Post by ninurta4 on Sept 3, 2018 19:02:16 GMT
I've been thinking, why is it regardless of the fact that i want to know that there's always more to know...that there is always more to know about the world...that there is always a "little" more to know before am quenched...on and on you go until your grave...lifetime after lifetime wanting to know..always wanting to know...feeling empty inside that there is a little more to know about the AIF, the matrix, the archons, the so called truth, the universe, sacred geometry, etc etc we're so overwrought with trying to know and we'll never be quenched... trust me you'll never know enough, you'll always be frustrated and deplete your vital energy in trying to understand nonsense (take it lightly ok?)..
Think about it, what are words? According to eckhart tolle words are sign posts, they point us to a meaning... The sole purpose of words is to point us to a meaning behind or beyond it, so we don't stop at the words but we go to where they point... when i say "girl" you immediately think of the image of a girl, you dont get stuck at the letters being amazed at their shape and how they're combined nicely and go around talking about how the word looks so amazing... The sign post written on "church" is to point you to a church and not stop at it and have your mass there...but you must go beyond the sign post and rest there forever, after you've arrived the sign post it rather useless..
Language is only as useful as it can convey meaning, thats why we dont share knowledge here in russian or fijian because then the meaning wouldnt be passed on because thats what we needed not the language in itself...language is pretty much useless if it doesnt point us to anything...
Which brings me down to what i wanted to convey... When you look around, say, at nature---plants, animals, humans, oceans, clouds, mountains etc etc what is it trying to tell us?? are we supposed to get stuck on it and not see where it points? Why are literally all things inherently similar? Like they're all fractally identical... Why are all of them sort of like trying to convey a message? look at crystals with their radiance, the plants with the colourful and beautiful patterns, their harmony, look at the animals with their inherent instinct to herd together, a unity in disguise...look at humans with their deep-seated (Hidden) virtues of compassion, love, patience etc etc... i mean if you look around everything is trying to point at something beyond it but we get stuck at it... everything is trying to point us to the creator (not AIF) i.e the absolute/father-mother/first cause/God... What is the purpose of life? To read every book on the planet? To understand? What exactly? what's there to understand? And when do you ever say ahhh at last now i understand? or you keep realizing that you actually understand nothing and there is still more to know...
We've read JVP, angeliki, wes penre, buddhism, christianity, jainism, koran, hinduism and they're all saying that we're the children of the father and mother...we're the goal we're trying to achieve..to know ourselves as truth,love,compassion etc all those virtues, higher truths...the purpose of all philosophies, religions, occult knowledge, esoteric traditions, hermeticism, egyptian mythology, greek mythology, african lore, mesoamerican tradition is to point us INWARD and UPWARD...to ourselves and our creator that is both in us and beyond us... Now once we realise that part of us whats left to do? whats left to understand rather than frustrate ourselves trying to know more more ad infinitum...and here is the funny thing, you'll eventually realize that all that nonsense is also pointing with in...you start off thinking its something new and BAM! its the same truth..the same story but the hunger inside you that you keep blindly trying to satiate from external things which are all non-substantial keeps convincing us that the more we know the more we'll eventually satiate ourselves...its an illusion being played out by our ego...our ego is fooling us...
in fact the lack, anxiety, fear, doubt, need (all that negativity) isn't even ours in essence, its the ego's...the very ego that's in the AIF and all the beings in all dimensions...they're all on about trying to conquer some more to feed their egos, to know more, to KNOW to KNOW... you'll never know all.... but don't take me for my word, discover it for yourselves...Find it out on your own...as for me, i'm done...there is no more to know than my true essence, who i am and not what the ego tries to make me believe i am... who i am and who am connected to as source... that knowledge i feel in my heart (soul, consciousness) and it quenches my thirst for knowledge...because the highest knowledge is the knowledge of the absolute through you...feeling it pulse and throb within your heart... because trust me everything you'll ever read it will all point to YOU and that which is beyond you through you... If you have understood and felt yourself, please stop wasting your vital force and dwell in yourself and actually start pouring that joy,love,truth into the world rather than try take it from the world and put it into you...it'll never work, its all "dust" like the bible says...
Continue about your life living in joy with your family, friends and all creatures around you, uplifting whoever comes in your path through your so-called energies.... As for me am done with knowledge...its way too stressful and "chasing after the wind" you eventually come back to square one... I've deleted all the nonsense in my computer that i have accumulated for further reading (There is no further), its all just "entertaining" once you discover yourself, there's no use anymore, they've served as sign posts so discard them....they've pointed you to where you need to look, you've gotten there so they're no longer useful...bask in your true essence and now use your past "knowledge" to help others see there too but that's it...and stop relying on "understanding" too much because it takes you away from the present moment..
There is no goal...there is no khaa/orion/queen to go to... The khaa is in us and everywhere as the so called kingdom of God...There are only two dimensions..the dimension of unity and that of duality..that of duality consists of this one we're in all and all those above us through orion/satania and beyond but still they're all still in the realm of manifestation and hence duality...the realm of unity permeates all dimensions and you too...its in you...the kingdom is in you... once you find it in you, you don't need to go to orion, because it permeates orion too...going to orion is going to another destination in matter...so long as you're hungry in your heart going to orion won't quench that, because the hunger is in you not out there... the multiple dimensions are just different shades of duality on the same spectrum....there is one spectrum of duality with different vibrations... escaping to another dimension is like moving to another country here on earth, you've literally done nothing... you need to find salvation inside you and live life from there and see how beautiful everything becomes...people completely change in your eyes...life becomes glorious because you're on the dimension of unity while also still in duality...you're dwelling in the highest dimension that every being in existence is chasing...
Anyway let me live you with this text from sadhguru which really drives the point home clearly for me... enjoy
"If you do not make use of accumulated knowledge, you will have to rediscover the wheel every day. Only an utter fool reinvents something that has already been invented. A wise man uses what has been invented in the past and produces something else for tomorrow.
But about knowledge about life – when I say life we are talking about this life which is you. You cannot accumulate knowledge about this life because if you come to a conclusion about life from accumulated knowledge, it will become prejudiced knowledge. It will not allow you to experience anything afresh. To conduct life you need clarity, not knowledge. Knowledge should not encroach upon your clarity of perception.
If it does, you will not see anything the way it is. The old knowledge will constantly superimpose itself. Nothing new will ever happen to you. To have knowledge and not be identified with it or allow it to encroach upon your clarity of vision is very vital, because to see things the way they are right now, you must be free of knowledge. you need knowledge only to know what was in the past.
Knowledge is in your memory. If there is clarity, if there is a clear distinction between what your memory is and what the scalpel of your intellect is, there will be no problem. If your memory is stuck to your intellect, then the scalpel will lose its sharpness and will not cut through anything. It is in that context that I say knowledge has to be dropped.
Intellect is like a knife. The sharper it is, the more easily it cuts through anything. If a lot of things are sticking to it, it will not be sharp and it cannot cut through anything. So if you know how to keep the past in the past and be aware of what is there right now, then knowledge is not a problem.
But if you have become knowledge then you have become an accumulation – you only exist because of what you have accumulated in the past – and you have no clarity. Then knowledge is a burden.
When it comes to life, you cannot have knowledge about it because it is life. You have to perceive it, you have to know it now. Krishna and Buddha knew it but it does not matter what they knew, because you cannot experience it through them. You can use their experience but you cannot use their perception.
You have to perceive. There is no other way. So it is in that context that I say, do not burden yourself with knowledge."
But about knowledge about life – when I say life we are talking about this life which is you. You cannot accumulate knowledge about this life because if you come to a conclusion about life from accumulated knowledge, it will become prejudiced knowledge. It will not allow you to experience anything afresh. To conduct life you need clarity, not knowledge. Knowledge should not encroach upon your clarity of perception.
If it does, you will not see anything the way it is. The old knowledge will constantly superimpose itself. Nothing new will ever happen to you. To have knowledge and not be identified with it or allow it to encroach upon your clarity of vision is very vital, because to see things the way they are right now, you must be free of knowledge. you need knowledge only to know what was in the past.
Knowledge is in your memory. If there is clarity, if there is a clear distinction between what your memory is and what the scalpel of your intellect is, there will be no problem. If your memory is stuck to your intellect, then the scalpel will lose its sharpness and will not cut through anything. It is in that context that I say knowledge has to be dropped.
Intellect is like a knife. The sharper it is, the more easily it cuts through anything. If a lot of things are sticking to it, it will not be sharp and it cannot cut through anything. So if you know how to keep the past in the past and be aware of what is there right now, then knowledge is not a problem.
But if you have become knowledge then you have become an accumulation – you only exist because of what you have accumulated in the past – and you have no clarity. Then knowledge is a burden.
When it comes to life, you cannot have knowledge about it because it is life. You have to perceive it, you have to know it now. Krishna and Buddha knew it but it does not matter what they knew, because you cannot experience it through them. You can use their experience but you cannot use their perception.
You have to perceive. There is no other way. So it is in that context that I say, do not burden yourself with knowledge."
Again these are my own conclusion...as i have come to see life at present... Too much knowledge is bothersome free yourself from all the stress and mental crowd of ideas...Life is more pleasurable than knowing but perceiving....IMHO