said earlier, someone suffering pain and illness fall into a separate
category, one that the Father must examine it is not for us to debate. But
suicide is an act of quitting, it only harms and never helps and the poor souls
who fall into this mindset have to repay it back anyway.
Remember, the Father said, he will not allow any more to befall us than we can
handle. He knows what we are made of and what we are able to bear much
better than we do. So, if we are battling through the trial know we can indeed
bear it, and there is a way of escape, it cannot be allowed to destroy you.
Those who suffer the most are being told they are the strongest among us.
Because if they didn’t have the strength they wouldn’t be suffering at that
degree.
Trust in the Father, Mother and Christ to know whatever it is that we are going
through, they are there to help us battle through it.
They will never forsake us or abandon us. But the first key, is you must believe
what I am sharing, you must know who we are and why we are here. If you
reject that, then little is there that can solve your problems except a continual
hell of retribution until you do.
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