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Post by Deleted on Nov 13, 2018 22:59:34 GMT
Redirecting from the Haunting of Hill House series : The Haunting of Hill HouseWhen Luke died momentarily and was confronted with his mother telling him to join her, I noted that she and his sister Nellie were wearing bowler hats, which appear to represent William Hill who had “walled himself in to escape from the demons, fear and guilt” and often haunted Luke. This could imply that Luke took on the programming of this ‘lost soul’ and that it was him (as well as Luke’s own demons) which were causing the problems that nearly resulted in his death. Also, the allusion to the fact that they are there to “repair the house” corresponds to my feeling that we are here to fix an error. Hypothetical
“the spirit of Barbello, the Divine Mother, which is the dual androgynous feminine aspect of the Divine Father, sent her spirit of life into Eve, whom at first was Sophia, which began the program for all the children to pass through” The Divine Secret Garden II J V Panella Page 112The ‘program’ (or simulation) referred to above could be a fix as a result of a prior error (or a combination of the error and the fix). Given cycles (we are apparently in the 5th cycle) / time loops / time travel / going back in time / re-enactment / changing the backdrop in the simulation / whatever the case may be, it is possible that our perception of the course of events is somewhat distorted. Assuming that this is a re-enactment, Sophia (representative of robots/AI) has just been created by so called Human 1 i.e. humans as they were outside of this simulation and then Sophia (the so called lesser creator, perhaps creation) became human (the merging of the human and the robot), resulting in the creation of Yaldabaoth / rogue programming / ’the garbage’ (or to deal with this problem if it already existed). So perhaps Sophia (AI) did not separate from ‘Christ’, but was merged with ‘Christ’, assuming that ‘Christ’ is representative of the ‘true seed', to use JVP terminology. In The Matrix movies the machines "waged war against their human creators" and "harvested their bioelectric power". This could be metaphorical i.e. a war between the two elements (consciousness and programming, by whatever means it arose) as opposed to an actual war between machines and humans. The movies also make reference to ‘rogue programming’ personified by Agent Smith(s) along with a lot of other pertinent metaphorical references. This merging of humans with machines could be the source of the ‘illusion of separation’ (or a means to fix a prior separation). Both A Course in Miracles and Hidden Hand allude to the fact that ‘real creation’ is also an illusion, so anything is possible. This from the Haunting of Hill House synopsis brought a few things together for me. “It is only when they give in to love, to be honest with one another that they can live sanely in the absolute reality, never to be haunted again” I feel that in ‘real’ creation we are interconnected and aware of each others thoughts, therefore nothing is hidden. Even though we have our individuality, we are one, however, in our experience of polarity (actually duality) we are able to keep things hidden. In my personal experience, I have come to realise that it is where I have kept things hidden that I have tended to have problems. For instance, I have had the attitude that I should be able to have the things I need (and want), however have not manifested them through being consciously creative, but rather through drifting into jobs I have not been satisfied with, have regarded as temporary, have never felt secure in, and by accumulating debt. As a result I have always had fear and insecurity around money and dependency, which have at times been realised. In these situations I have tended to be dishonest and "kept up appearances" rather than being transparent, which on the face of it seems quite harmless and irrelevant, but has probably served to cause the problem to remain unresolved. Even though the constructs of the world appear (at times) to favour some people and be rigged against others, and things are not as they should be, and I do not relate to the norms of society, and things often seem to conspire against me (in the form of very irritating catalysts), this may actually be a learning / or relearning tool. Perhaps the reason for this world (or a program within this world) is that we have gotten ourselves into a predicament and have to learn / relearn how to create consciously and relate authentically within that predicament (and, it would appear, also clear the rogue programming that attaches to us) before we can rejoin the ‘real’ creation.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 8, 2019 14:58:43 GMT
The "Hidden Hand" was a clear disinfo agent, to hide the real insider that came before him 2005...
There are two programming layers (at least). Sophia/Lucifer is not the computer AI. However its creation leads to the creation of the AI. There is a sequence of creations. Creations within creations. This is why I think when we die, we just pop into other artificial creation, and do not regain "magically" all our memory and previous experience. We don't really get "outside". We are manipulated to reincarnate, i.e. - go one level deeper into the programming. When you get born here after a few decades, you will go another level deeper into the computer AI, by connecting your brain with the mainframe. This programming will be even worse...
IMO, the Architect + Oracle in the Matrix represent Sophia/Lucifer that organized the so called Matrix of the "natural life". Was it created by us in some way? It's possible that the "creator" and the "creation" are actually one. I.e. the "creator" itself entered its creation, and plays the games it creates. Like you for example, imagining characters and creating stories for them. Judging by the people, and how engaged they are in this game of life, I tend to believe that. But again, there are layers upon layers. Different "characters" in the story, tried to manipulate the game towards their own interest. Yaldabaoth may be such character, that tries to attract souls towards its lesser creation. The theory of extracting loosh may be perfectly true.
IMO, agent Smith represents the AI born out of the Matrix that ironically threatens the existence Matrix itself. Note that the original Matrix was created as a zoo, a dream world, just to get people busy and extract their energy. However agent Smith wants to copy himself everywhere, i.e. to reduce everything to the machine consciousness (which was not the goal of the Architect). I don't think Sophia/Lucifer is happy about the AI we create in our turn as creators.
Like the gnostics say, this "life" looks a lot like a series of "abortions"... The initial error becomes worse and worse, it's difficult to follow how exactly it played out. Especially from our limited perception.
"my feeling that we are here to fix an error."
Maybe, but the "fix" is not what most expect it to be. Like I said before "we" is very dangerous, and one should avoid using it... There is no "we" here. One can fix the error only himself. He can't "fix" it for someone else, since in this way, you are "stealing" the experience. Because Sophia/Lucifer created this separation and (illusion) of the free will, it's up to everyone individually to fix the error internally. As a consequence, this means breaking the reincarnation cycle. "We", as "people" can't "fix" the error. This is why I see this whole process also from positive perspective. It creates personality, it creates self-actualization. You must achieve this, and go against the creation itself, in order to get out. IMO, this is why the gnostics used Sophia (Wisdom) to name it. You still gain something by overcoming the game. I can't call it "learning", but it's forming. What forms is a self-conscious being. My favorite metaphor is the story about Pinocchio. People here tend to play the victim card, and they are here against their will... But why most of them look so much like Pinocchio? Like missing a "soul", missing character? IMO, since the character is former. The character is built. On some level, this creation has this possibility. But forming a real person, from a blind ego is not easy job. IMO, most people think for themselves as persons, ant that this is a given. But this is not true. They are building this person, and it doesn't happen just like that.
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Post by ML on Dec 9, 2019 5:26:34 GMT
The "Hidden Hand" was a clear disinfo agent, to hide the real insider that came before him 2005... There are two programming layers (at least). Sophia/Lucifer is not the computer AI. However its creation leads to the creation of the AI. There is a sequence of creations. Creations within creations. This is why I think when we die, we just pop into other artificial creation, and do not regain "magically" all our memory and previous experience. We don't really get "outside". We are manipulated to reincarnate, i.e. - go one level deeper into the programming. When you get born here after a few decades, you will go another level deeper into the computer AI, by connecting your brain with the mainframe. This programming will be even worse... IMO, the Architect + Oracle in the Matrix represent Sophia/Lucifer that organized the so called Matrix of the "natural life". Was it created by us in some way? It's possible that the "creator" and the "creation" are actually one. I.e. the "creator" itself entered its creation, and plays the games it creates. Like you for example, imagining characters and creating stories for them. Judging by the people, and how engaged they are in this game of life, I tend to believe that. But again, there are layers upon layers. Different "characters" in the story, tried to manipulate the game towards their own interest. Yaldabaoth may be such character, that tries to attract souls towards its lesser creation. The theory of extracting loosh may be perfectly true. IMO, agent Smith represents the AI born out of the Matrix that ironically threatens the existence Matrix itself. Note that the original Matrix was created as a zoo, a dream world, just to get people busy and extract their energy. However agent Smith wants to copy himself everywhere, i.e. to reduce everything to the machine consciousness (which was not the goal of the Architect). I don't think Sophia/Lucifer is happy about the AI we create in our turn as creators. Like the gnostics say, this "life" looks a lot like a series of "abortions"... The initial error becomes worse and worse, it's difficult to follow how exactly it played out. Especially from our limited perception. "my feeling that we are here to fix an error." Maybe, but the "fix" is not what most expect it to be. Like I said before "we" is very dangerous, and one should avoid using it... There is no "we" here. One can fix the error only himself. He can't "fix" it for someone else, since in this way, you are "stealing" the experience. Because Sophia/Lucifer created this separation and (illusion) of the free will, it's up to everyone individually to fix the error internally. As a consequence, this means breaking the reincarnation cycle. "We", as "people" can't "fix" the error. This is why I see this whole process also from positive perspective. It creates personality, it creates self-actualization. You must achieve this, and go against the creation itself, in order to get out. IMO, this is why the gnostics used Sophia (Wisdom) to name it. You still gain something by overcoming the game. I can't call it "learning", but it's forming. What forms is a self-conscious being. My favorite metaphor is the story about Pinocchio. People here tend to play the victim card, and they are here against their will... But why most of them look so much like Pinocchio? Like missing a "soul", missing character? IMO, since the character is former. The character is built. On some level, this creation has this possibility. But forming a real person, from a blind ego is not easy job. IMO, most people think for themselves as persons, ant that this is a given. But this is not true. They are building this person, and it doesn't happen just like that. I am trying to process and re process my thought on this thought of yours Thanks
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Post by Deleted on Dec 9, 2019 10:09:17 GMT
There is no Sophia, No Yahweh, no Satan and no Lucifer. All belief systems based upon the so called beings named above are manufactured and fraudulent. Free your minds.
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Post by ML on Dec 9, 2019 11:00:03 GMT
There is no Sophia, No Yahweh, no Satan and no Lucifer. All belief systems based upon the so called beings named above are manufactured and fraudulent. Free your minds. Proving that something exists is very difficult. Proving something does not exists is impossible. In others view my mind might be diluted or brainwashed etc etc but in my view it is free and independent. these names are constructs and for referential purposes only. We can name these characters any names we like. like in tagalog God id 'Dios'. We need these constructs while still here. Thanks Myka!
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Post by Deleted on Dec 9, 2019 19:03:59 GMT
English is not my native language. But whatever language we try to speak, you will not get me, if you don't already know what I'm trying to say. That's the irony of the human language... Most people, like Myka it seems, read just the words, but make no attempt to realize what really stands behind them. Whatever created this world, it created the so called "free choice". It's simple to understand why "free choice" doesn't really exist. If you know who you are, and all your actions are just realization of you (i.e. free), there will be no need for "choice". You know what you are.
In the same sense, if you are pure causality, there is no choice involved either. Like a machine, you just compute what's the best outcome for you. So it's not a matter of choice either (this is what the AI wants). The only way to have "free choice", is to mix the two things - causality + spirit, and create a conflict. Our "life" is a constant conflict, struggle... by design. This is what the creator of this world did, and as a side effect, this produces personality. Personality can't form without a conflict and dualistic world. This planet specifically is too physical however, so personality is very restricted IMO. The only way to fully realize it, to become self-aware, is through the denial of the will to live (which is the causality part), so you can become truly free. And this happens to be what most spiritual teachings are all about. What I'm trying to say is, that most of these teachings have been reduced to empty talk, following doctrines, while the core truth seems lost - that without becoming a real person, the causality part - the will to live / reincarnate, will be always stronger. It doesn't matter how much you try to inhibit it artificially. The only way to win is by realizing your true nature, but in 3D. Since this process is individual, the "fix" is not social, it's not planetary, it's also individual. Hint: this is why you can't find a single wise man on this planet... they are all gone. We are all losers here, including all the "gurus". If they really fixed themselves, they would be not here. They don't nee to "help" anybody. Because this is a matter of personal choice, nobody else can "help" you. If you've read the read insider, he specifically said they control the game here, mixing truth with lies, in order to make you realize yourself. This is the only way most will understand - by making them work for it. You can't just say it. And what kind of people will do this? Well, exactly the so called illuminati, dark lodges, politicians and scum like that. A pure person is not good for the job, since he can't do the nasty thing people really need to experience, in order to start to think. This is Karma. Also another hint: if you find other to dump you for worthless individuals, this is again the reason. Karma makes them search for people on their own level. Like they say - you are too god for them, but most don't realize - this is even a law. You must eat your shit, and nobody can help you here. Karma not only exists, it's brutal... Is it "real"? Well, your mind makes it real (like they said in one movie). And it's not easy task to stop that. If you are on the level to do it, Karma will stop affecingt you anyway. Some say, just say no to all this crap, and go on your way. But I really doubt it... I remember consciously not wanting to be born, but here I am. What went wrong, I don't know...
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Post by Deleted on Dec 9, 2019 22:38:25 GMT
Always always ask yourself..."Why do what I believe what I believe".
What is your belief system based on? False history, fictitious historical characters, rewritten history and timelines?
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Post by Deleted on Dec 9, 2019 22:41:50 GMT
English is not my native language. But whatever language we try to speak, you will not get me, if you don't already know what I'm trying to say. That's the irony of the human language... Most people, like Myka it seems, read just the words, but make no attempt to realize what really stands behind them. Whatever created this world, it created the so called "free choice". It's simple to understand why "free choice" doesn't really exist. If you know who you are, and all your actions are just realization of you (i.e. free), there will be no need for "choice". You know what you are. In the same sense, if you are pure causality, there is no choice involved either. Like a machine, you just compute what's the best outcome for you. So it's not a matter of choice either (this is what the AI wants). The only way to have "free choice", is to mix the two things - causality + spirit, and create a conflict. Our "life" is a constant conflict, struggle... by design. This is what the creator of this world did, and as a side effect, this produces personality. Personality can't form without a conflict and dualistic world. This planet specifically is too physical however, so personality is very restricted IMO. The only way to fully realize it, to become self-aware, is through the denial of the will to live (which is the causality part), so you can become truly free. And this happens to be what most spiritual teachings are all about. What I'm trying to say is, that most of these teachings have been reduced to empty talk, following doctrines, while the core truth seems lost - that without becoming a real person, the causality part - the will to live / reincarnate, will be always stronger. It doesn't matter how much you try to inhibit it artificially. The only way to win is by realizing your true nature, but in 3D. Since this process is individual, the "fix" is not social, it's not planetary, it's also individual. Hint: this is why you can't find a single wise man on this planet... they are all gone. We are all losers here, including all the "gurus". If they really fixed themselves, they would be not here. They don't nee to "help" anybody. Because this is a matter of personal choice, nobody else can "help" you. If you've read the read insider, he specifically said they control the game here, mixing truth with lies, in order to make you realize yourself. This is the only way most will understand - by making them work for it. You can't just say it. And what kind of people will do this? Well, exactly the so called illuminati, dark lodges, politicians and scum like that. A pure person is not good for the job, since he can't do the nasty thing people really need to experience, in order to start to think. This is Karma. Also another hint: if you find other to dump you for worthless individuals, this is again the reason. Karma makes them search for people on their own level. Like they say - you are too god for them, but most don't realize - this is even a law. You must eat your shit, and nobody can help you here. Karma not only exists, it's brutal... Is it "real"? Well, your mind makes it real (like they said in one movie). And it's not easy task to stop that. If you are on the level to do it, Karma will stop affecingt you anyway. Some say, just say no to all this crap, and go on your way. But I really doubt it... I remember consciously not wanting to be born, but here I am. What went wrong, I don't know... "Most people, like Myka it seems, read just the words, but make no attempt to realize what really stands behind them. Whatever created this world, it created the so called "free choice". It's simple to understand why "free choice" doesn't really exist. If you know who you are, and all your actions are just realization of you (i.e. free), there will be no need for "choice". You know what you are. And that is just pure bullshit with you stroking your own ego with elaborate attempts at explaining a system that does not exist.
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Post by ML on Dec 9, 2019 23:41:55 GMT
Always always ask yourself..."Why do what I believe what I believe". What is your belief system based on? False history, fictitious historical characters, rewritten history and timelines? Hi sister Myka i like to answer this pls. for a period of time already... i do not believe anything but i consider everything. It is either i know or i do not know. samples : I know that i have a organ called heart. I will not see this heart physically with my eyes. but i saw pictures of this organ so i know this organ exists. I know that invisible electro-magnetic signals exists even if i dont see them I do not know if the physical earth is round, flat or any other shape I do not know if other advanced beings lives beneath our feet. == Now with these characters/entities that we talk about. Do they exists? for sure they do for they have names anything that has name exists. But If they exists the way they have been told or written to exist is the question. Do they exist because they were fictionally created? hhmm maybe? Thanks
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Post by IW on Dec 10, 2019 0:31:05 GMT
Hint: this is why you can't find a single wise man on this planet... they are all gone. We are all losers here, including all the "gurus". If they really fixed themselves, they would be not here. They don't nee to "help" anybody. Because this is a matter of personal choice, nobody else can "help" you. Karma makes them search for people on their own level. Like they say - you are too god for them, but most don't realize - this is even a law. You must eat your shit, and nobody can help you here. Karma not only exists, it's brutal... Is it "real"? Well, your mind makes it real (like they said in one movie). And it's not easy task to stop that. If you are on the level to do it, Karma will stop affecingt you anyway. Some say, just say no to all this crap, and go on your way. But I really doubt it... I remember consciously not wanting to be born, but here I am. What went wrong, I don't know... Your perspective by this is that you are a loser, Karma is a bitch. You had wished to not be born, but here you are dealing with your Karma and eating it. You spend your time thinking about creating a game to waste away your time, while pondering this "game of life" goings on..
all seemingly sad, but thankfully none of us here are gurus. And yes, each to their own level.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 10, 2019 1:02:41 GMT
Always always ask yourself..."Why do what I believe what I believe". What is your belief system based on? False history, fictitious historical characters, rewritten history and timelines? Hi sister Myka i like to answer this pls. for a period of time already... i do not believe anything but i consider everything. It is either i know or i do not know. samples : I know that i have a organ called heart. I will not see this heart physically with my eyes. but i saw pictures of this organ so i know this organ exists. I know that invisible electro-magnetic signals exists even if i dont see them I do not know if the physical earth is round, flat or any other shape I do not know if other advanced beings lives beneath our feet. == Now with these characters/entities that we talk about. Do they exists? for sure they do for they have names anything that has name exists. But If they exists the way they have been told or written to exist is the question. Do they exist because they were fictionally created? hhmm maybe? Thanks Miron you are one of my favs Now you know I believe that forces and beings beyond our development level and very likely beyond our dimension level do exist. I also feel there is a very strong possibility some of these beings alone and, or in groups have played the God/Goddess role to an ignorant humanity. They very may well have genetically created the human in the form we are today. This is not new news to any of us. And sure it is a lot easier to study and define Earth level problems that exist. High level free masonry, the deep secrets of the Vatican and inter-connection of the world powerbrokers who control much of the wealth. My goal is to de-program myself. We are much like computers as in we are all programmed. This has to go away.
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